Maerya's Cave of Wonders!

die...

2007-04-21T09:54:00.001+08:00

aku...nak...bunuh...diri...

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Busy Busy Busy Yr of 2007

2007-04-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

pergh bile aku tgk balik plan2 yang mendatang utk tahun ni, memang bz tahap cipan la hendaknya utk aku. 1st, wedding plans. now my parents are looking for places to have the wedding (insyallah in jan 08). we have been looking around pj n shah alam area for halls, sebab my mom doesnt want ppl to jam up our small neighbourhood area. penat gak when every weekend we haf to wake up early to make calls, go walk around, then next day haf to go work. so this yr aku nak plan2 bagi abis, sebab now pun dah april (yikes!) and it is considered as very last min ady. huhu.

jimmy n boy wanna have riang ria diy gig which will be happening in july. dis time around, we have to b bz gak la utk the promos n shits, jim has ask a few bands who would wanna join in the gig and this will be jimmy n lompat records very 1st gig organised (wee hoo!). so as usual also, we will be bz sebab we tot having xLEARNx release party at riang ria. oh after the 4 sivits 4 way splits project, now we hafta get ourself busy with xLEARNx release pulak (www.myspace.com/lompatrecords) which will be happening in june (argh!). Ivan (xLEARNx band member) been bugging me on msn on he release. we also thought of getting them to tour asia which only will be happening in july tentatively. right now, we haf to think of their expenses (ie. flight tix, lodgings & accomodations, foods). hmmm memang 2007 ni tahun yang bawak tuah to lompat records. yea hooo!

my work pun nak sebok2 datang nearer to me nak suruh i bz gak, ahaks. haihh, tgk la, dalam bulan 7 ke, if LR got alot of projects, i haf to let go cinema online and just concentrate with the distro, or putting myself in a part time position ke, seriously i have no time to handle 2 things at one now, but trying cos i wanna see how far i can take this challenge. well like i said, if by june i cant take it, so i guess its a buhbye la. chehhh ingat mak aku nak sapot anak die wat company sendiri? akekekekek. maybe aku downgrade myself to positiion yang rendah2 dan tak memerlukan deadlines seperti keje data entry, clerk, pengutip sampah di tepi jalan (aku rase keje ni paling best, bangun pukul 5am, pi keje, kol 12 dah balik, uwakekekek), tak pun aku wat keje free lance or join boy punye company (square end) jadi free lance. for all of u who dunno, boy has his own company doing events, jingles, advertising, archi, but can still come here n do part time. best nye. okla, enough of the whins, tata

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Now u can blog in hindi

2007-04-13T09:04:00.000+08:00

hehehehe, the title catches my eyes early in the morning. so, to roy, u can start blogging in hindi n let ur relatives in kerrala read your diary everyday. akekekekek, nuthin much happen to me these days, just tied up with works, works and works. oh, i just invited my fren over to join the company im working with. so, we haf 3 ppl in our layout team to do designs now, wee hoo! he's working on a part time basis, on calls, so whenever we need him to be in, we will call him in lor. before this there is another guy but mainly for flash stuff (online banners), now that the other girl just left the team, so i decided to call a fren of mine to hop in helping out with the mags.

enuff on the work shits, lets talk about sumthin else. oh, i just letted go off my dear kancil. it has been servicing for almost 6 7 years with the rahman's family, not only with me. im kinda sad la cos it look so sad when the day i had to let it go. huhu, im going to get a replacement for it by next week probably monday or latest tuesday insyaAllah, with gods will, i will try not to trouble my dad anymore, having my parents to wait for me downstairs for more than 1/2hr cos i havent finished my work, by the time i hop into the car, all the long face can see ady. n not having jimmy to come here almost everyday when the time i need a ride home, and he'll be like waiting for me till he fell asleep at the bench at the entrance, and its quite upsetting to wake him up telling him that we are ready to go, and last but not least, not having people waiting for me cos i haf to stayback late. hehehehe, if all goes well, will be getting my saga by some time next week, insyaAllah.

the 4 sivits were good. they haf msian crowd here. they are a bunch of happy n friendly german ppl. too bad i didnt haf camera with me that time, i wanted to bring my vid cam but forgot to charge the batts the nite before (damn!). it was all good la, oh the 4 way splits didnt sell that good. so to all, if u guys wanna have the cds, it will be rm10 only, after all the hardwork by jimmy n boy, u guys shud have it n listen to the whole cd.

okla, tata...

maghia *and her dark mind speaks..*

p/s: in a process of helping jimmy finds his way out of hp, heheheh, *hints*

The 4 Sivits Are Here In Malaysia!

2007-04-04T09:21:00.000+08:00

Please spread the words. The 4 Sivits (Germany) will be performing at The Studio, 2nd floor, The Annexe (aiyahhh see the fliers la :P). Oh and also, please get yourself a copy of the 4 Way Split Tape, Isolamento, Mr Murrungio (Italy), The 4 Sivits (Germany), DollyxParton (Malaysia) for not more than RM10(TBC) on the day itself. Whoever coming on the day itself, please do drop by Lompat Records booth to get your hands on our releases. Till then, yataaiiiiiii!

maweeyar *and her dark mind speaks...*

one big happy family...

2007-03-29T09:08:00.000+08:00

LAst Saturday, 24 march 2007, cinema onliners were treated with a big day out, big means GSC 1u New Wing cinema tour, lunch at shakey's and upacara penutup is bowling @ UBowl. Enjoy ze piccies!

The whole gang who turned out at the Cinema Onliner's Big Day Out. one person missing from the picture, lmf, she came late. heheheh
both me n vk are the organisers (chewahhhhh!) we had to make a reservation with shakey's and ubowl, kesimpulannya from start to the ending lar. mase ni time pagi, tengah tunggu semua orang sampai then only can start with the tour.

Mr Goh, GSC 1u cinema manager were very very good at guiding us thru out the whole tour.

The small popcorn factory. everyones favourite place to visit. we enjoyed the popcorn served to us that very morning cos everyone was very hungry!!! heheheh

aaaahhhhh! gold class yang memang ade kelas. haihhh kenapelah gold class ni 'murah' sangat sampai aku nak takeup 40 seats pun tak cukup dalam satu hall kecik ni? :P

Projector room, this is where they gulung and play the movie. its an awesome department of all in the cinema sebab dis is where u can find a gigantic machines to play n roll the film strip.

after we finish with the cinema tour, we went to watch 300 (that was the 2nd time i watched 300 and i love it, last monday was the 3rd time! gile laaa preparing for glory gue! woo hoo!

habis 300, we went to feed our empty stomachs with fewd!!!!!

makanan yang agak senget, readers, please tilt ur head to the left 45degrees ya?

makanla korang sebelom korang dimakankan!

habis je mencekik, everyone (not really everyone la) went for bowling pulak. nilah muka2 yang bakal menggantikan tempat shalin zulkifli dan tiger woods (heh?)

the last time i played bowling was in the yr 1999 2000, gile lame, first game memang banyak masuk longkang, after dat, slowly catching up, the highest i scored mase tu was 92, so not dat bad la. i was happy, everyone were happy, for all the goodness n enjoying day out.

sorry for the lateness post. i was busy hooking up with work, terkejar2 ke sane ke sini dengan deadlines, balik rumah tak cukup tido, bangun pagi work again, sumtimes i wonder, why m i feeling so bored with my daily shits? maybe cos i need a holidays. cant wait for may to arrive.

oh, sick of it all (band from US) is coming in may (not to msia) to perform di kota singa, next week The 4 Sivits datang asia to tour (band from germany) and its gonna be a longgg weekend! yay! cant wait also. oklaa, chaolossss!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...* (wink)

Nana Apendiks &Paksu's Wedding @ Alor Star, Penang

2007-03-13T09:02:00.000+08:00

woo hoo! i'm back again with more pictures. check it out cos i am so malas to type out what have i done so far. hehehehe
My sister Nana diagnosed with apendiks on 5th of March. hehehe kene jadi nurse for one day and berkampung at Sunway Medical Center just to look after her. We were quite sad because she was all prepared for Paksu's Wedding at Alor Star on 10 March.
My brother Adam outside of the Operation Theatre. Mase ni we had to stay outside the door cos they only allow max of 2 ppl inside, my mom n dad went in...
eh? hehehe. dis was at Penang. We memang went to Paksu's Wedding @ Alor Star but didnt get to take pix using my phone. This Penang trip was after Paksu's Wedding. Stayed at Bayu Emas Resort in Batu Feringghi. Uncles n aunties n mom n cousins having chendol in front of Bazaar Chowrasta. yum yum...
eh eh? budak sakit ni pun pergi? hehehe. ya we managed to bring her along all the way up to northern city, pity her la cos she had to walk slowly and cannot be so active as the luka of the apendiks is still new.
aaahhhh the place that i miss so much. banyak kenangan kat sini with my late mak (i called my late grandmother 'mak'). alfatihah....

i will update u guys with more pix. stay tune!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

Tired Weekend

2007-03-05T09:13:00.000+08:00

Me & Shallice @ Nur's Engagement Ceremony

Eja with the tongue, Rosey, Aishah & Shallice were kononnye hapPENING @
Nur's Engagement Ceremony

Jim & Me On The Way To Nur's Engagement Ceremony

Uncle Jimmy & Qaseh Loseh

early dis morning when i wanna siap to work, i heard my mom talking with my sis nana. she sounded very angry. aku ingat ape hal la kan. pastu rupenyer nana was trying to explain to her that she has stomach ache. then my mom said la maybe angin. then all of us woke up and dad drove us to pj sebab nak anta my mom n me to work. so nana n adam also followed. i was thinking all the way it cud be apendiks cos the only thing that comes to mind now if u haf a sakit perut on ur right side of the tummy sure keene apendiks.

ok. i just read mom's sms "nana kene apendiks nak g sunway med ctr". allah, my heartbeat jumps like hell, suddenly my tears pouring down. kenape???? aku risau if there's anything happen to her. okla, i'm taking half day today to go see her and see how it goes. haihhh, i still remember the day that i went for a quick check at a clinic cos of the same stomach pain. when the doc said i haf to go for an operation cause of apendiks, i mengamuk in the car saying that i don't want to die and stuff. heheheh, that was when i was in form 1. teruk gile. okla, need to get back to work. bloggers, blog-readers, please pray for nana, i know she is strong.

maerya *and her dark mind speaks...*

if i could escape...

2007-03-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

thurs, huhu 1 more day to the weekend. this morning went to get stuff for the ofc bbq which is going to be tmoro. tapaued some pretzels, went home and eat. around 1.15pm we went back to ofc. the reason why i headed home is bcos we need to freeze the meats so my mom could marinade it tonite. pity her, she stayed late last nite cos she had to siapkan 2 hampers ppl ordered. haih, oh i also went to eja's house to see her qaseh *aawwww*. omgosh qaseh is blardy cute and very nice to hold/carry. i held her for almost 1/2hr and dodoikan her to sleep. when i was holidng her, i felt the naluri keibuan running around me. felt goosebumps all over when eja gave her to me. was wondering when can i haf our own custom made little maerya (jimmy said soon, jimmy didnt say la but i can feel that he will be struggling to get babies right after we married)

got new stuff to read. junk, i wonder why they put a music magazine with the name junk. it sound abit the ... trash? hehehehe. and also, there will be mph warehouse sale dis weekend. so all bookworms go n look see look see ar? oklaa, still in a mood to be lazy tho, nuthin much to update. tata

maghia *her dark mind speaks*

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2007-02-22T09:01:00.000+08:00

Steamboats at home. woo hoo!

this was at hard rock cafe few weeks ago. goofing in front of hrc at 2.30am in the morning. sigh!

the weather this time was breezing cold (betul ke?). this was at HP Towers, i followed jimmy to work on saturday, the chinese new years eve.

it was quite cool when ur mom decided on what to have during the long weekend. since we are not goin on any holidays or tours, we plan to have a makan2 at home. but this makan2, is different. we had steamboat. hahaha, memang betul la poser my family ni. akekekekekeke, now my moms telling me that she wanna learn how to do yee sang so we cud all test on how to mess up the dining table. hehehehe. nuthin much i can talk about, see the pix i took using my cam phone (its not that sharp tho, banyak kali jatuh dah, hehehe)

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks.. *

but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

2007-02-19T14:24:00.000+08:00

do u guys know lily allen? the cute girl who sing the song 'smile'? ok, im addicted to the way she dressed up herself. ya know, like knee-length skirt and a snickers. wer can u see this kind of style anymore kan? dah takde. heehehe, but i tell u she's really cute. and her 'smile' song n music video is really inspiring. ahahaha. as in inspiring for those of u that kene cheated, or getting dumped. im not saying any of my frens, but to some stories ive heard that has been goin on. so, here's the lyric & music video for the song 'smile'.enjoy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5WJgQNFz7k

Smile
When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door, what cha do that for (what cha do that for)
When you first left me I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

maweeyar *her dark mind always 'smile*

happy vday everyone

2007-02-14T08:59:00.000+08:00

huhu. lamenye tak update my blog. ok, nuthin much happen to me for the past 2 weeks. went to yahoo! seminar last thursday, then i got sick. hi fever, doc suspected dengue, took blood, got medicine, and now me okay! Saya Bebas Dengue! yeehawwww! anyways, we went for a quick survey on what to get for our wedding hantaran. for some of u who dunno, the wedding hantaran is like a small presentation of gifts provided by both bride n groom side. we went hunting half a day at one utama last saturday, we marked the stuff that we wanna buy first, then headed home.

on the way back, we went to bistro to yumcha. mase tu only me n jimmy la. then talk n talk n talk, then got sms from rose ajak us to go hrc. so, we went home and siap, then pegi la hrc. came back at 4am in the morning. oh, i just bought myself a computer from a closed down company. the specs is as per below:

1. p4, 2.44ghz, 512mb clon ram, 80gb hdd, cd burner, 17inch samsung lcd monitor, mouse, keyboard.

guess how much i pay for the whole set? 1500? 2000? noope. i paid rm500 for it. yeah, its true. hehehehe, luckily dat my dads fren offered him first. so, i got it all installed and wired up in my room. tengokla, maybe dis weekend nak survey router, so we can all stay connected at the same time. akekekekek.

okla, will update again soon.

maghia *her dark mind speaks*

selamat menyambut bulan febuari...

2007-02-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

|-) --->dis emoticon if u put in msn, it look like a smiley tengah yawn. dats what im feeling rite now. hav been goin out for the past 2 days, and came back late. like really late. ok, monday, went to watch epic movie (2 stars) with boy, jimmy and pakde (jim's fren i just befriend with). then after movie went to wills minum n makan till 1.30am. yada yada slept at 5.30am and dun ask me why. so, yesterday tuesday, went to watch last kiss with veronica and alvin. went off at 11.30pm and headed to wills again to eat pizza *drool*. talked until 12.15am cabut cos i haf to go see jimmy play ball at sports planet sunway. reached SP around 12.45am, waited for him to finish then we went to darus to minum (again!). there were only me, jim, boy n man at darus. the rest all went to murni to meet up with some frens. i dunno but the topic we talked was quite interesting, which is i cant really mention it here (sorry!). then only i realised mase tuh dah 3am in the morn. omg! my mom is soo gonna kill me. rupenye tak, hehehee. cos she knows dat i'll be with my fiancee, that she will diam and tak bising la i suppose.

cny is around the corner. haf been doing quit alot of new frens. got them thru jimmy. work is not so stress now. hmm, ape lagi...? dats all la, oh we had a bbq party last week. dis weekend me n jim planned to go do hantaran shopping. wee hoo! been bz ke now? not really lar, its just that, i haf nuthin much to blog i guess.

oklaa, time out, nature call. hehehe....

update u guys soonest.

maria *her dark mind speaks...*

A day out with 5 little monkeys...

2007-01-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

finally, today i get to chill out with dis lil monkeys. hehehehe. as planned early this week, i went to bry's n parked the car and drove to geri's. but before that, we went to pick up ver's and to giant get food (kfc & pizzahh!).Coffee Bean KL Plaza, Bry, Mei, Ruf & Ger

"I haf a confession to make..."

"I Haf Finished Yr Food. Sorry..."

hit ger's at i think 1 plus, her studio apartment was very beautifully nice (betul ke ayat ni??). it is located just right behind criiz club, the place yg suatu ketika dulu selalu buat gig. sambil makan, we watched last kiss. then i remembered we haf screening for the show (i bet there will be lotsa cutss, heheheh). watched movie, talk, yada yada, then we hit for cakes and icy blendedees pulak at kl plaza. more talkings, bitchings, ver's gruesome story on SAW 1,2 and 3. after that, we went into watsons to see pregnancy test tubes (ahahahaha, dis is for married ppl like ver and ger, definitely not for mua, yet!).

on the way jalan back to ger's and ruf's, we stopped at this automatic public toilet which is located right in front of the busy crossroads at lot10. the good thing about this toilet is, it is automatic, as in u insert 20cents coin and the door will slide out for u. u will be given a maximum time of 15 mins, which is if u take more than that, the door will slide out automatically. ahahaha, and the best part is, it is fully air-conditioned!

