1st Time

Ok Ok, so blog ya?hhmm, puas gak la tanye adik aku camne nak buat blog bengong nih,akekekekeke, alot of things happen in the werld today, mcm lagu jason lo plak. I'm so the penat and depressed, feeling angry about myself, why? ahaha, sbb werk la,what else. anyway, i've been blogging using the 'manual' ancient way, hehehehe, maybe some of you still have a notebook, autograph book, diary. So am i, i use my beloved diary to write bout what happen to me everyday. actually not everyday lar, almost everyday. ehehehe. the time when i got really pissed, cried to myself, in my bedroom with my beloved stinky pillow which i've been keeping them for yrsss (jim threaten me to throw it away la, burn the cover out la, even flush it in the toilet)

So, there goes my story bout the day today. hhmmm, i was feeling so bad bout my body,health condition. ya lar, when u r havin cramps, what else can u do? the best cure is ur bed. after sedas due penidoran, baru la rase okay, well, its gonna be a long weekend. cos i haf to finish mags. noooo! tapi takpe. ape yg aku buat nih is ape yg aku suke. die pressure come n go. skalik dtg, will go off very fast fast one. huarrghhhh, ngantok plak. but anyway, ariel is out of town, she'll be coming back next week. dunt think we can close the mags by end of the week. but we will try laa. Harder babeh harder!

2005 is gonna end soon. tinggal beberapa minggu je lagi. i haf to haf a new azam. hmmm, what will it be? tgh carik punye carik on the way back home td, suddenly terpopped out this pieces of shit. aku nak tukar angin. uh-huh. tukar angin. nak try apply kat a few places. tp tuh la. nak gi interview la, nak buat kawan baru la. and the most important thing is, nak being myself! Crap! hell no i'm gonna pretend as somebody just to fit in. me goin to malacca next week with brian. another outstation trip. weee! they had to cancel their hotlink outstation trip 2moro cos hotlink is givin out the passes via post. actually good la cos tak nyusahkan org. nak bg org kertas pun kene berabis rm250. akekekekekek, padehal bukan sume org akan dtg kolek menatang tuh. haih, if i'm the winner, mmg gua pi amik nye. barang free! sape tanak? sape tanak die anak kambing kacukan biawak sesumpah amerika utara. akekekekke

okla,i guess thats it for today. today is the hari history bcos i've jussstt started my blog(the E wan),again....

chow ppl on earth,flying to mars now!

Maerya*Dark Mind Speaks*