"Hello Sir, Do you need my help to insert more coins?"

ruf actually spent his 20cents just to haf a look inside. so me, ver n ruf went in together just to haf a quick tour. hehehehe, its quite cosy tho, n better than the 20cents toilet in the shopping mall, i repeat WAY BETTER.

somehow when i returned home, i felt that i miss geri so much. i still remember those days we always go bfast together before start work. the last time i meet her was at my engagement ceremony. but that time its quite hard for us to talk, i mean tadi bile nak citer pun susah sikit cos banyak bende yg tertinggal. hehehe, geri did tell us that we haf to 'bond kuat kuat'. so i hold on to her words, that we need to bond kuat kuat. seeing her again together with ver and bry is a miracle. a miracle that comes once in a while. insyallah we will lepak again soon...

i didnt see nanie in awhile. pity her tat work controls her alot. with nanie, kak alina n roy pun i haf to bond kuat2. families, frens are always there for me. not forgetting my dear soon to be hubby jimmy. now i know how does it feel to the most awaited big day. i just cant wait for the big day. like ppl always say, 1 yr is like 1 day. pejam celik pejam celik dah sethn. okla, i think my mind is not here when i'm typing this last paras. so see u monkeys around again. haf a monkey-licious week ahead ppl!
tata

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

I don't have the heart to...

2007-01-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

catchy title right? haha. it describe alot in my life. sebab alot of things happened to me for the past 2 weeks. roughly after engaged la. then, 1 by one dugaan datang, dan pergi. even though there were alot of bencanas, the best part dat make my life easier and happier is that makteh n uncle adam is in town, here in msia. too bad they missed the engagement reception. summore lend their house to do the ceremony. thanks makteh. ur too nice and kind. hehehe.

anyway, i was supposed to go for bfast date with nanie dis morning. but had to cancel it cos she is busy with work. pity her. now i'm waiting for jim to come pick me up from work, then go ss2 find dvd then pick her up then off to william. hmmm, it seems like work has been controlling her out. i used to be like dat before. but then now, i don't have the heart to be like last time before. hehehe, i don't have the heart to work, i don't have the heart to meet deadlines, i don't have the heart to do work. how hard is that? let see, reasons being is because i dunt want to be like how i use to be. last time work like cow, always balik lambat, missed lunches and sometimes dinner, missed hanging out with friends and family, and made my life miserable just for the sake of the work. my mom always lecture me about work. as in, ur so lucky to get a job now, but then u haf to keep on adding values and stuff in order to go on a higher level. malas tuh memang la ade kan, tapi nak buat camne. unless if ur running ur own company then its fine la. huhu. bosan talk about this kan?

oh, forgot about sumthin. i received quite alot of pressies from the engagement ceremony. i got a candle place thingy from soon min, socks from ariel, a set of 4 sushi aka mangkuk cutleries from yj n yvonne, a necktie, turtle & tattoo stickers from adele-ian-brian-meisu-sueching-geri-ashraf, cash from my boss vin sen-meifong-feitseh&hubby-auntie lina-makteh-auntiepeah-yongmona-maknyah(i think i missed out sum names sebab ramai sgt). thanks so much guys.

okla, nuthin much to update. see ya later guys!

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Mar-Shay = Marché?

2007-01-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

Jimmy & Me @ Marché

ari ni was a day out for me n my fiancee aka soon-to-be hubby jimmy to the curve. hmm, i felt less stressed today, compared to those days, right after engagement, we kinda felt a lil pressure, i'm not really sure wat izzit about lar. so, we rounded almost 3 hrs kat the curve, cathay, flea market area. he asked what to eat for lunch. i said i dunt mind, i'm okay with anything sebab 3 hari ni aku rase tak sedap badan, cam nak demam tak demam, nak ting tong tp tak ting tong, nak jerit tapi tak terjerit dan yg paling best, aku rajin berak. uwakekekekek, sorry muke tak malu sikit citer pasal berak pulak. n dlm blog ni nye T&C takde lak diorg ckp takley gune foul language or ayat kasar kan or ayat lembut. hehehe.

Grilled Salmon RM22.00 (makan-ed by Jimmy)

Lamb Shank RM28.00 (ordered by mua)

anyway, jim told me bout rose telling him marche was a nice place to eat. he then checked his wallet n said "ok, lets do marche..." "marche?? u sure? i have never been there before, so anything u order for me ya?" "okay, no worries. lets grab stuff to eat"

Jimmy's enjoying his salmon, nyum nyum...

at the entrance, there were 2 girls standing there
waitress: hi, table for 2?
we: yeah..
waitress: are u familiar with this placE?
jimmy: yeah yeah...
waitress: okaay! enjoy ur meal!
me: hoh!?

when we walked in, i asked jim "oh so u've been here b4?" time tuh agak menggelegak darah kat medula oblangata aku sebab nape die pi aku tatau kan?!?!? hak hak hak. oklaa, he said "owh i was 'iyekan aje' whatever they asked. takpela, kite learn la kat dlm ni" "hmmm, ok hubby. u sayyyyy wan ar :P" hehehehe.

the pasar style look in Marché.

the waiter gave us this passport for us to order the stuff at any of the stall. we walked around, searching, browsing, looking then spotted the main dish *drool*. so i ordered lamb shank, jim ordered grilled salmon. i would give 4 stars out of 5 sebab the place is so cosy, nice environment, food was extremely delicious. makan2, lepak2, then we took a few shots of us. check out the pix lar.

maybe some of u guys pernah mamam kat marche ni, aku ni quite slow la dlm bab2 makan kat tempat2 best. hehehe, but catching up la. so, for those of u who would wanna hang out at marche with me, kindly ring me up, and i'll be preparing my cash n jimmy to go! woo hoo!

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

a day after gotten engage...

2007-01-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

jimmy & mua (can u believe the girl in tudung is me??? maria??? asmarianna??? Abdul Rahman's first daughter???)

hmmm, how to get started ey? owh ok. 070107 memang no yg amat 'ong'. sebabnye aku dah bertunang dengan seorang makhluk Allah yang diberi nama mohd azmi bin mohd ghouse or nama manje yg kami memang panggil jimmy. hehehehe, berdebar, excited, nervous, butterflies gliding on my tummy, ape lagi? whatever keluarga dalam kategori nervous tuh la yg ade kat dlm hati aku. it was all good. i managed to get some of my buddies at work to come, my college frens, my high school fren (sorang je wakil) and the whole family also were there.

Kak Alina, Nanie, Roy & mua (anak kepada Abdul Rahman, cucu of Sulaiman Bulon, akkekekekek)

nanie, roy n kak alina came at 10am, they chilled, lepak until 10.25am i ajaked them to go upstairs. that time, we were all waiting for geri to come sebab she wanna help me wit makeups n stuff. owh kak alina helped with tudung. everyone asked n were surprised that i was wearing tudung. fully covered. requested by jimmy's mom, so kene la ikot. my beloved mother had a big ass laugh when looking at me preparing n siaping with the tudung. urgh! she is always like dat, sebab kononnye i look silly wearing tudung, not i feel stupid when i speak malay. hek hek hek. so at around 11am geri, meisu n adl (n spouse masing2) came. luckily the guy side delay, if not, memang by 1130am as planned tuh tak sempat la nak siap ape sume kan. so, make ups, tudung all finish at around 1215pm.

around 1240pm baru jim's reps sume sampai, delay sebab cik wa die car breakdown. pity them. after they sampai, they mulakan the upacara dengan all the mukadimah. then they all went upstairs to get me, sarung cincin, salam n then selamat. so thats about it la. ramai gak from jim side yg dtg. around 15 to 20 cars. so plus my side is around 50-60 ppl. luckily the food is cukup. cos my mom ordered for only 100pax. rm10 sekepala n u get kari ikan tenggiri, ayam berempah, sambal udang masak petai, daging rendang, ikan masin (ikan masin ni tarik diri di saat2 akhir, so tak masuk hehehe), sirap oren, kuih dan ishk banyak lagi laa. if u guys nak cater, go to the carrefour subang parade, opposite the carrefour u can see theres this malay restaurant called man selera. memang sedap dan recommended.

okla, planning for the wedding on 080108. if everythings goes well, we shall do it dis yr. if budget tak cukup, stick to the 1st plan la. bukan ape, banyak woo nak kene prepare. heheheh. salary also ciput, savings pun tak cukup, family punye besar, so agak banyak gak nakkene prepare. hmm, okla. ppl who i have just got their numbers, pls keep in touch. thanks to the ppl who came yesterday, thanks for the cash (kaching kaching), thanks for the gifts, thanks for taking pix, n the best thanks is thanks for being there, appreciate it ppl!). haih, i think i shud practise my smiles la, too much of goofy act on cam ady, i cant get myself to be serious on cam, hiak hiak hiak!

*speechless*

p/s: brian, i need pix from ur cam. i wanna put up pix of me n geri n meisu n adele n whoever tangkap pix with me using ur cam, tenkiuk!

maerya *her dark mind speaks.*

A Week Left. Yes, I Think I'm Ready To Get Engaged!

2006-12-29T08:58:00.000+08:00

finally the mags now over (for jan issue). me n the rest of the team are in a holiday mood already. heheheh, sebab not much work to do, not many tix to print although we have already printed till mid jan's screening, hmm ape lagi. owh, the only fulltime editorial guy in my ofc (mr aaron yap yew jin, aaron is just a nick we gave him, hehehe) is going to step out from the company effective 12 jan. gonna miss u manny :) . yest we had a mag meeting to delegate works n task. n more people are coming in next week. urgh, begitu ramai sang dara dan amat pupus kehadiran jejaka dan teruna kat sini. its like a whole community of badan pembela wanita or persatuan kanser payudara plak kat dlm ofc aku ni. akekekeekek. okla enuff of the ofc talk.

now, i have a week left to the engagement ceremony. gabra, gubra, nervous, dunno wether i shud do it or not. all i wanted is just a makan2 for all my relatives n frens. when i say all, means ALL of them. i dun reallly want a big ass reception or having me in a nice dress n girlie shoes n waiting in the room for jim's representative to come after me. i just want an informal reception, just like a small negotiation between me side n jim's side, then no need ring pun takpe. sebab aku tak pakai gold, i'm okay with white gold la. paling busuk pun silver 925, busuk2 lagi is stainless steel. akakakaka. stainless steel pun busuk2 rm200bux plus plus. haih, aku rase aku tak grown up lagi la utk all this. i've been thinking, am i all ready, or i am just pretending to get myself ready...?

maweeyar *haih, her dark mins speaks again...*

2007, Here I Come...

2006-12-27T09:03:00.000+08:00

argh. ok, wer shud i start? hmmm, oh first i would like to tell u guys that i'll be having an engagement ceremony at my auntie uncles place. hehehe, i'll be soon engaged to mohd azmi or as u all know the name jimmy. dunno wether i'm ready or not for getting engaged, but i guess this is the time. adeh, after getting the catering, canopies, stuff to wear during the reception, the stuff u call 'hantaran', i'm broke. ok, lets count. catering n canopies are rm1350, my clothes would be sumwer around rm150-rm300, n sumthin lil hantaran i made specially for jimmy would cost me about rm26.80 (hershey's, nice pink colored box, and sum paper-feel-tissue paper), oh and not forgetting the stuff we bought back in adidas factory outlet for our wedding hantaran is rm612. n yes, i'm broke. aku rase aku dah kene declare bankcruptcy. argh! pressurenye. haih, n now i need to find a way to get fast cash. anyone have suggestion pls tell me so i could plan stuff smoothly. owh yg paling best, my dad bought a dvd burner for our pc at home, which would cost me another bomb of rm50blardy bux. damn!

boleh tak kite buat majlis yg kecil?? i mean, i dunno bout my parents, but it seems like they wanna tell the whole world about me getting engage n stuff :/ . memang la boleh, tp i'm not dat rich tho, neither do them. huhu, weddings engagements memang akan membangkrapkan org. mase2 ni laa caterings canopies markup their prices.

haih ok la. i'll be getting my evaluation soon, wish me luck. hopefully by jan i can make more than rm2k, heheh else i'm outta here. oh, my celebrity fitness trial is going to end soon. today have to go gym. okla, nanie, azma and my fellow frens, pls try n make it on the 07.01.07 to my engagement ceremony ya? i'll sms u guys on the place. cheerios!

maghia *...and her dark mind speaks...*

a day out with jimmy

2006-12-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

tak sangka, cam phone aku leh tangkap pix seclear ini. 6260 is only vga cam siot!

today is sunday. i had a full working day yesterday n i tot i must take a break today. suppose to go to work dis morning but i cancelled the plan as overwork would cause us a brain-stop-work desease. hek hek hek. anyway, i've planned to go to digital mall today la with jimmy since he is here in subang n not in banting. so, there we went, to digital mall at around 10.30 (after a light aka small breakfast at subang ria, yum yum). round menggila kat area seksyen 14 to look for the blardy parking, in the end, park inside jaya shopping center (which costs us the whole rm2.50 for the 1st 3 hrs, ended up had to pay rm3 bucks, darn!) and we saw the big adidas factory outlet bunting stretched outside of the mall "eh, jom kite masuk n see whats inside" deep in my heart i tot yerla, factory outlet for big sports brand sumtimes takdela cheap mane. so we went. then, i saw stan smith campus adicolor version of Tron. omg~! aku tot tis time jimmy would be crazy if he see it. tibe2 aku dgr "oh shit! its tron!!!" hahahahah. oklaa, next to tron ade betty boop version adicolor stan smith "omg, ade betty boop! cilaka!" so both of us went crazy looking at the shoes.

belek2 to look for the price, it is only rm200! wtf!?!?!?! bukan ke boutique stuff sume mahal? ehhh? dis cant be!?!? so i asked the fella how much is it. he said "owh its 200 n its not less 10% yet" haaaa??!?!??! ade less lagi? oh shit, dis i gotta buy. n we tot of this crazy idea of having them as our wedding hantaran. n jimmy agreed to it. he give me the betty boop n i gave him the tron shoes. perrghhh how cool is dat!?! hehehe. usually kan, hantaran utk perkahwinan muslim is always the branded stuff for old ppl. pierre cardin, dunhill, giorgio armani, hugo boss, ape lagi. all that la.so since we are not into those kinds of brands for oldies, why not use this sports brand as our hantaran rite?? hehehe, i was feeling so teruja tat time wondering how my dulang2 gonna like :P

ok, we got our sizes, n headed to the cashier. n suddenly the guy told us "kalu nak tgk jacket die pun ade" hoh!? ade jacket lagi?? wahhh, so we went to geledah for it. n got it, guess what? the size is S. and it fits jimmy. hehehehe, so dis fella was feeling sooo bengang n crazy on the jacket. u know how ppl try to choose "oh which wan shud i buy first?" "shud i or shuden i???" "nak beli ke tanak" akekekekek. so, since i'm paying using my electron, so i told him "just take it" he looked like he's gonna cry ady that time. hehehehe, so i took the jacket n brought it to the counter. yang kelakarnye, the cashier said this "aaahhh finally" i assumed that ppl look at it but end up dunt buy them. n jimmy is the lucky wan that fits nicely in that jacket. hehehe, spent for rm612 after 10% off. luckily i have my card. kalu tak, susah gak nak pi withdraw then come back. shit la why msia takde layby. kalu ade maka sume problem orang berhutang kat msia nih akan tersettle. so people, check out the pix of our stuff.

adidas originals adicolor tron stan smith bl4 pwned by jimmy.

chile y-3 adidas adicolor tron bl4 track top jacket pwned by jimmy jugak

adidas adicolor betty boop velcro trainers ladies pwned by mua. muahahahhha

after the big shopping at adidas factory outlet, we went to digital mall. suppose to look for death note 1st sebab jim still havent watched it yet. tapi tarak. then we headed to ikea the curve ikano side. owh, today is the last day of sci fi & fantasy festival setelah 3 hari bertapa di cathay cine dsara. not bad la, jalan2, we went to ikea beli tanah (soil ya, bukan property, hehehe), then i stopped at the flea market to get stuff for the xmas exchange gift programme for the ofc. hehehe, i got sumthin yang will make u feel cool when ur in the hot sun. hehehe, tekala korang. last yr i got a backpack from cvs. this yr tatau ape plak yg aku dpt. owh, veron promised to get me a spongebob panty. hehehe. she's on leave till next yr :'( and i'll be alone in the ofc. haih, life will never be the same starting tmoro at work.

hmm, after all the trips, we finally got back at 3pm sebab jimmy wanna basuh baju. yg bestnye, my mom already washed for him. heheh, tenkiuk ibu, ur the best! n she nagged "yerlah, nak tunggu awak balik basuh tah bile²". we went out again to find food kat mydin. bought hershey's for the engagement hantaran at mydin. then we cabut balik. balik je jimmy tido, until la 8pm. owh, star wars marathon will start today i think, yeehawww! i think its showing now. urgh! okla geng, see ya again in the planet of the apes! hak hak!

maerya *her dark mind speaks*

me & my 'wonderful' life

2006-12-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

the title seems abit psycho kan? heheheh. takpela, i have been psycho-ing myself this whole 2 blardy weeks. hehehehe. dats why no update here. how sad. when cum to think again rite, think i deserves to chill myself out from work. keje dah conquer mind aku. celaka betul. tapi takpe, as long as aku boleh psycho balik, insyaAllah aku psycho-selamat. owh, dis week only i went to gym. last week 1 day, dis week so far until today is 2 days dah. see laa 2moro how. i hope after work n lunch i can go again. owh, ya i went today after work at 715pm. now talking about gym, haf been trying new equipments, trying to play with the dumbells, as in 1 day amik 1kg extra, then another kg extra n so on. owh, ari ni tak buat dumbells, cos that dumbell area got people around. heheh, segan.

haa, as some of u ppl yang know me, i used to work at toysrus (2002-2004). so now, everytime when habis gym, i will haf a quick visit to check out transformers n bionicle stuff la. so, today lepas gym gua naik to toysrus. so, some of the guys there penah keje ngan aku dulu. ok la, went for a quick tour, look for gift for the ofc to do present exchange (still cuden find what i want, damn!), so i saw ezwan. now, ezwan ni dulu kire cam aku nye cinta monyet la kot. alaa, u know laa when ppl go to u n express their feelings to u but then u haf the feelin mcm hati gajah yang tengah nak siap pegi mandi kat zoo kan (boley tak imagine bende nih? sebab aku tau gajah kat zoo mmg susah nak mandi, akekekekek) so, i saw him i was like "eh, hi wan!" "hi maria!" "mane ur future soon-to-be?" "owh, he's not here la. today i'm alone" "oh ok" then he cont work. when i was still there, rathiga (sorang lagi pelakon pembantu merangkap workmate aku dulu la) she lalued in front of me while i was looking at the cataloque "oi, kalu nak tgk, depan ade lagi banyak laa yang free" "lor, aku nak tgk kat sini je la" "eh maria, u kenal budak ni?" *sambil pointing at ezwan* "kenal". pastuh ezwan ckp dis thing "eh, ape plak tak kenal, she's my ex" "haaa,tipu la" "eh betul la she is my ex"

"uikkkkkkkkkk" terkejut beruang aku. akekekekeke, so, i took dat as a compliment. ezwan is a very very nice guy. he helped me alot, including tying my shoelace, cheer me up, teman me to makan and all that. and the best part is, i tot he was joking la when he actually said that he had a crush on me. woo hoo, mase dulu mane laa nak paham soal2 cinta ni kan. akekekeke, so i ignored him, then ar, till one time, we didnt talk to each other n dun ask me the reason why. guess he was feeling pissed off. i was sad of loosing a fren, so its okla, ppl duwan to friend with u ady rite? so i just walked off. but then later after that only he talk to me. means memang he pissed off la, tapi tak lame, i dun blame him sebab aku rase kalu aku kat position die aku pun will haf the same idiot feeling too. until la today when he actually say it in front of me n i was trying not to be like elephant seal in happy feet tu la kan, looking blur n sad. ahahah. so to ezwan, glad we are frens again. thanks for the friendship bro. heheh

okla, nuthin much to update. actually got, but work control my freakin mind, cuden update anyshit last week. oh, latest update, i will be mohd azmi bin mohd ghouse aka jimmy of lompat records's fiancee very soon, the majlis will be on 07.01.07 which is sunday. yikes! scawyy!

p/s: my grandma is in tanah suci now to perform haji. to all my muslims frens, let us all pray for the future hajahs n hajis all the best in doing their haji n hope they will be returning home safely next month. *i miss her so much*amin....

maweeyar *and her dark mind speaks...*

gifa gila!

2006-12-08T07:50:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness! itu je la ayat yg menggambarkan betapa teruknya aku diharuk oleh sekumpulan photographers tak kire local n foreign. i was at the GIFA PC @ the palace of the golden horses. waited for almost 2 hrs, still no show of the hindi stars. then, baru sampai at 5.45pm. talk talk, trailers, then out of the blue the photographers from india nakkan privilege yg lebih utk diorg. i pity the rtm guy who were there at the conference room as early as 3pm just to book a place to put their tripod. n this india photographers tiba2 dtg lambat boleh pulak nak suh alihkan tripod brader. wtf!?!? u are already late n u expect ppl to relocate themselves????? first come first serve la dude. u come to our country n u cannot just bombard ppl like dat wan.....

lautan photographers dari pelbagai negera were trying to get a nice shot, i said trying....

so, ok lagi. then when everything over, we had to rush to tgv klcc for their world premiere of the latest movie called "Baabul". from the trailer, i saw it will be a big hit hindi movie n its a wrap up for the yr 2006. so, same thing, scheduled at 7pm for the red carpet, the stars only arrived at 9pm. oh my gosh! just imagine how hurt is my knee mase tuh nak kene tunggu. aku pity sgt kat mai sebab she is 7 months pregnant n i made her come to this events. i'm so sorry mai, i was given a choice. and kind malaysian were sooo nice that they offered her to go in n sit instead of waiting with me there, i tried to shoo her away but since its our work, so guess we haf to be ready all the time. she wasnt just waiting, she was with my notebook i gave her so she cud write whatever infos we get from the events. very very helpful sebab no editorial, n nak harapkan kitorg je yg wat both taking pix n covering the events.

so when the stars came, the photographers were so mengamok cos some penyambut tetamu girls n RELA ppl blocking the red carpet. mase nih mmg massive dah sebab sume photographer pegi serbu to the stars. n mase nih, aku pun lari sama ngan diorg,then bila sampai dekat, aku dihimpit oleh 2 org bonzers kat tgh. mase nih aku laungkan apa2 yg patut aku bace, aku mengucap dulu kalu apa2 jadi sebab aku memang takley nak bernafas. then suddeenly i felt theres a force from my hand, feels like theres a hand grabbing my arm n pull me out. alhamdullillah. thank god for protecting me in the lautan manusia. thank god for giving me another chance/lives. thank god for being there with me, n finally thank god for giving me this job.....the most awaited stars, john abraham n erm i think she's bipasha basu (sorry, knowledge bollywood aku sucks, heheh)

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

Happy December

2006-12-05T09:11:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. december datang lagi...

aaaahhhh, n here goes the ending of the yr 2006. aku ade byk sgt ups n downs in this yr. oh, yest went for alvey's interview (channel V new vj), n last week, hmmm. nuthin much la. actually there is, but i forgot. n summore havent updated this crap blog for ages. haha. for those ppl out there yg menunggu latest post from mua, here u go. oh, last weekend gua balik kampung. my lovely kampung. we had so much fun. oh reason why balik kampung is my grandma is going to perform haji. n she will be in tanah suci for 1 month plus, till next yr jan 27 i think. all the best grams, may Allah take a good care of u there. salute kat die sebab die dah kire nak cecah 80 but still can do alotttttt of works.

okla, i'm not really in a mood to update ze blog. nanti bile i haf kelapangan will update. oh met nanie for breakfast last week also. n dis saturday going to geri's place for brunch. hmmm, got her little pressies ady, me shared with veron. hehe, okla. see ya peoplez awound! tata!

maweeyar *...and her dark mind speaks...*

I came, I saw, I Conquer...

2006-11-15T08:57:00.000+08:00

Last weekend, sunday 12 november 2006 i was in BSC(Bangsar Shopping Center). came at about 1240pm sampai laaa petang pukul 740pm. actually, was helping this My Sci Fi Fan lar. they tak cukup talent utk dress up in a costume character. so the bosses approached me n veron. since veron pernah jadi Sid last time, so i tot why not just try stuff that i never done before. and summore its for the charity Rising Above Children. hehehe. had alot of fun, veron also. here's the pix....

Veron, Me & Vinsen & cute kid. hehehe....

Me with Veron...

Time to go get some psycho moments.

aaawwwww, bestnye weekend aku. cume ade 1 bende yg mengacau hidup aku mase tuh. clown. aku phobia kat clown. phobia tahap gaban. serioussly phobia. so, dis clown saw us coming to the stage, he gave me a hug. dat time i cant reverse myself as scrat n garfield were behind me. yikes! so nak tanak, kene laaa pass by him. then he tepuk2 onto my chest. wth!?!?!? owh, he didnt know that a girl is in the costume. hehehehe. so funny. yest me went gym, terganggu perjalanan threadmill aku when theres this 2 guys were also jogging cum runnning beside me. urgh, pressure mendatang. oklaa, dis week most prolly i'll be goin to D&B, dunno yet. see if uncle jimmy wanna go *cross fingers*

see ya later alligator!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

Cherating, Jimmy's Bday and Laundry

2006-11-11T10:24:00.000+08:00

hee haa. cherating was good. yang tak good is i was having pms T.T . huhu, we stayed in The Legend Hotel, Cherating, Kuantan. will upload photos later in this post. since we stay quite near to terengganu, mom n dad decided to give a visit to my grandpa n grandma in kemaman. man i tell u, ppl in terengganu were staring at me n mom. sebab mak aku rugged kan, tak pakai tudung, they gave her the damnnn blardy loong face n i felt like cucuking their mata. tapi that didnt bother me much lar. we stayed for 3 days, sunday, monday and tuesday.

on the 8 november, tot of giving jim a bday treat. brought him to Pizza Uno in Taipan, USJ10, subang jaya. we went in at 830pm. its been quite awhile since we makan fine dining. n we catched up stuff, think of the old memories back then. i ordered grilled salmon steak n he ordered lamb shank. 1/2 hr later, the food pun datang. so we eat. makan dan makan dan makan, tiba2 i discovered suatu rahsia di sebalik salmon yang telah dimakan sebanyak 15.23 potongan. akekekekek. as i flipped the piece, i saw there was 1 hair stucked out from the meat. HAIR?!?!?!?!?!? teng teng teng, jim was like "eh, janggut sape tuh?" "hehehe, salmon zaman skang dah ade bulu eh?" "tapi, ari tuh yang bunuh steve irwin ikan pari kan?" "camne plak steve irwin punye bulu ade kat salmon nih?" "owh maybe sebab ikan pari tuh share daging die kot" akekekekekekeke. ended up calling the girl n asked her to call the manager, in a good way lar. sebab aku bukan jenis customer yang suka mengamuk hentam kromo je. so manager pun datang, took my 1 quarter food away (no!!!). then she asked if i would like to get another plate, said i duwan cos too full ady. then she offered a complimentary dessert. yum yum, dessert pun ok la.

called for the bill, they only charged our food for rm41.26. eh??? apsal murah??? rupenye they didnt count the salmon berbulu tuh. owhhhhhhhhh, yay! perut kenyang, pay less. woo hoo! alhamdulillah, then we went home dengan hati yang gumbira dan perut yang buncit. sigh....

so on the 9th november, which is jimmy's bday, we went to Laundry. ajaked veron also since she left ofc quite late n she hasnt planned anything yet for that nite, including KS. arrived at around 830pm, waited for veron to come with KS, then we went to makan dinner at Paddington House Of Pancakes. makan2, then we headed to Laundry. sampai je, saw alang (Bittersweet drummer) with Aida (my school fren cum Oddity guitarist). biase laa, yada yada hey how are u long time no see things, then we sat outside. according to jim, the bands will start performing at 10pm. owh, the motive of going to Laundry is to see Bittersweet perform (excellent range n good music, blur crossover radiohead with ash touch tune, i think...) and also some other bands. they only started performing at 11sumthin, which is quite late. owh i forgot, besides aida, there were also our frens, boy for sure, man, rashid, rosey wosey, dila of Oddity, hmm who else was there ? tak ingat, but the stage area quite crowded la. i went in only when Bittersweet perform. they were very very good. sound tak pecah langsung, style is more like 60s 70s, i mean the outfit they wearing. ok, will mark in my calendar, every thursday is Laundry Day!

so, thats all la. still bz with work. sebab nak close the year of 2006. sigh, cepatnye. anyway, till the next post. daaa....!

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

Day 1 @ Celebrity Fitness

2006-11-02T09:07:00.000+08:00

kekekeke. in previous post korang dah bace abit about CF kan? hmm, yesterday i went after work. as promised, i met my cousin ija at subang parade. so, we went in, then her trainer came n showed me how to use the blardy threadmill. why i say blardy? becos it is soooooo addicting!!!! akekekekekek. memang aku addicted to that machine yang name matsaleh die mcm mesin menjahit benang menggunakan bulu kambing. akekekekkeke. 30 mins on that thing with the speed of 5.8 the highest (sori aku tatau tgk bende counting die tuh) then heart rate aku cecah sampai 176. tuh dah melangkau rate untuk seorang yang age die 10thn. akekekekekeke. means tak sesuai la, pastuh turun je dr mesin tuh, aku dizzy gile, rase cam mabuk laut. then, we walked around to see what other machines yang boleh dimain. hehehe, rase cam kat taman permainan lak. its just dat the games in this park is for adults. hehehe.

went in at 650pm, came out at 8pm. agak lame laa siap teman ija berborak. the funny thing about her is, she didnt really workout, but she chats alot. like really alot. when we did the sit up thing, she was talking allll the way beside me while i was doing the crunching. nguahahahha, tapi best gak bile die ade. then, after we cabuted, the 1st place yg aku pegi bile kuar dr situ is TOYS"R"US!!!! weeeeeee! luckily i have dis 3 month thing at CF. after workout can go cuci mate. heheheh. ok, enuff about my yuppie yuppie day 1 at celeb fit. today insyaAllah after work i will make a date with my lovely mesin memintal benang menggunakan bulu kambing 'smile.

haaaaa, yest when i was doing work at ofc, suddenly ani came with this orange letter from the post. usually dis kind of orange or red letter or postcard u will get when u not in or the packaging is damage or sumthin. then at 1.30pm i went to collect the package. i knew its from lin as she told me she is sending me sumthin. but she din say what la. then on the orange postcard written my name as "Ria Da` Bomb". so, when i went to the serahan tingkap, the makcik was looking for my stuff, n she couldn't find it. and asked me to go to the main door for the pukal pukal punye surat (tempat nih pun aku tatau tempat ape tapi banyak laa surat). then, when i went in, there were a few of the postmen chillin n 1 guy in diff suit. so they approached asked what i want. i showed them the orange postcard, then, he was like "haaa, ria da bomb ye? nih laa kami nak kena pastikan apa yang terdapat dalam kandungan nih ye" he handed me 2 envelopes, 1 written bailah n veron's name n 1 was addressed to my name which is "Ria Da` Bomb". so, they babbled saying dat the package is quite weird n it was half ripped. i suspected that they were trying to opened it n peeped into it kot. sebab memang can see it was half opened lar.

then, bile diorang bebel, aku ade dgr laa one of them said the word 'bomb'. hoh?~! takkan lin kirim aku bomb buatan korea kot. atau die nak test power nuklear keluaran south korea kat aku. akekekekekeekekkeeek. best best! pastuh aku pun pelik laa n ckp "takkan laaa kawan sy nak bagi antrax ke, BOMB ke??!!?!!?!" "takde, kami nakkan kepastian ya takot benda2 yang kecil2 mcm nih boleh jadi besar" huk aloh, bih tuh korg nak tahan aku ke kat ISA??? so i opened the thing, and guess what!?!?!?! i took out a Scotchbrite Spongebob with a holder from the package!!!!!!!!!! NGUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. everyone was quite n i slowly said with a blur voice "err, nih nampak macam bomb ke!?!?!?!?!" dalam hati aku dah terkekekekekke gelak tak terkate. memang dis was the best of the best experience aku kat post office. terima kasih encik IP kerana bagi aku experience yang paling best, terima kasih encik2 posmen yang sedia menemani encik tuh jika terjadi apa2 kepada seluruh tempat tuh yg kononnye nak digegarkan aku dengan spongebob scotchbrite with a holder BOMB aku!!! uwakekekekkeekekekekeeke. kelakar siot. ape punye singkat la pemikiran orang2 post offfice kat msia nih. uwakekekekek.

so dats about it lar. celebrity fitness and my bomb. till then, haf a nice day ppl on earth!

maerya *and her dark mind speaks...*

Selamat Hari Raya! Ingat! Jangan Raya Tanpa RIA!

2006-10-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

hehehe. Jangan raya tanpa ria is the tagline for astro ria dis yr. cun eh? so to whoever yang raya tuh, must bring me along, especially to open houses. to those of u who dunno, RIA is my initial in the ofc. akekekekekek. ok, nuthin much lar dis yr's raya. i didnt go back to my mom or dad's hometown. all we did was jalan2 like normal days, to the curve, planned to watch movie tapi takde show yg fit our time. then thursday my mom started work ady. n i bertapa in my room did some clean ups. pergh, habuk gile tebal. tak sangka, pengotor gak aku nih. akekekekek, owh, last sunday me went to register me's 3 month FREE trial pass at Celebrity Fitness. the motive was to go there register then come home to eat dinner.

when we came, the girl at the counter gave us the form just to fill in the name. then, datang laa amoi nih tgk aku pelik, cam kononnye "eh, got job opening here meh!?" akekekeke. then, intro la kat die "hello, i'm maria, this is jimmy" "hi, lemme take u on a tour around CF (Celeb Fitness)" "err, how long does it take? cos i have plans at 7pm (that time was 6.30pm)" "owh, it will take about 20 mins" "sigh". we went jalan2, she intro the equipments n my phone was vibrating gile2 cos uncle auntie call ask wer am i, suppose to go to their open houses. then, she brought us to the cafe. ingatkan nak ajak minum2 ke, mabuk2 ke, buncit2 ke. rupenye, she opened dis presentation book on the table n brief us more on CF. sigh. i was looking at my watch non stop.

tibe2, masuk bab "so, if u register today, u will pay rm0 joining fees(rrp rm99), n instead of paying rm338 per month, u only need to pay rm149 per month" *eh, bukan ke aku dtg sini dengan tujuan nak pakai 3 bulan FREE trial pass tuh ke!?!??!?* "errr, from what i know, i'm looking at the 3 month FREE trial pass 1st, rite?" "oh yar, but this is a raya offer. u wont be getting this kind of offer any other time" "err, its okay laa. i will see 1st in this 3 months how it goes" "but if u register today u will get a personal trainer. if u use only the 3 month FREE trial pass, there will be no one to guide u on how to loose weight" "nvm la, i will skip the membership offer for now" "owh, dat means u have no motivations in ur life???"
*wtf!?!?!?!?*

u have no right to tell me wether i haf motivasi or not. chill my sistah. i know u were trying realllllll hard to get urself a commission, but this is not a good way to treat ur customer rite? even though i duwan to join, n u cant make me join, u cannot make faces in front of us like that. chill lar, no need to be so stress out with me. duh!

so, itu la kejadian yg menimpa aku kat CF. not dat i boycott fitness center or sumthin. its just dat, pendapatan boleh guna aku utk 1 bulan amatlah limited. hehehe, so, kalu nak join tuh, aku rase, pegi park buat 5 6 round pun boleh unbuncitkan perut aku. akekekekekeke. so girl, no hard feelings yar? i know laa u guys all cun ady in there, but dat doesnt mean u have enuff motivation in ur life ady u know. kakakakakakaaka.

moral of the story, if u get any trial pass to any fitness center, n if u not planning to join the fitness center dat has offered u the trial pass, try ur best to psycho them. i'm sure they will let u go easily without having u to walk out with a demotivated feelings, kakkakakakakakaa.

oklaa, will stop the crabs (sengaje nih nak eja care ketam, hehehe) now. till then, tata!

maweeyar *and her dark mind speaks...*

Friday The 13th = My Burfday!

2006-10-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

it was a looooongg day yesterday. i wasnt feeling good since yest morning. disebabkan kepercayaan karut dan munafik yang teramat tinggi terhadap friday the 13th. a day before i went buka puasa with nanie at wills. thats her 1st time there. we talked, laughed, then tak bestnye sebab she had to continue work. so kene la send her to kantor. on the way in the car she said "eh esok hang nye bday.." "eh, hang ingat eh? hehehe" "heheheeh" sampai her kantor, we did the usual tradition kau-pekabar thing. hehehehe, n dat nite, went to watch john fucker woopss john tucker must die at summit. so, on the friday the 13th, i started my car, drove to work, praying nuthin bad is gonna happen. n then, there goes everyone at work wishing me a burfday wishes. hehehe, it wasnt so bad lar. got a few little surprises. started off with lavonne gave sms asking me to go down n meet her up. went down, look at the left n right, there she was in the car. went to her, she yelled "happy burfday!" "naahh here u go!" "hoh?? whats this??? owhhhhhh a card." "heeh, yar. n 1 more thing" "eh, oh my goodness! its a spongebob magnetic thingy!" "cool!" "thanks lavoonne" n went up with the gifts. opened the card, its a lovely card lar. okie. then continued work.

around 3 to 4 sumthin, ade la ah neh nih dtg. since my view kene blocked with a huge cpu kat depan, i cuden see sape org tuh n bawak ape. then, i heard them yelling "fuihyooooooo! mariaaaaa!!" i wasnt paying attention to the ah neh, but i knew there was sumbody sending sumthin. then when i stood up, i saw a big bouquet of 12 pink roses in that ah neh's hand. tibe2 aku rase cam darah sume naik kat muke. hehehe, lmf pun ckp "merah mukeee". i was like "huihhhh tak penah2 ade org bagi bunge kat aku!" "hantu raye mane yg bagi nih!?!?" akekekekekkeke. it was unexpected gifts laa kan. dats why terkeluar mcm tuh. then my boss also bising2 bout the flowers. then all of them were looking at me. heheheh, i signed the DO, open the card i looked, aaawwwwww it was from geri. i read it halfway, cos i was so dizzy, dizzy sebab dis week kene attacked by stupid flu. then, my eyes started leak. akekekeke, sebab sedih kan. i tot no body remembers. as in, me myself pun tanak ingat my own bday n i dunno why.

so, went back to my seat n continue work. i felt bad la cos its my bday n m rushing for deadlines. i didnt get to enjoy the whole day by myself. i was feeling weak sebab demam n flu, then, balik lambat sebab all i can think of is the deadline. itu je yg aku pikir, lepas settle nih dah leh joli dah. moreover, raya is just around the corner. every single day i think of my grandma. tah la, dis yr punye raye, kalu aku ade wish, the only thing dat i wish for is to meet my arwah grandma. aku tanak pegi kubur die. sebab kat sane ramai sangat 'kawan' yang tengok. i know its ramadhan and all the hantus n ghosts kene locked up. but then, the eary feeling memang exists. tah lar, dis yr emo terlebey lak. hehehe. may god bless her n put her dikalangan org2 yang beriman.
al fatihah.

owh, tak habis lagi the surprises tuh sebenarnye. hehehee, when i was kusyuk doing my work, i started to think "eh, apsal takde kek ar?" "dorg tak ingat bday aku ke?" "eh, ko pikir bday ko best sgt ke maria sampai ade org nak ingat!? bla la" "agaknye sebab bulan pose kot?" hehehe. aku nih terlebey pikir sebenarnya sampai tibe2 veron came to me with a bday cake. erkh! yang kelakar skali, she put 44 CANDLES! uwakekekekekekekekekekekekeekekkekekeekekeke. nih mmg joke of the bday lar. then lmf said "oihhh!?!? maria is dat old mehh?!?!!" "takkan 44 yrs old!?!?!" veron cover malu with laughters. uwakekekekeke. that was sweet veron 'smile. sang bday song, blew the 24 candles, cutted the cake n gave to all in the ofc. even though i was rushing for deadlines, at least ade gak selingan dalam life aku yang buat aku happy dalam time2 busy tuh. thanks everyone for making this happened. appreciate all the gifts. thanks for the enjoyable moments, the laughter, the time, everything lar.

okla, gotta get supper at williams soon. so see ya around peeps!

miss me?

2006-10-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

hehehe. lame kan me tak update dis crappy blog? too many things to handle at home, summore now puasa month, i have been browsing thru lyn (lowyat.net). alot of things to look for actually, moreover dah laa skang nih my sickish motorola handphone plak cam nak merajuk2 plak ngan wa kan. akekekekeke, ok, i'm planning to get myself a new/2nd hand phone. anybody wanna sell their 6600 or n gage classic for a cheap price, lemme know yar? lagi 13 days nak raya. owh, last sunday i went shopping with jimmy. he wanted to buy a new pair of jeans. we went to 1u, jalan2, perut kosong, went into comma, he didnt get the right jeans for him in there. told him i wanna get WH jeans, we went in and got it for like rm59.40. its not so bad.

after that we went into fos, then only he found the right jeans. pastuh plak, dis small fella wanna try corduroy n see if it suits him or not. he tried, memang suitable. so, bought laa 2 pants. then jalan2 again, around 4 sumthin, we went home. suppose to be on leave ari nih, but we had to come to work sebab its mag week. dah lameee sangat tak dtg keje on non working days. heheheh, last time mase buat layout sorang2, slalu laa datang keje ari ahad, time2 everyone tengah asyik dilamun mimpi2 indah, aku yang agak sangap nih yang menguatkan minda utk dikerah pergi keje. it wasnt that bad lar, sebab aku rase aku lebey suke keje dalam suasana yang kurang org. when u have a whole ofc jam packed with ofc mates, u will looose ur concentration easily. percaye la cakap gua. hehehhehe

today jim got case in sban, but then he cancelled his trip sebab nak baikkan aircond kereta. dah baik, total up everything cost him rm995!!! gile mahal. my boss repaired his car pun around 800 plus je. thank goodness the dad wanna support him 1k, tapi, yang tak syok nye, takde balance. baru mamat tuh ingat nak beli star wars. huhu, nvm la. money come, money go. i went to mydin just now to get a ready made baju kurung. searched, rupenye the one dat i want dah takde. huhu. so, maybe dis yr aku pakai balik baju brown aku tuh. its not a must laa to buy. as long as u are happy, dah cukup. lagipun, raya is the time yang kite nak appreciate family, get together with them, catch up things and stuff. for me, raya dah takde makne dah skang. i miss my grams. i miss her so much...mak, if only u were here, everything could have changed. haih, nanti aku sambung la. tetibe rase nak nangis lak.....

maerya *and her dark mind speaks...*

Selamat Menziarahi Pasar Ramadhan!

2006-09-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

huarghhhh. bulan nih dah masuk bulan ramadhan. i would like to wish all muslims bloggers a very happy ramadhan. dun ponteng puasa. anyway, i will update more at home, kat ofc takde ilham laaa. oh, check out new pix in here

maerya *her dark mind speaks*

Events, Interviews & Launches! WEeee!

2006-09-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

Here's some pix of what happened to me for the past 2 weeks :S
been busy like a mad woman running around in a garden searching for butterflies. hahahah, i'm abit paranoid now as stuff going on really messed up. got my freelance shit due by end of the week, been working on it since last week, misc ppl came down to comments, looks like i haf to work real hard for the sake of a few hundreds bucks. sigh...

the best part is, yesterday (sept 11 2006), reunion with harith iskander after 6 years 3 months and a few days. we called him for an interview kat cb 1u new wing. he came, interview went well. he still remembers me... roughly. so, for those of u yg dunno why reunion after 6 yrs plus plus is bcos, i got my tix to Theatresports from dearly mom, dated 30th april 2000. i went to see the play, not actually a play lar. sum kind like a msian version whose line is it anyway. i heard dat they gonna start with a tv series pulak. oh, after the whole thing habis(the play), i waited at the box office counter, saw afdlin, jit murad, harith walked out from the theatre hall. then, managed to get everyone signed on my poster, harith lepaked at the counter with me. suddenly he asked "so maria, how are u going home?". "errr, guess i haf to walk to the commuter from here" "owh, that is quite far isn't it?" "hehehe, yeah, abit far..." "if u dont mind, can i send you there?" "errr, is that okay with u?" "yes yes, cos jit is following me if u dun mind" "no no not at all. hehehehe"

n there i was, walking side by side with the stars. huhu, memang starstruck gile dat time. we talked in the car, i called mom to give updates on whats happening. got harith to talk to my mom cos she didnt believe me. hek hek. n thats why i admire harith so much. *drool*

owh forgot bout xandria. err, oklaa, she's nice, matured, funny, talkative. overall, she's ok. hehehehe. nuthin much to talk bout the whole interview with xandria cos i dun really know who she is, but she is a nice girl.

a day before the xandria ooi interview, i went to celebrity fitness official launch at subang parade. stars were all around the place. jehan miskin, jeslina hashim, daphne iking, JP (channel [v]j), ashraf sinclair, etc. got loads of contacts of the celebs.

Action speaks louder than words... 'smile

me with xandria ooi, hitz.tv vj with manager, susan ooi - sept 8th, 2006 (friday)

harith & me - sept 11th (monday)

*drool*

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

Zouk, Lasagna & Alina's Graduation

2006-08-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

Pergh, last week was very good. nuthin much happened. except alina's graduation n zouk trip. ok, it was sumthin la for me. hhhehehe. ok, my superior went to bangkok n took almost a week off. so, on thursday (24/08/06), took halfday to get my 5th grade guitar exams. the results was ok. since aku dpt ape yg aku nak, n i still haf imax tix expiring 31 aug with me, we went to watch imax. balik, then chill at home. friday (25/08/06) pulak my dad's bday. i kinda pity my mom sebab we had to cancel our terengganu trip cos i cant take leave whole week. yg tak bestnye, she already taken a whole week of since last 2 months. everyday until last week, she kept reminding me bout our trip. huhu. pe nak buat, so my mom warned me to apply leave early in november sebab nak pegi cameron highlands. weeeeee! going on another holiday end of the yr.

met nanie and kak alina on friday (25/08/06) for bfast at subang ria. rupenye kak alina took leave for 5 days sebab convocation die. hoh? convo? then only baru terpikir bout the convo. hehehe. she told me to be her photographer during the convocation. nasib baik jumpe her dat morning. if not, memang sah sah lupe. so, later in the evening my colleague asked me if i free tak to cover this event kat zouk on saturday (26/08/06). i said okay. told jim bout it, hmm he got abit mad bout me going to zouk. hey, its for work okay? akekekeek, but all settled ady la now. so, on dat saturday morning, had a little chat with veron on msn. she said she tatau wanna go wer for lunch, then ajaked her to come down to my place. i planned to make lasagna, so can try it out mase panas2 la. around 2.45 she sampai. we talked, she helped putting in the very little cheese sauce on the top layer (thanks babe!). very little is becos i was so kedekut to put in more, and forgot about another pan. daymn! but veron said the 1st lasagna was nicer. tapi, yesterday (28/08/06-monday) i brought to ofc n gave her one slice, she said nice pulak. hmmm pelik la the lasagna. we went to get dominos later after dat. makan makan, then veron balik at around 5pm sebab nak siap for zouk trip. so, ended up pegi with yewjin n veron cos brian already planned to watch movies. eh, i think u guys shud watch snakes on the plane la. my coll all said they didnt censor the stuff they supposed to censored. akekekekee. rated U pulak tuh.

check out both zouk events & kak alina's graduation at IIUM(Islamic International University of Malaysia) *correct me if i'm wrong)

Music@Bluehyppo @ The Loft, Zouk, KL-Saturday, 26/08/06, 7pmJason Lo singing the most sing-able tune, YAT YIK SAM SEK!

Patrick (TMNET) with the celebs; Disagree, Jason Lo, Nora & Amy, posed with their tokens of love from tmnet. teh heeehee

Me & Veron @

Me, Veron, YJ trying out the download stuff. Veron accidentally chose a Hindi song, or maybe she memang like it? hmmm...

Kak Alina's Graduation @ IIUM, Sunday, 27/08/06-9am

Me With Kak Alina, Graduand of Mechanical Engineering dalam bidang pembuatan aka manufacturing. takotnye!

Kak Alina & Nanie, this is the most beautiful picture i have taken during the convo. *touched*

Flowers courtesy of Nanie, Balloons are from me! :D

Okla, thanks friends, ppl on earth for making my weekend so beautiful 'smile.

mariak *...and her dark mind speaks...*

lasagne...

2006-08-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

1st thing nak citer bout my sayang bro. he is now is brisbane, australia. i guarantee dat me n vk will feel bored 2moro at work for the whole week. oh, and after he comes back, he will leave us for good :( . we've been working together for the past 2 yrs 5 days. kite dah lalui all the ups & downs in the same place, makan same, minum same, kadang2 terlucut jugak 1 ke 2 hari yang kite tak makan sama. kite pi outrips same, kite ade lagu outrips kite. kite share kite punye sadness n happiness together, kite celebrate 'kejatuhan & kenaikan' dari apa jua segi bersama. malah, kalu aku nangis, die yg dgr, aku tahan berak ke, atau aku nak kencing, die yg bawak. akekekeke, takde sampai camtuh. tp rumusan dia is, kau laa 1 1nya bro aku dlm co. tiada pengganti yang boleh ganti tempat lu. lu memang gerek, lu wicked wicked! akekekek. sedih wooo, when i went home last friday, n suddenly thought of the stuff we've been thru together. tibe2 berlinangan air mata jatuh. memang betul la, pas nih tatau camne nak go thru the life in the ofc without him. dulu geri, skang die lak. haih..

this was at bbq in boss's place some time in the yr 2005. the good ol` day...

enuff of the story about the little bro, now citer pasal garfield. well, i got this movie passes to watch garfield from my boss (uwaaa sayangnye boss aku--->ini yg aku luahkan selepas menerima passes tersebut sambil didgri oleh beberapa org saksi di ofc ) . so, yesterday i brought my whole family to summit to watch the movie, sebab my dad malas nak drive, then we decided to walk from home. kinda weird when u go movies walking from home. hehehe. then, ade la dis scene in garfield when the animals cooked lasagne. looking at the result n the method, was thinkin "huk aloh, kalu dah menatang pun leh masak lasagne, takkan aku takley!?" chewah, time tuh cam rase tercabar sebab tgk cam senang je kan. so, dis morning me dad mom adam nana went to ikano to change tis soap dispenser mom bought couple of weeks ago. so, after dat, i told mom dat i wanted to try out new stuff, sebab every sunday is like a cooking day for me. last few sundays i've been cooking spaghetti, sampai aku rase cam muak sebab asyik spaghetti jerk. akekeke, but anyway, when i told her dat, she ask what is it that u wanna cook. then told her la lasagne. then she was like "owh, senang je, jom pi cold storage beli barang"

so we went to get the stuff. balik rumah, sebab dah eager sgt nak masak, aku pun terus tuju ke arah dapur bersama barang2 yg dibeli. tup tap tup tap, dah masak and heres the result. walaaaa! sedap gak la, cume ade kureng sikit here and there. i used normal slice cheese sbb time beli takde duit. wanted to get parmesan cheese sebab senang takyah shred kecik2. tp budget aku kurang mencukupi, then tuh la die. beli pun barang2 yang murah gile. the sheets dah memang beli earlier dulu. takde la dulu sgt. akekekek. pastuh dah baked n everything, sume makan except dad cos he has the malay asian tongue. die tak reti nak makan bende2 westerng nih. akekekeke. so people, check out the pix. memang mouth watering gile la. maybe coming raya i'm gonna cook lasagne as for change. eheheheh. i'm happy.

my very own state-of-the-art lasagne. sila buat tempahan anda. hek hek hek

last week, ade la 2 hari aku drive to work. then, ade la 1 hari aku kene saman. urgh, stupid mbpj. if aku bawak keta tuh, means aku nak pegi bfast ngan nanie kat subang ria. the morning environment kat situ memang best. cold, quiet, n tak banyak org. we always order the ipoh kuey teow soup without beansprout (betul ke aku eja!?) aka taugeh n ayam. so cam best la sebab pagi bfast ngan die. tp attitude kitorg bile jumpe pagi is diff than jumpe malam. cuber kalu the day dat i hanged out with nanie, kak lina, azma n tita at murni the other day. we were sooooooo bising until everyone gave us with one kind of look. akekekek, aku bet kalu kitorg jumpe memang takley dok diam. bising gile, gelak gile2, then tambah lak ngan lawak azma. akekekek, but it was fun. since kat kolej lagi kitorg mmg bonding. aku rase nih je la kawan yg aku rase bukan kawan dah. dah jd part of my family. memang nanie tuh dah bukan kawan aku dah. akekekeke. mmg jadik sistah aku secara officialnya bersama2 ngan royi. cam tak caya je kami tak putus bekalan sisterhood sejak dr kolej. its sumthin good. oh, last friday, met up with geri at saji. makan bfast with her, so masuk lambat, tak pasal kene email. haih, aku yg masuk everyday before 9am pun kene. sedih la, sebab baru 1 ari beb gua dtg lambat 2 minit. tp die bising kate 5 min, bile tgk email yg disent, it was at 9.33am. tatau la mana silapnye. sigh!

hmm, starlight cinema on last friday nite was packed. we watched superman returns (1.5 stars). theres this couple yang annoying gile. bising, n yg tak tahannye is ape2 je yg superman buat, mesti nak kene tepuk. urgh! its soooo annoying until i looked at them each time they clap. gile la. oklaa, nuthin much to talk about at starlight, now dah habis. thanks to nanie n boy who helped me distribute some of the passes to her colleague. i hope they all use the passes la. if not, rugi je.

okla geng, sehingga bertemu lagi di channel yg akan dtg. peace y`all!

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

Sickish Freaky Week

2006-08-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

the whole week aku tak rase selesa. body aching at 1st, then virus fever attacked on monday nite. it was terrible, sebab theres a saying, when u feeling sick or fever, chances of seeing 'things' lagi tinggi. haha, freaky huh? tp nak buat camne. aku dibesarkan dengan this stuff flying around me the whole entire life. tp aku buat bodo je. sbb the world kite share, we have to share with them. so far i know theres a few in the ofc yg leh wat bodo bile nampak aku. akekekek, i dun expect them to stare at me n freak me out la. but, at least kalu nak lalu depan aku tuh, jgn la dalam aksi yang terkejut tengok antu. ko yang antu pun leh terkejut tgk aku yg leh tgk ko, uwakekekekek. soo funny. kononnye its like theres internal communication between us, it's like trying to tell me sumthin like this "eh, ko leh tgk aku eh?" "kenape ko leh tgk aku ar?" sambil menterbeliakkan mate. since aku dalam condisi yang tak sihat, aku pun cam balas balik gune eye contact yang agak kuyu sambil ade thoughts dalam kepala mengatakan ini "hek eleee, lu antu lu plak takut ngan wa." "lu pahal nak takot lak ngan wa??? patut nye wa la takot ngan lu sbb wa nampak lu. peace bro!" uwakekekek. funny.

i got 2 days mc from doctor which is thursday n friday. oh, and on thursday nite, i went to Thursday Nite Live to be one of the audience kat situ la. there was a whole big gang of us (brian, meisu, brian's sis & bro, nic, yew jin, veron + daniel, me + jimmy, ian + adele). aku tak excited sangat pasal nak tgk hannah tan. yg buat aku ada rama2 kat perut (butterfly in my stomach) is bile aku nampak harith. omg! he is soooooooooooo comel. after the whole programme finished, me n brian memberanikan diri to go on stage and approach harith. mase tuh mmg goosebumps gileeeeeeeeeeee seluruh tengkok n kaki. i was shivering gak la bile salam die. but he's abit different now la. dulu (thn 2o00), die kurang menonjol. tuh yg die leh anta aku pi lrt bangsar rite after theatresports on 30th april 2000. citer nih org yg tertentu je tau. like nanie, jimmy, my brother addam, n a few others. so, after i walked away from harith, i joined jimmy at one corner, n he ask "so, die ingat awak tak?" i said "no laa. dah braper tahun berlalu..." urgh, mase tuh cam sedih sikit. tp yang penting, i get to meet him in person again after 6 years 3 months 11 days.

kan friday suppose mc, tapi i was so stubborn n i went to werk. memang ade gegaran la kat kepala aku. nak bangun, duduk, batuk, clear throats. no wonder la the doc said virus fever. lepas tuh, i've requested to go back early like 5pm. n then, yang bestnye, aku tak balik. i went straight to starlight cinema to watch the da vinci code. ya rabbi, i'm suppose to rest at home, tapi aku rest kat sentul park. bagus! i think sentul park is more cozier than mont kiara. mont kiara banyak nyamuk, sentul park kurang skit. not bad la. we went with boy, n dis is boy's 1st experience kat starlight. die enjoy gakla. so, i probably be going there again next week to watch superman returns sebab tak tengok lagi. hek hek. ade gak ajak nanie, but she has to go back to melaka to get her mom n sis, sbb next 2 weeks school holiday starts. n malaysian semua, there will be no jam for the whole week! yeee haaww!

oklaaa, ramai gak yang drop by sini n beri comment yang agak 'sincere' kat aku. hehehe, thanks for dropping by. aku rase tiap2 post mesti letak bende nih. okla, nak pi tgk FFM. stay sewel & ting tong ppl!

maghia *the dark mind speaks...*

nanie eksiden?

2006-08-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

yes, nanie eksiden. urgh, pity her n her stitch. bende yg buat aku paling terkilan is, die anta msg yest sounds like dis "ari nih aku tak bawak stitch. esok baru bawak. ari nih nak hafal jalan utk kali terakhir..." . yg tak bestnye, i dunno why i kept opening the msg n read it quite often since last nite till this morning. it was like, checking jim's msg, then suddenly scrolled to her msg. i hope this is not a bad sign. so i called her dis morning and ask hows the ride to the ofc. when she answered the phone, i heard the siren sound behind. so i thought she's still on the road n wanted to call later la.

around 11++am she called n said she met with n accident. 1st thing came to my mind was am i the one who causing the accident? sebab, when she picked up the phone i heeard a siren sound kan. so was thinking she could be somewer near an ambulance ke. hehehe. i was so freaked out when she told me she injured n stuff. adehhh, aku rase sedih laa. sedih yg teramat. sebab bende2 camni tak patut jadi. so, to all bloggers, please be extra careful on the road. u never know what's gonna happen. driving is such a risky thing to do. tapi nak buat camne, the road is like a big war where u haf to fight in order to get across. everyday kite sume berdepan dengan peperangan, peperangan diantara keta ngan motosikal. kadang2 jalanraya pun cam stampede utk haiwan menggelabah berlari. lorry2 ibarat gajah2 amazon, motosikal ibarat beruk2 dan chimpanzee yg berlari ketakutan.

my exams was good. this is the 1st time i really really really felt the butterfly in my stomach. akekekekeke, a day before, a few hrs before. until the last breathe i catched in the examination room. mmg dat time i played sucks big time. sbb i gave extra notes, i played wrong notes. urgh, takotnye. my bro's postponing his exam to next yr. guess how much is his fees? rm385. mutha futha punye mahai. i mean, mahal. akekekekeke. so mom decided to pay the fees by next yr. woo hoo! die terlepas dr menjadi bahana kupu2 di dalam perut. akkekekekke, my bro's taking 4th grade exams. guess electrical guitar lagi mahal la kan.

yest me n jim makaned at fridays for dinner. it was good, n now i'm in love kat their 3 course meal rm39.90. we ordered fish, calamari n the very very bestesttt dessert on earth, the brownie. omg!!!! i was like super full dat time, when i looked at the brownie, i felt like puking back all the fishes n calamaris i stuffed into my stomach. akekekekeke, sbb nak makan brownie nye pasal, gemok pun gemok laaa. akekekek. but i seriously tell u guys, kepada yg lom try fridays, or lom try brownie yg dlm package 3 course meal die, silalah try. mmg mouth watering gile babeng beruang panda berenang2 di lautan luas mencari ketenangan dan ikan untuk dibuat santapan. waaalaaaaaaa!!!!

oklaaa ppl, thanks for dropping by into this place yg loads of crap shit. akekekek. till then, drive safeeeee ppplllll!!!!

maweeyar *...and her dark mind speaks....*

I Wanna Holiday!!!

2006-08-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

Whoaaaa. akhirnya, berblogging jua diriku ini. hehehehe. cant get myself a time to blog at work. so hafta wait till i go home n hit the keyboard with my brotha nagging around askin when can he use the blardy lembab-penuh-berjasa-tapir-punya pc. akekekekeke. haih. i hafta apologise to a few ppl here. firstly, i heard the gang is planning to go sumwer for some vacation lar. i would probably give them a redlight. so, to geri, i'm so sorry. any plans to go abroad (abroad la sangat!), say spore ka, tganu ka, kk ka, i can't follow. to fifie, i'm so sorry i haf to let go the redang trip. to boy, maybe some other time we go for a shark hunting at perhentian island ya? hehehe. thanks ppl for asking. at least u've asked even tho u guys know my answer is a no no. i'm so sorry. gotta save hell loads of cash. well i'm so glad la u guys ask kan? thanks for understanding the situation. errkh but hey, i haf a big plan coming up in 2008.

so, for those of u who dunno, me n jimmy are planning on a big tour. yes, a big tour. we r planning to go visit the whole of Australia. then, from australia, say if cukup budget, we gonna go to new zealand, pastuh, pegi plak ke benua europe. all this insyaAllah gonna happen by early 2008. indonesia was also in the list but since the tsunamis n earth quakes, we tot batalling that country. so, for all of u who wanna make this happen for us, any kinds of donation are welcome. akekekekek. tak kirela sumbangan dari segi baju sejuk, muffler, wang ringgit, bantal busuk dan wangi, rollies(dis is for jimmy), motivations, electrical appliances (huh!?) dan bermacam2 lagi. hehehehe. so, by dec 2007, sesape yg nak order stuff, silalah compile bermula dari sekarang. if lambat, i'll ignore ur orders by then. akekekeke. banyak gile plan. but slowly catching up la with the saving.

things to look at now is the mutha hp ipaq rw 6828. i'm soooooo eager to buy it now. tapi, kene tahan dulu, cos of the price. by end this yr, i hope the price will go down. pastuh leh beli same ngan jimmy. the holiday thing, memang i'm gonna make it happen. sbb jimmy nih die nak memper'lompat'kan lagi die nye distro ke luar. akekekek. n summore, wanna pay a visit to my aunt kat aussie n uncle in uk. urgh, bestnye. how long will i be on leave pulak ar? hmm, say 1 n a half months? izzit enuff? tak cukup kot. so, kene tgk gak baper cuti aku kene potong for the trip. aaaaaa bestnye bile pikir pasal holiday. pastuh nak shopping, n then sight seeing, aaaaaa mcm2 la nak buat.

i was at bistro just now with jimmy, having a lite lepaking n yumcha-ing. n then, came boy n yeap!? whoaa he's back from melbourne. akekekeke. he looks abit different. put on weight, brought minah saleh girlfriend. hehehe, we talked, nagged, sighed, bout stuff. n later after dat i headed home, they went to unclogged to catch some bands performing tonite. dis sunday at titan pun ade gig. i'm sooo going sebab dah lameee sangat tak pegi gig. i hope there will be no rush ke raid ke sebab ari senin nak keje. adeh. owh, talkin bout work, it has been 2 weeks dah nanie started work kat inspedia. she got complained bout work a lil, but now she's following the workflow. hehehe, biase la, aku mase memule start keje pun complain. babble bout how i had to finish stuff fast, how to mix around with ofc buddies, felt so alien with the ofc scene n the worst part is, to stay awake in front of the monitor 930-6pm 6 days a week. urgh, sbb before that i worked with dis company advertising which requires me to go jalan2 search for clients to sell the so called mini signboard. hehehe. takpe nanie, aku akan sparekan 1 pagi dalam seminggu utk bfast ngan hang. nanti ade stitch leh pi ronda2. akekekeek. can't wait to meet stitch back after 2 yrs. owh, stitch is nanie punye scooter. the reason why i call it stitch is bcos her scooter got a 3d pop out picture of stitch. cool huh!? ehehehe.

oklaa geng, thanks for stay tuning to this blog of mine. dah lame tak letak pix. so, nih pic of me n jimmy yg aku suke la. see ya

ma-wee-yar *her dark mind speaks...*

Police, I'm Hating Them! hehehe

2006-07-26T18:01:00.000+08:00

haih. see the topic. alot of my friends saw the tag in my msn nick. hmm, oklaa. since everyone asking what happened. last nite, after i sent nanie to lrt, then headed home. pastuh, waited for jimmy to come my house n makan. then, around 755pm he called and ask whether i'm goin out for dinner or eating at home. told him dat mom cooked fried rice, n he was so happy to hear that. then okla, around 1/2 later, he came. when i opened the gate for him, i saw theres 3 guys in motorbikes like baru nak chow like dat. i assumed that they were from the house opposite my house la since the house is a rumah bujang.

then when we masuk into the house, jim told me bout the guys. rupenye those guys baru je ade conflict with him outside of my house. wtf!?!?!?!?! the story begin like dis...

jim parked, n got out from the car. that was in a dark place.

police01: hey! mintak ic! *while showing his so called 'kad kuasa'
jimmy: ha? kenapa saya perlu bagi ic? apa salah saya?
police01: tolong la bagi kerjasama!! mintakla ic!! *and still holding the kad kuasa in his hands
jimmy: saya ada hak untuk tidak tunjuk ic.
police01: boleh tak bagi kerjasama?
jimmy: boleh tapi apa salah saya? *while taking out his ic
police01: bagi je la ic!
jimmy: kalu mcm tuh, boleh saya tgk kad kuasa tuh?!
police01: eh, mane boleh!
jimmy: haaa, kalu camtuh saya pun tak boleh bagi tunjuk!!!!
police02: mcm nih encik, kalu boleh sila bagi kerjasama. *with a toned down voice
jimmy: haaa,boleh pun ckp elok2!!!

this time police01 was opening jimmy's car dengan selambanya
police02: kalu boleh kami nak periksa keta nih.
jimmy: tuh pahal bukak2 keta tuh? apa!?! nak campak ganja kat dlm tuh!? supaya boleh charge saya!?!?!
police02: takde, kami hanya nak periksa. takpela...

n then all 3 of them chow from the so called crime scene.

moral of the story, everyone please keep the red book handy. as for girls yg drive alone, pls haf this book printed n place it in ur personal car. if takde, i will try n get one n put it in here so dat u guys can download it. ok? actually i pity jim alot. the other day his car kene bukak, all coins hilang la except his rm500,00 worth of HP hardwares alhamdulillah tak hilang in his boots. bende nih jadik in front of my house. then yest pulak, the stupid policemen dtg to spoiled his mood. tah pape tah. aku still mencarik motif utama diorang buat camtuh. today i've been calling jimmy every 3 hrs to make sure dat he's alright. mcm kene traumatized la bende nih. urgh! bengkek gile! mmg my housing lane is a crime scene! bugger!

nuthin much to update. 29 july 2006 will be our 3rd yr anniversary! woo hooo! friday gonna help nanie move in to her new house in kota damansara. ok la, shalom!

maghia *and her dark mind speaks...*

Road Trip Pt2

2006-07-19T09:01:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, 18 July 2006
I'm on halfday leave today cos need to fetch uncle from australia at 2pm, then send nanie to interview. i got a call at 12pm from another uncle saying dat i no need to go klia to pick him up, they will pick him at sentral pulak. aiyerk! so takpela. in the morning i send nanie to inspedia at kelana square, then at 1230 i pick her up. so, since no need to go klia, then we headed str8 to bank n mid valley for lunch. yg bestnye, jim finish all his case n join us at mid valley. we walk, then talk bout the interviews nanie went. then i was thinkin, if she passes the interview, then haf to search for house by now. kak lina wanted to get a house nearby her working place which is in cyberjaya. means, she wants pj n subang area. then me, nanie and tita hit the road to kota damansara.

kota damansara haf a lot of empty houses. so we browse around, look see look see, call, then theres this house is for rent for rm500. weeeeeee! so we chow pegi the curve pulak. then on the way, nanie dpt miss call from inspedia. yikes!!!! bile sampai the curve, nanie ask me to pretend to be her n speak to the guy on the phone. rupenye, she got the job!!!!!!!!! wooo hooooooo!!!!! aku suker gile time tuh, sebab die dok sini nanti. senang sgt nak jumpe. so the searching house mission is worth it lar. then nanie update kak lina n her mom at the curve. pastuh we bla plak pegi anta tita at lrt kelana jaya.

yg best nye, nak celebrate nye pasal, we makan dinner kat seoul bulgogi pakai duit yg aku simpan utk diorg yg mmg aku plan nak blanjer sejak dr dulu lagi. yg kurang bestnye is roy takde nak celebrate kegembiraan nih.

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so, thats what happened yesterday. sbb ape aku letak title as road trip, is becos when nanie n roy come down from melaka, means its a road trip. hehehehe, tp pas nih, road trip nih applies to roy je la kot. so, later after werk i'm gonna browse for more house for rent for nanie n kak lina. disini aku nak ckp yg aku akan tolak semua interview2 utk aku sebab aku nak keje dekat ngan nanie, pastuh aku nak naik skuter stitch die. wooo hooooo!!!!! pastuh nanti leh race ngan keta kancil aku. pastuh leh pi lunch same. yeargh!!!!!! best, aku nampak cahaye nanie. tu....tu.....kat situ.......!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

Road Trip Pt 1

2006-07-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 15 July 2006
Today is my 2 yrs anniversary with Cinema online. yeahoooo! dah 2 thn beb. diam tak diam lame gile aku dok kat sini. but anyway, after work, around 1.30pm i went str8 to 1 utama as planned since last week. sbb ade gathering cum reunion dengan my batch n juniors of Kolej Yayasan Melaka at Shakey's Pizza. i dunno why tapi the pizza sucks. so, there was 14 to 17 ppl attended. tita booked for 20 person. org yang dtg paling jawuh is roy n nanie. woo hoo! was so excited to see them here. sbb we've planned gile lame, then tangguh, then plan again, then postponed until la today.

cam biase la. makan, borak, gelak, play with leya. all that memorable moment mmg kene capture dalam camera, tp malangnye nanie tak bawak vid or digi cam. same la ngan aku, aku pun lupe gak. hehehehe, so, from 3pm to 650pm. then we walked around, went to hinode shop, grabbed sum stuff. then tata to azma n khairany, sebab they all wanna pak thor(betul ke ejaan cine nih? maksud die dating). then, kak lina wanted to ajak us to see drag show. die ckp kat area astro depa ade buat that show. so, plan n plan, i said i duwan to come sbb too trouble some. then we went ss2 murni to makan supper. in then, they all tak jadi go to the drag show sebab kak lina said she had a 2nd thoughts. hehehe. so we mabuk at murni like that place is our grandpa punye territory pulak. reached home around 130am. that time jim dah takde cos he went to banting str8 from 1u.

Sunday 16 July 2006
as usual sunday routine aku pagi pegi guitar class, around 1 hr n 15 mins pastuh balik. when i got home, i called the gang n ask if i cud join the buhbye gath for royi. heheheh. they called me back and ask me to come str8 away. me n addam went to taman melati (45 mins ride in lrt, from 1st to the 2nd last station, and all i had was a cramp at my butt.uwakekekek). they prepared themselves then we headed to Alpha Angle Wangsa Maju (pergh, dah baper belas thn tak dtg area sini). we went johnny's to makan steamboat. aku nih 1st time makan kat tempat steamboat tu. bile dah sampai nanie ckp "haa, jom bli brg kat jj utk dimasak." aku pun cam pelik. tempat johnny nih kene bwk brg sendiri ke? atee, pinjam dapor je? hhmm. after we got our stuff, we went into johnnys n order for 2 person. erkh! rupenye brg2 td tuh additional, kire betul la pinjam dapur die. uwakekeke. makan tamak2 gile la, siap ade sparkling juice aku bli kat jj utk diraikan hari mereka makan bersama aku kali ini. yg dulu2 nye outtrips kite pi mamak je byk, sbb dulu tak sekaye skang.uwakekekekk.

then at 6 plus2 we headed str8 to puduraya (dah 3 thn tak jejak tapak kaki sulaiman kat sini). as usual, u can see immigrant kids pestering around, org mintak sedekah, 1 guy busking at a mamak, some ulats offering u bus tix. all dis i can only see kat pudu/kotaraya area. dulu mase still study kat kolej, almost every week aku balik kl. sampai pudu, jalan ke lrt CM, dengan bag deuter besar mengharung lautan manusia, sebab aku kecik, byk kali gak aku melayang ke kawasan jalanraya, tp cam biase la, aku dulu kurus, nampak cam mat pit yg menjelajah seluruh msia sambil bawak backpack (ade ke mat pit bawak beg mahal? uwakekekek), sbb aku takmo org pau/kacau aku, so aku akan tunduk all the way sampai laa naik lrt.

i reached home at around 8pm. as usual mak aku mintak update dr aku. makan ape, pi mane, ngan sape lagi, all dat la. aku ngan happy nye bercerite. waarghh, aku nak roy n nanie keje kat kl nih, so dat leh wat camni slalu. nanti depa gak aku lantik jd wedding planner aku, lleh eh nanie? leh eh roy?

so,oklaa. the 2nd part akan menyusul tidak lame lagi.

maghia *and her dark mind speaks...*

Happy Anniversary Atok!

2006-07-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

i took wednesday off the other day to balik kampung n exam rehearsal. haih, best gile tgk mak aku cuti seminggu. i feel like i wanna take a week off too. tp the timing not rite ler. so, on wednesday we went to perak to visit arwah atok kat kampung gajah. the road was like no end camtuh. die cam str8 je all the way, n then stop, u can see the cemetery at the side of the road. when we landed down at the cemetery, i can feel the spookiness ady, sebab kampung punye cemetery is wayyyyy diff than mont kiara punye kubur, tempat arwah nenek aku dok.

so, mase sampai tuh, i saw the place gile old school la. after we washed the batu nesan, then we singgah at relatives house just to drop by n say hi. n then, we headed to the town. pastuh yg wat aku bangge n proud sekejap is there is a road named after my granpa. sayang tak bawak kamera, if not can take picture. the name of the road is Jalan. Sulaiman Bulon. best best. nanti aku pun nak name jalan satu. Lorong Asmarianna. Jalan Asmarianna Off Onn Balik. uwakekekekeke. so, selamat ulangtahun yg ke 24 atok. die passed away on 2nd july 1982. aku tak sempat tgk die. sedih ar.

reached home at around 7++. pastuh we went to the curve to get tix to POTC2(3.5 stars) to watch on thurs nite. dah la penat gile, tp penat aku terubat bile tgk HP iPAQ rw6828 Multimedia Messenger . since jimmy works at HP, he said he can get around 20% discount. i was kinda excited to buy the gadget that time. mmg best la.

meeting up kym troops 2moro at 1u. haf ta pack nanie n roy's stuff 2nite though. things dat i held back since last yr n a half. hehehehe. anyway guys, see ya around and stay saiko tahap dewa 19.

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Bla Bla Bla

2006-07-07T08:52:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl. it's 8.49am and i'm already at werk. dis is a very cool week. as usual la, every morning je ngantok gile, then, waiting for the clock to strike at 6pm. hehehehe. owh, yest me n jim planned to go williams after werk. we kinda plan it out with rose. but rose got sumthin goin on. so, jim fetched me at around 645pm then we hit the road. on the way, suddenly jimmy tukar plan pulak. he wanted to go parade n makan at fridays. n i was like "hmm, ok lar". the traffic wass bluuekh! jammed everywhere n his car overheated la sikit but not so bad. i was terribly worried if the car suddenly stop ke or berasap kan. then i istighfar banyak2 n just concentrate on the jam. akekekekek.

we reached fridays subang. tgi fridays subang had this renovation, including the whole mall itself. they wanted to change the interior fully. now dah tinggal sikit, but still ade renos here and there la. we ordered our food, and melantak dengan cara gorilla melahap ketam batu kat amazon. akekekeek. memang mase tuh lapa tahap gaban. aku pedulik ape org nak kater kitorg kurang adap ke ape kan. tp bab makan, table manners aku teruk sikit. jheheheheh. bagi aku, org yg makan kat hotel dengan care senyap tuh adalah org yg munafik. org yang tokley terime diri die memang tokley makan senyap2. akekekekeke. after abis 1 third of the food, we decided to tapau the rest. aku tatau lak 3 course meal rm39.90 tuh alot. pastuh aku mengade2 order 3 for all. hek eleeee, memang pelahap gile la time tuh sbb lapa. tp bile dah makan halfway, tak abis lak. ehehehehe

i haf 10 bday/wish list. here it is:

1. To earn Rm2k this yr
2. Sony Ericsson W800i
3. HP Ipaq
4. Gucci Fly shades (kalau ciplak nye pun takpela, janji bentuk die cam lalat, aku namekan spek nih spek lalat)
5. Go to Brisbane, Australia
6. Nerds candy
7. Spongebob Squarepants stuff
8. News shoes (Ori Nike, Adidas-adicolor, Reebok or Puma)
9. Adidas handbag
10. No Stress/Pressure

ishk, thats quite alot. actually ade lagi. these are the only things i can think of now. maybe later, it will not be 10 wish lists. it would probably be 50 wish lists. akekekekeke. okla, thats all for today.

p/s : i dunno why i cant upload pix from my own folder. T_T

maerya *her dark mind speaks*

buhbye natalie

2006-07-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

pergh, after 1 to another yang chow from cinema online. hek hek hek. natalie is the intern girl who has just completed her internship at our place. she gave a buhbye email (tradisi CO) n loads of ppl replied to her mail. pas nih pemergian eileen pulak. haih, makin kosong ofc aku skang. tp takpe. ppl come, n ppl go.

owh, last tuesday i went for an interview kat sri petaling. 1st impression when i walked into the ofc was "eh, advertising company nih dah fully established ke belom???" my gawd! the place looked so pale. macam tuition centre pun ade. that time was thinking gak, takyah nak perform elok2 la kot. cos i'm not really aiming for the job since my dad who had experience in advertising line pun bitau kat aku that ads company memang got ups n downs die. so, dun really focus on ads company if nak carik kerje la. oh well, after the interview, aku rase saje gatal2 nak pi interview. sbb dah lame tak rase pegi interview kan. ari tuh msian idol wat audition, aku tak berpeluang nak pi. apetah lagi akademi fantasia. huak huak huak. takpela, maybe rezeki aku akan mencurah curah lagi ngan cinema online. insyAllah.

i've been chatting really good with naniu for the past few days. n been updated on her kat her blogs. cool kan? kalu korg rase nak tgk citer2 n ayat2 power die, aku rekemenkan korg masuk blog. heheheh. can ar naniu i give a free publicity to ur blog? akekekekeke. oh, i haf n important job by my loving buta IT cuzzie kak ija who just got married last last week. congrats to her! why i mentioned buta IT. is because she claims herself buta IT. uwakekekekeke. she asked me to burn her wedding pix in a cd n compile some pix in a diff cd for a magazine. cool huh? ade mag yang nak cover her grande grande wedding. but definitely not cinema online la. uwakekekeek. name mag tuh is persona pengantin. heheheheh. kawen die mmg grand pun. so she deserves a full coverage for her wedding.

owh, to alita, thanks for dropping by. aku nak jumpe anak ko!!!!! hehehehe. as for the job u wanted to give me, i think i haf to let it go 1st la. sbb camera aku brokedown. dunno when i can get them fixed. my life has been good. not really stressful n pressure. bagus kan? maybe sebab dengan kehadiran spongebob dalam life aku yang buat life aku yg fully miserable satu ketika dulu menjadi bertambah ceria. huak huak huak. adehhh, makin saiko pun ade gak. sebab geng membanteras jenayah bersama or dalam bahase omputih nye is crime partner aku takde 2 hari nih. sape lagi kalu bukan brian n veronica. aku baru je bidded stuff for my fren kat ebay movie carnival. it was the narnia lenticular poster. harga USD$699.99. i bidded for the item for RM180.00. its a real worth it kan? he saaid he gonna come to ofc dis coming monday. dah lame aku tak jumpe die. sebab aku kenal die from TRU. die nih mmg figure freak n LOTR freak. dulu i bought for him using my staff price sebab kerja kat toys dapat diskaun kan, total of 12 ke 15 figures of LOTR, amount cecah rm300 plus after 10% disc. pergh, memang die nih gile la. tp takpe, org kaye yg minat kat dis kind of stuff. aku salut die sbb die mampu belli. akekekeek.

oklaa, i can see new ppl come in here n checked out dis psycho blog of mua. muahahahhahaah. till then, stay peh-sike-core everyone!

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks*

Spongebob... Squarepants

2006-06-23T09:35:00.000+08:00

whhoooooooooooo lives in a pineapple under the sea????? uwakekekekekekeek. the whole day i will haf this song stuck in my throat n medula oblangata. why? is bcos yest, after jim picked me up from ofc, we went to makan hut at subang parade. was thinkin "eh, toysrus..! hmmm..." n then i told him i wanted to go TRU later after makan (with condition if we dunt feel bloated la, kalu tak nanti jadi cam helium balloon yang kene tolak on air. akekekeke). so lepas je makan, we went. n then i told him dat i feel like buying the spongebob plush toy. then he said ok. 1st thing i grabbed in tru was spongebob. then i put it down, n thought dat i'm gonna buy it later when i got my june pay la. then he took Bob, gave it to me. dis time, was yay! finally aku tambah lagi satu kawan. dat makes me super duper psycho now with this yellow colored plushie around me. yay!

congrats to my who just finally got her own blog. i'm gonna add ur add in here naniu! i hope will get updates from u from ur blog kay? till then, whooooo livess in a pineapple under the sea?

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

Aleya & Kak Ija

2006-06-22T09:19:00.000+08:00

whoaa. after 1 hr of waiting the radio announcer, finally she came, at 12pm. reason why she was late is bcos she just woke up at 11am. omg! but nvm la, at least she still call rather than just make us wait for her at CB for nothing, besides getting free food. hehehehe.

met sum new ppl (RAPR reps) CS & Pei Pei as Lisa has no longer hold our account anymore. sob sob, but it's ok, both CS n Pei Pei were very nice to us, besides givin the deal n proposal n everything. erkh, ni dah salah line nih, nih dah masuk line sales n marketing pulak. akekekekeke, bukan keje aku nih, uwakekekeke.

so, nuthin much to tell. still on a job hunt. cuzzie got propose me to work with her dad who is some Datuk in Port Klang. mangaii, Tan Sri Muhammad Taib was there at her wedding in Sheraton last Sunday. pergh, the reception was super duper grande man. i cant believe her, n dis is the closing of all her reception which is the 3rd wan. cool weh cool! ppl with loads of money canlar, where as to spend around 100k per reception is a no no biggie deal man. hehehe. oh well, she is 24 tis yr, which is my age, 4 days older than me. hek hek hek. check out the pix...

me n fellow relatives
Kak Ija & Abg Amir At The Pelamin. Nice!
Both pengantin is soooo pretty.

p/s: the pix is not at sheraton, this 1 was at port klang's recep (Abg Amir's side) on 21 may 2006. this time we all kena escort by 2 police on motorbikes, 10 scooters, cool!

maghia *her dark mind speaks*

urgh

2006-06-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

mode: sad
song @ the mo`: Don't Speak - No Doubt

haih. was doing photo shooting of zainal abidin, then suddenly received msg from geri "i hv resigned." i can't control my myself n i ran into the washroom n try to read again the msg "i hv resigned." ape nih!?!?!!? belom sempat nak buat ape2, my mood kene tarik kaw kaw, n i quietted myself thru out the day. haihhhhh, seriously la the impact is sooo deep. another friend of mine is leaving the company after sue ching. crappy, stoned, blurred whole nite now. haihhhhhh. on our way back (me n helena), fly fm was playing no doubt's dont speak. the moment was soooo sad, with the rain, i cant tahan myself n i cried in helena's car. urgh! why m i not strong enuff? ive been praying to god to gimme the guts n strength, but then, its always not enuff.

so here i typed out what i'm feeling now. i feel so fucked up at the moment, i blew it off at my mom, my mom scolded me cos being temper, goshhhh!!! what a day. i wish dis isn't happening. i wish i haf a remote to rewind the whole thing again. the sickish part was, i wasnt in the ofc just now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why !!!!!!!!!!!!?!!?!?!?!?!!? why must i go without saying goodbye to geri!!!!!!?!!?!!?!?!?!!!??!! memang after breakfast i felt there is something wrong. usually when i go out, i will turn to geri n wave. but then, i just walked off the ofc. godd!!!!!!!!! i felt so regret of goin to the interview. so so so so so fucking regret!!!!!! why did i go!!!!!!!?!?!?!! urgh!!!!!!! i feel like screaming, throwing shits. haih...

the best part is, when i reached home, i turned on the pc, connect to streamyx n open this link www.jobstreet.com.my, www.jobsdb.com, and update my resume. woo hoo!

maweeyar *her dark psycho-mind speaks...*

Ole Ole Ole!

2006-06-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

world cup is here. so, lagi lebam laa mata aku yang dah sedia ada gothic nih. erkh! dah bape lame aku tak update blog. akekekekekee. been bz..? not really, its just dat my blog i think got probs with IE or i can only update blog at home. pelik, but its true. owh, the other day me n bry went to see the channel [v] vj Dom. pergh, he is super huge, tall gile. yerlah mat saleh. hehehe, well, here's the pix. VJ Dom & Mua
Mua & Marion Caunter

was on leave yest to do sum bank stuff. the best part is, aku masak. wooo hooo! akkekkekekkek. dish yang paling best is, ikan masin. dabel tripple akekekekekekek. ape la, yang bestnye we had kari kepala ikan. woops, yang nih aku tak masak, yg nih ayah bought from sri melur. at nite we went for RV screening. before that, me got myself new sets of lingerie, again. akekekeke, n sum crackers n snacks. nuthin much.

last saturday, i brought my family to williams for dinner. the dinner was on me, heheheeh. i'm so happy cos belanjer them. so now, no more hutang. why i say hutang. is becos ever since i got my new pay, i promised my mommy dat i'm gonna treat them dinner. ordered beef steak, chicken chop, bolognaise pepperoni & cabonara, all of us were trying to finish our food so bad until kene tapau some home cos tak habis. n the reason why i belanja is also becos of fathers day which i sendiri forgot. akekekekek. so ayah, happy fathers day! u've been a very err... erm 'quiet' dad i say? akekekekek. u r my mentor, u r my favourite musician, ur the best!

woops, guess dats about it. stomach feels bloated. bloated so bad. gosh! n i haf this bruise on my leg, giler humangous. akekekek. mcm besar tapak kaki gajah pun ade. erkh, okla. see ya!

maerya *her dark mind speaks*

Selamat Pengantin Baru Syuwaya!

2006-06-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

whoaaa! dah 3 sundays in a row dah aku pi orang kahwin. pergh, today is suraya's wedding at clubhouse, tropicana. it was all good i can say. check out the pelamin man! pergh, they were all memang raja sehari. owh, suraya is my high school friend. she stay 9 blocks from my house. i can say that she is my friendly neighbourhood la (bukan spiderman tau!) akekekekek. the makan2 was okay, siap ade food presentation with Asmaradana song. smarted la the wedding. on our way back, when i salam suraya, i said "owh, peti ais ade kat lobby ya?" and she laugh out loud. hehehehe. was so happy for her. she's now mrs. azwan dah.

when i look at all this wedding ceremony kan, gives me idea on my own wedding nanti. aku nak wedding kat dalam hutan. pastuh, gajah, harimau, zirafah dengan beruang semua ade jugak, tapi diorang duduk kat tepi pelamin. aku nak suasana mcm tuh. aku takmo sejuk aircond hotel or rumah. aku nak nature punye sounds. waaahhh, bestnye if i can haf that kind of wedding. and the best thing is, i wanna wear a fairy costumes :D . cun kan?

so, i dunno what happen to my blog when i open it on IE. everytime when i try uploading pix, the pix didnt come out. sigh! i'm using mojilla at home and it was all okay. tak paham aku. so, 2moro is monday. sighh! owh, yest i teman jim to change tyre at Eneos 1 utama. while waiting for the car, we went to see xmen. i gave 2stars. sebab dis is the last instalment n byk character yg takde :'( so sad. haih, but the efx, sounds, war was chuntets! to all xmen comic readers, pls dunt watch it. it will make ur life miserable. contohnye seperti jimmy yang agak buntu seperti babun gatal bontot. akekekeek.

and after the movie, i grabbed some stuff. got myself a new bag, kinda big, brown leathered bag from comma. and also accessories for me self, a neck tie yang matches my socks. hehehehe, wanted to get a new pair of pants from pdi tapi i need to hold that one 1st sebab nak kene service radiator. argh! sakitnye hati gue bile memikirkan hal bersentuh dengan cars. tapi, citer cars mesti kene tgk, opening 8 june ppl!

so, dats about it lar! till then, enjoy!

maghia *...and her dark mind never stop speakin`...!

the pelamin yang chuntets!

azwan & suraya and the cake yang chuntets!

kedua-dua mempelai yang chuntets!

Pityful Week

2006-06-01T08:59:00.000+08:00

urgh. yest i was writing my blog. after trying to put in the pix, the blog seems like hanging awhile. then, kedebushhh! wtf!?!?!?! dis happen to me before. haihhhhhh, takpela. hafta retype again another post T_T.

i was feelin sick since sunday. sebab now tengah musim hujan, then, aku pun tereffect la skali dengan beberapa org di ofc. huuaarrghhh, its already almost half a yr dah. and my teacher (mr. cyril) is still not back yet from sakit. he kene diabetic. pity him, its been almost 3 weeks dah i miss my class. i hope he will recover soon as my exam will be in july. sigh, wish me luck guys.

last 2 days (tuesday-30 May 2006) we celebrated both ian n adele's budday. i was scheduled to go GSC & TGV 1u to take pictures of the snacky places around cinemas n gsc's salty popcorn. after dat outtrips, we when to suchan to grab the cake we pre ordered a day before which is monday. when we (me n geri) were at tgv taking pics of snacky places, it was all okay. then, we went to gsc to take the salty popcorn. okayla, i was informed by brian dat he didnt inform anyone from gsc side. means, we hafta ambush str8 to the manager on duty. suddenly there's this loud manager came out n make fuss of it. sigh! i called bry n explained bla bla, he said no need. when we were about to leave, the loud manager together with the small manager called us n say yes u can take the pic of that salty popcorny. dah laa before that the loud manager was pissin us off with the helps of the his very msian niagara falls punye air terjun (cakap sambil saliva semua keluar)akekekekeke. time tuh aku rase cam nak muntah cacing dah. so, the small manager brought us the salty poppy corny n we took pix at the glitters area. he was ok, not like the loud one. hek hek hek.

so, after we done, we went str8 to suchan. me n geri memang tak sabar mcm gaban la nak tgk the cake cos we ordered 2 recipes which is we r pretty sure its gonna be gile huge. owh, the name of the cake is EXPLOSION. hehehehe. so, when the girl took out the cake, our jaw was like dropping gile mcm buat dual poster jaws la kan. akekekekekek. when we sampai ofc, they were all terperanjat beruk cipan when lookin at the cake. hehehehe, but the cake turned out to be super sweet. but it was all good la. both mempelai, woopsss i mean colleague of mine enjoyed the small ofc party. cheeerrrioossss!!!!!

oklaa, my head is soo ting tong i cuden afford to go clinic to grab mc today. till then, stay psycho people on earth!!!!

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks...*

S`kali Dengan Fatima's Wedding

2006-05-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

Salam bahagia. mula-mula, berita penting. akekekekekekekeke. 1st thing i wanna write is about the interview with s`kali ppl. bende nih lame dah but i've delayed the post until today cos before this i made myself bz la konon. akekekekek.

the interviewees & the interviewers

s`kali
the 1st impression when i looked at them was T_T. eheheheheh, they were hilarious tahap cipan liar mengular kat amazon. akekekekek, so, snap here n there, naaahh... the pix of me, brian and natalie together with the troops. i was havin cramps dat day so brian helped me with pix taking. here's the pix.

Ashraf Weds Fatima
When she told me bout the occasion, i was shocked. so, 1st tak confirmed. then confirmed, 23rd of may 2006 is the date to be remembered by my new mualaf sistah geri aka fatima. after she converted to islam, aku rase happy. pastuh rase cam pelik sebab before i've never had any girl friends who convert before, except for phandi n my long lost friend firdaus la.

when the occasion mula by the tok kadi, i was panicking around sbb bile dtg bab2 marriage nih aku rase berderau sangat darah jatuh. bukan pasal period, tapi memang ade rase cam nak muntah la, pastuh nak kentut pun ade, berak tuh takyah ckp la kan. akeekkekekekek. when i see ashraf reading the syarat2, aku plak rase cam nak nangis. then i look at jimmy. hmmm, agak2 bape kali la die lafaz nikah nanti ek. akekekekekeek. after the whole occasion habis, we enjoyed the food. its the yummy beriani gum n mutton curry. walaaaa! dessert plak ade cake from their close friends.

i guess action speaks louder than words. so, enjoy the pix yah!?
the girls & the pengantin tok kadi, saksi, ashraf & kittfatima & ashraf

p/s: most of the pix i've uploaded in my fotopic.net. nak tengok gambor2 aku menghilariouskan kenduri kahwen org sambil membuat aksi baboon mengintai badak, dipersilakan ke sini

maerya *and her dark mind speaks...*

Crapp-Os punye Perut!

2006-05-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

huarrghhh. ari nih aku sakit perut period. huarrghhhh, dah la later at nite ade interview with Skali Cast pulak tuh. hmm, maybe i shud get a protection. but i can't! :'(

well, i hope my cramps will go away, shoo shoo! so, continue from the last post, mase we all met with amani last week, she was abit late cos bangsar memang terkenal dengan sikap tiada parkingnye. buhwahahaaahaha. i dunno why nowadays i don't have the feel of blogging anymore. its like, everytime when i wanna post in here, sure got sumthin come up wan. but its alright. oh, i almost fergot, amani. yea, she is a hot chick lar, n she cant stop talking. the whole 2 hrs was filled by her talking only. akekekekek, as usual, me snapping here n there, n then, balik to ofc with all the pix.

dis week is sharon's last week, n dis week is geri's 1st week of becoming fatima. hehehe, congrats to fatima n farewell to sharon and all the best to brian sebab sudah shot of 1 crime partner in editorial. sigh! we gonna miss ur loudness sharon!

next week we will be interviewing marion. i told jim bout it, he got excited n begging if he cud be at the interview venue, which is CB The Curve. cewahhh! so bersemangat itu budak. but i'm not jeolous. betul, gua tak jeles. pergi la, kalau tidak, kau akan menyesal...! *iklan syampu ape tah sumtime ago.. akekekekek *

my cuzzie is getting married dis weekend. haih, we both were born in the same month, same year, so i'm opposite of her. she's pretty, i'm not. she's short, i'm taller than her (hehehe), she's rich, while i'm err..poor (o.O?). akekekek. when we were kids, she's tough, while i'm a crybaby. so, bile dah besar, she wears heels, tapi gua pakai snickers. ngehngehngeh, n she will be some SYED's family.

to sesape yg tatau, when she kahwin with syed, her son will be syed and her daughter pulak sharifah. pergh, dalam malay kan, org kater, org yg name die syed is wealthy. seram dengar. aku plak will marry somebody dari keturunan lanun (ini jimmy la kate, i didnt say anything, hehehe). so, nanti name aku jadi, err.. Maria Sparrow. or maybe Maria Turner. or Asmarianna Turner. uwakekekkekekek. or maybe Asmarianna Bloom. uwakekekekeek.

so, dats about it lar, next week more update on Marion Counter.

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

Orked Rocks!

2006-05-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

huhu. i cant update much in my blog. atas permintaan adik aku, here's my pix with sharifah amani. huargh, aku mengantuk sgt lar. now tahap bz tahap gaban berperang di lautan pasifik. nanti when i'm cooling down, i caruteds (carut ar, hek hek hek).

maweeyar *dark mind speaks...*

my lovely 'stripy' life!

2006-05-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

::LIVE ON MOVE ON JUST LET GO, RECLAIM YOUR SOUL AND LET IT TAKE CONTROL::

this is a lyric from Dewa 19 song Live On. tetibe aku rase cam best je life aku. haha, aku belum terase nak saikokan diri aku yg sedia ada saiko untuk terasa disaikokan lagi. cume aku rase aku banyak mengarut ngan kawan2 aku kat ofc.

owh, maybe i'm gonna update my blog weekly. susah la now cos i heard my boss is checking some of us punye blogs. haih, dis is a free country, blog is like our diary. kita ada hak nak bitch/puji/saiko/bengang ngan sesape pun yg kite suke/tak suke.

on labour day, me n the gang main futsal kat sports planet subang. after dat, i went home, sbb my auntie uncle sume nak lepak kat rumah aku, nak gossip2 pasal sape2 tah. akekekekekek. pelik la family aku nih. so, on tuesday my mom cuti.

me & eileen. aku tgh buat muke nak berak.

as usual, on tuesday, i went to work. yada yada, then, on that very morning tuesday, i saw a package on geri's desk. i was thinking of VS(Victoria Secret) undies dat she ordered online. i was so excited sbb me myself takde VS stuff (gua pakai PC-pierre cardin, hek hek), n summore its from oversea pulak tuh, mestila kene tgkkan. hehehehe. n then she came, opened the package n i saw theres 3 undies. all 3 also cute cute. then, mai was making fun of the undies la, me laughed then suddenly geri said "eh, u dun laugh, one of these is urs okay?" n i'm like "malunyeee :$" akekekekeke, malu campur gumbirak sbb tak penah ade thong before. warne rainbow strip siot. weeeee, tapi still malu mcm biawak terkapai2 kat atas surface of a calm river sebab ternampak beruang panda tersesat kat atlantik ocean tgh membuat persenyawaan dengan beruang panda antartika (pelik laaa sbb beruang panda tokley idop kat atlantik ocean. uwakekekekekek). aku dah mengarut dah nih. pengaruh dr animal planet, steve irwin telah mengconquer medula oblangata aku nih. ishk ishk.

penerima n pemberi thong aka spender Victoria Secret yang murah hati. Woot!

so, thats the whole story. suppose to get new shoes on monday. tapi, aku takot terover budget. then, jim asked if i wanna use his money 1st tak. but i dun dare to. takot tokley nak bayar balik. uwaaaa, i need more cash. kepada boss gue yg mengskodeng blog2 org termasuk blog aku, i wan new shoes. uwakekekekekekekekee. tak best betul. tak aman dunia aku. ishk ...

maweeyar *...and her dark mind speaks...*

Alan In Wonderland

2006-04-27T18:45:00.000+08:00

lalala. i'm so happy. as usual, i went to Alan Yun's interview to do my job there as a photographer. was wearing black shirt la today (my black long sleeves shirt for interview ppl), when we reached coffee bean bangsar, the RAPR girls were already there to attend us. then, talk, intro, Alan came in. tengok2, he was wearing black long sleeves top jugak. weeeeee! bestnye. then, brian n yew jin started the interview. talk talk, laugh, stoned Alan then, time to take glamour pix.

we went to all over the place in the coffee shops. entrance, counter, mug wall. n then we took a few personal pix. awwww! time nih aku telah melakukan aksi yang agak ghairah bagi sesetengah kaum hawa aka perempuan. by accident okay! i ter touched his butt. i repeat by accident. akekekekekeke, firm siot. uwakkekekekekeke. n we had a good time chillin` with alan. he was abit stoned la during the interview, tapi bile take pix, okay pulak. hhmmm, lisa (RAPR) was saying maybe he got back from mumbo jumbo (zouk) late kot last nite. akekekekek. one again, the day is safe! thanks to the power puff girls! eh, i mean, alan cos making the interview happened! hehehehe.

here's the pix of me n him together gather.

aksi aksi gaduh ala ala manja lak. akekekekeke

maghia *...and her dark mind speaks...*

Buhbye Sue!

2006-04-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

After movie carnival habis, on monday, we had free lunch with the boss. they announced that they gonna do another cannibal next yr n maybe its gonna be a yearly event. huarrghhh, best tuh mmg la best, tapi kalu kite mengenjoykan diri kita sebagai consumer dan bukan sebagai salah seorang organizer ala-ala tentera yang dikerah seperti anak-anak kambing gurun keluar mencarik saki baki makanan dari sisa-sisa yang ditinggalkan oleh harimau berantai pun tak best jugak. so, on that very monday, we got a 'halfday' leave. halfday tuh tukar tuh 3/4 day leave, sebab kene pegi lunch with the bosses during lunch hr. in the end, i reached home at 430pm.

yesterday was Sue Ching's last day with CO. i know i was being very teruk to her la. rushing for article to layout, spot some editorial mistakes, n i know how pressure she was. she bought us KFC for lunch, took some pix, n i was still okay this time. right until BryFM is playing all the sad sad song for her, i can feel that she will no longer stay with us anymore. sigh, i told brian dat i dunno wether i can tahan or not, or am i gonna cry later at Murni for her another farewell supper.

I was werking for typhoon screening. i invited Azmar n his awek to the screening. at 1st, they din confirmed anyshit. suddenly, called me around 6++pm askin wether the offer is still on or not. i said meet me later at TGV. waited for him until 9++pm baru sampai. haih, he is sooo fashionably lambet. took a few pix with him n one gila pix together. for some of u who dunno, he just got back from Hungary sebab host a programme on tv1 Hello Minda. Now the show nomore already sebab kene banned. May nanti he gonna host another show, dunno what la. can say that he is a celebrity jugak la sebab he was the winner of Audition, a reality tv program kat nt7 not long ago kot.

Azmar & me

so, after closing we went str8 to Murni. ordered some food, Mango special Large, makan makan, talk talk, n finally the goodbyes. yikes! i hate good byes. i try not to hug sue cos i know i'm gonna cry. betullah, memang gua nangis siot. khuahuahuahhauahua. she has been a very patient friend, mcm mane kitorg sume torture die, die tetap okay, but deep in her heart, she memang suffering mcm beruang panda yang lemas dalam kolam terkopak kat Antartika. akekekekek.

me & sue

so sue, all the best kat Light & Easy. dont stressed out okay?see ya when we kick some balls!

maerya *her dark mind speaks...*

She's The Man Futsol & Movie Carnival 2006

2006-04-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

As promised, here's the pix of our team at the She's The Man Futsal Challenge. 2nd place pun glemer gak. akekekeke.

sports planet reps, yew jin (capten), jimmy, calvin, marcel, me, kah seng- 2nd place winner

awwwhhh. movie carnival just over last sat n sun. i bought myself the One Ring glow in the dark for rm10! murah gile. i still remember last time they used to sell it with a very expensive price. pastuh i beli yogurt drinks. hmm, not much la cos i had to be on duty since cinema online is the main organiser dengan mypartners. here some pix. aku takde akal nak mengarut lagi la, atau pun nak bitch pasal werk. so, enjoy ur life ppl!

me, Milinda, Brian

me & me brotah Ezli from Hype!

me & Anwar (guy from NST)

i took quite alot of pix as i'm the official photographer for the event (chewaahhh...!), m gonna put all the pix in my another Cave Of Wonders. stay tuned!!!

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

Let's Kick Some Ballz!!!

2006-04-18T09:07:00.000+08:00

whoaa! best gile last sunday. ok. last sunday, we had a tournament at sports planet subang. gsc ppl invited us to play at the "She's The Man Futsol Challenge" on that sunday la. so, that sunday morning, memang i've already cancelled my class n wanted to go to the game. n i thought "oklaa, today is just like the normal weekly games". yew jin picked us(me n jim) up at around 845 850am, n i'm still half stoned.

when we reached there, omg, there's a large crowd of ppl. n nobody inform us bout the tournament n i seriously tot its like a small tournament. sigh, the pressure still not there yet until we counted theres only 5 of us. suppose to have 6 in a team (1 goalie, 2 girls, 2 boys + 1 subs), tapi we just haf 1 girl(me) n 5 guys. this time, we haf to import marcel masuk cos memang tak cukup ppl.

so, when we cabut the undi, yew jin(capten) picked A, which is the 1st team to play. my gawd! n then we played. memang my mind setting is to play for fun. mane tau, boleh masuk until final pulak. heheheeh, it was a good experience as i've never been in any tournement before. n the feeling is also marvelous. i've never thought that i would be playing in a big game.

n then mase tuh pun theres a few team yang tak puas hati cos of our team only haf 1 girl. kunun tak ikot syarat la. summore, kene cross dressed pulak. hehehe. i will put up the pix real soon.

maghia *dark mind speaks...*

movie carnival? sigh

2006-04-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

smalam aku suffered from another attack. dah lame tak kene attack. i admit that this month is a month full with stress, pressure. not only me, the whole gang at the ofc pun same. i pity them so much. balik lambat, no fixed lunch, bambu-ed by the bosses. omg! i pity myself, everyone.

i'm suppose to be on mc yest. tapi, when come to think of it, mc oso no point cos my mind is still in a working mode. summore, i'm still thinking of the backlog works. sigh! when i reached ofc, its like a 1 kind of pressure n the forces of evil (pergh! siap ade darkside siot!?) came to me as we are about to reach the ofc. tapi, aku kuatkan semangat aku. jimmy tanye "u sure u wanna go to work?" aku angguk.

bile masuk ofc, i told myself "ok, i'm goin to do work. god, pls give me the guts n strength to face the day here in the ofc." the ppl i fear the most is the ppl who stay in the cave. but later after that, i blended myself into the environment. haha. alhamdulillah, Allah is there with me.

n so, the day is safe! jim picked me up at 7pm. i waited for him downstairs. aku tau lagi lame aku duk kat ofc, lagi cepat the force of evil kat ofc tuh menyerang (pergh!) alkekekekekeke. aku pi summit pas jim amik aku sbb nak anta newsletter mc2006. then, when we reached home, ade new thing kat rumah. rupenye, yest my parents they went to pasar road to get arowana fish.

the thing bout my parents is they are into feng shui stuff. mcm really2 gile2 la. sbb, my dad he has a few chinese frens, indians. malays rare gile aku nampak. hehehehe. so, everything pun kene follow feng shui. their favorite tv show is The Lilian Too Show. uwakekekekeke.

whole nite i look at the arowana aka kelisa. lawa gile sebab they said its the Australian Pearl Arowana. summore, the fish is quite sombong. maybe belom familiar with us kot.

okla, i guess thats about it.

maria *...and her dark mind speaks...*

gloomy stress week

2006-04-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

after all the penat of the long journey from ipoh, finally i'm back today noon. it was a very short short trip. so, ar 1 ke 2 tak ingat tengah hari td, i logged myself in n opened my ofc mail (i usually dun do dis at home) to check the shitty work i did. memang turned out to be shitty. sebab yesterday was tryin to finish the amendments. after sudah follow every single thing the boss wan, suddenly pulak my work cannot save. siol!!!!! then, okla. i tot maybe if save in jpg then can send str8 to the boss to see. nak dijadikan cerita kambing makan durian belanda tepi jalan, pc aku lak hanged gile babas. masuk pulak bab berus gigi beruang kat zoo negara sambil diperhatikan oleh ikan paus tengah mengawan, aku tokley ZIPkan file jpg tuh and nak citer suspender, aku tokley anta mail yg bersama2 dengan attachment ke3 3 file tersebut (ade 3 file yg perlu di amend). pundek nye outlooks versus adobe illustrator wrestle pc aku! aarrghhhh. tension. sebab mind aku dah setting nak balik ipoh, best2 nak pikir jln kat town ipoh ni, macam2 hal jadi.

aku pun call la crime partner aku lmf yang sedang dalam perjalanan dari jalan-jalan cari pasal sama boss(jalan-jalan cari makan la!), dengan rasa cemas, aku try nak cemaskan die tapi tak jadi. uwakekekekeek, aku tgk budak nih tak penah cemas. ishk! everytime pun cool je. aku layan lagi cemas ade la. akekekeek. pastuh aku think, kenapa laaa aku nih asyik gabra jerk. bak kater brian, ASTAGUH. so, aku pi ipoh dengan hati yg penuh berdebar2 tanpa rasa enjoy sebab esok yakni arinih cuti. pikir2 balik, i need a break siol. when comes to familia, they conquer the very 1st row from the screen of my circle of life. means, the nearer they look, the nearer they will feel how i'm feeling. my life is my parents biggest television. mak mak kita memang ade kuasa nuklear ala saikik yg kuat kat kite. kite tak ckp kite stress, tapi, once they look rite in ur eyes, they will know.

lmf ade tanye aku mase lunch ari tuh. "Maria, stress tak?" hahahah, mase nih aku ckp, "takdela.. mane de stress. challenging ape.. :P " waklu la maria. challenging kunun. tetibe i can feel that ppl around me is very saikik like my momma. uikk!? takkan sume org dah bertukar jadi bonda gue!? akekekekeke. aku dah lame tak rase kuasa mencarut yang sebegini. ishk, lame la. nak berak mase working pun dah takde feel. apetah lagi nak kench. kencing pun berterabur sebab nak kejar deadline. tp aku tau, sume nih akan berakhir tak lame lagi. muahaaha.

untuk overcome stress aku, i did some clean ups in my room. not to say some, i went down with 3 L size garbage bags. pergh, memang got alot of unwanted stuff to buang, tapi sebab delay delay, sayang, tak sampai hati nak buang, bende tuh jadi kulat dalam bilik aku. akekekeek. nih cam citer tv series yg kat astro tuh la, pimp my ride, tapi ini versi gue, namenye jadi Pimp My Room. pastuh bile dah sukses dgn series nih, aku nak come up dengan another series called Pimp My Jamban. Pastuh Pimp My Office, nanti berkembang ngan keluarnye Pimp My Bus, Kedai Runcit, Computer, Restoran Saji kat kelana jaya, Wallet, Ofc Mates Handbags, Handphones, Ofc Clothes, Shoes, Bed, TV, Basikal, Peti Ais, dan macam2 la yang boleh dipimp . uwakeekekekekeke. dah melampau dah tahap mencarut aku nih. so, tgk la picture. who wanna buy my room?

kemas punye kemas, tak sedar bahawa aku ade banyak gambar. so, paste la onto the styrofoam piece kat study table tuh. banyak2 memories yg ade, memory kat kym la yang filled up the space. haih. pix of me n my band when we won 3rd place in Battle Of The Band. the piala aka trophy kecik pun ade. skang nih digicam takes control. memory ofc sume kat desktop pc ofc aku. akekekeke. tp ade la gambor raye. naniu n royi also has booked their place at the table kat moto akira. mike wazowski yg teman aku tiap2 mlm has chosen to be at the table too. asyik kene campak je every nite. muahahahaha. oh well, i'm getting queen size bed real soon. n this table will go off somewer. uwaaaa!

p/s: Makteh aku dah pregnant 2 ke 3 months. i hope she n the baby is okay. risau nye, kalu laa australia tuh cam kat melaka or semban je, senang la aku ulang alik tgk die. haih.

Ma-Wee-Yar *darK minD speakS...*

I'm In Lala Land!

2006-04-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

i had a good fun last wednesday during Ariel & Sharon's KFC budday. check out the pix ian/geri/yew jin/me/brian
yew jin/me/brian
yew jin/me/brian
brian/me
me/ani/rofidah

me n the KFC crowd

me at the gents toilet. but wait, why is my leg...hmmm...

haaa!!?!?!!? me eliphantitis!?!?!?!?!? akekekekeeke... this is Manny the Mammoth from Ice Age 2 punye kaki! Adeh! buruknye perangai budak pakai seket nih :P

this was taken in the Cinema Online's office, place wer i makan kerja, tido kerja, minum cuka. akekekekekeke. haih, mag week, mag week. luckily got no gig this 2 weeks. our ofc futsol pun kene cancel. chis bedeboink betul.

okla geng, thanks for visiting this place.

Maerya *... and her dark mind speaks*

Veron is Sid!

2006-04-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hehehee. yesterday quite cun le. veron n yew jin transformed themselves into Sid n Manny. hehehe. see the pix.

nuthin much to babble, i think. owh, i just got a new specticles. purple maroon-ish colored frames. this cost me like rm165 inclusive of multi-coated, frames, lens n UV protection from monitor. cun le. tapi, terlalu bergaya. akekeke.

owh, last sunday, me n jim went to Eja & Eddie's wedding. whoaa! the occasion was grande, its like a small re-union of my form 5 batch siot. n surprisingly, they all still remember me. but this thing happened la. check the dialogue below:

Friend: Hi Maria. Ingat aku tak?
Me: Errr, ingatttttt! (omg! ape name die ek??!?!?)

Friend: Hi Maria!
Me: Wehh! Hi!!! (Ishk, ape pulak name die nih ek?)

after 1 hr of chatting with this friend, i asked her this
Me: weh sorry, aku erm... lupe la name ko.
Friend: ape la ko nih. name aku pun ko lupe. aku laa org panggil dulu, hazeline snow.
Friend & Me: ahahahahaha
Me: kalu name ko snow, bih tuh nape ade hazeline pulak?
Friend: Woi! name aku ezlin! susah sangat :P

ahahahahaha. n we had a good laugh at eja's wedding. sigh!!!! they will bersanding again at PWTC on 22nd april. shiteee! movie cannibal!

mim alif raw ya alif *dark mind speaks...*

Wakenabeb!

2006-03-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

Message 13
Boleh tak tlg tanye kat ibu duit hantaran brape. tlg aa sy nak budget ni.takpun anggaran pun takpe
12:09am 26-MAR-06

pergh. biar betik. sebelum ape2, baik aku mengucap dulu. astaghfirullahalazim! suddenly all this came from jimmy. akekekekeke, ade jugak org nak kawin ngan aku. woo hooo! so, last nite we had a talk at my place outside kat garage. huhu. there were a few arrangements has been made between him n his mom. yikes! ape nih! tibe2 je ade org nak kat aku. warrrghhh! tak rock ar. akekekekeke. so, this morning i bravely dial my mom's ofc number n read the msg to her. hehehehe. she said "rumah banglo sejibik, kereta mercedes benz 1, jambatan gantung bertatahkan emas dari Subang ke Banting." waklu laaa ibu. ibu gua pun rock gak mcm gua. aduih. aku rase cam nak bunuh diri je skang nih. pastuh aku rase cam jgn laa cepat sangat pukul 6pm. aku takmo balik. malu ar. kenape ye malu? sbb aku dah bitau kat ibu pasal aku n jimmy. mak datok! pelik laa feeling aku ari nih. akekekekek

this is like an epidemic dah. bile dgr org nak kawin, kiter pun terjangkit. adeh. pelik la. nih belum adik aku bace blog aku nih. sah sah kene gelak. uwakekekekekee. okla, tak reti dah ngarut lagi nih.

owh, faisal, i just got a website wer we can download GIE OST! yee haawww!

mim alif raw ya alif *and her dark mind always speaks...*

Gie

2006-03-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

I found one interesting lyric. this is a lyric from a song titled GIE (from GIE OST). hayatilah bersama.
By : Eross Feat Okta
sampaikanlah pada ibuku
aku pulang terlambat waktu
ku akan menaklukkan malam
dengan jalan pikiranku
sampaikanlah pada bapakku
aku mencari jalan atas
semua keresahan-keresahan ini
kegelisahan manusia

retaklah..malam yang dingin

tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki malam
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki
keadilan-Mu

berbagi waktu dengan alam
kau akan tahu
siapa dirimu yang sebenarnya
hakikat manusia
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki malam
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki
keadilan-Mu

akan aku telusuri jalan yg setapak inisemoga kutemukan jawaban..

i wanted to get my hands on the books, ost, movie so bad :( . please faisal, help me!!!

and below is a picture of me n dhani aka faisal owner of www.bilik.blogspot.com and also niesa at the fan. this was at bangi gig not long ago.

maria *dark mind speaks...*

lover's rhapsody

2006-03-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

Mode: :'(
iTune: Emotional Love Song

Before i forgot, earlier i haf posted sumthin, but it didnt come out %$#$#@$% .
rase nye tak terlambat lagi kalu nak wish our lil biggie bro brian burffday! happy burffday bro! hope u like my prestzels... pressies. hehehehe. the whole ofc gave him a nice banana pie aka cake from Suchan Deli in Jln Datok Mahmud 11/4 (pergh, ingat siot address die!). hmm, rasenye dis is the most expensive cake we buy for ofc colleague. rm78.05 tak silap, tapi sedap gile, sampai lmf scrap off the base. akekekekeek. my boss lagi best, he jilat-ed the whole base. perghhh, nice short budday party for my lil bro bry.
Burfday Boy Sudah Tua, hehehe!
haih. things between me n jim dah macam cekodok basi menunggu mase untuk dicampak ke dalam trash bin. we had a lil ( little la konon) querrel (ape betul ke aku eja? hmm, bry pls check :P) on wednesday. memang aku doubt the little querrel goin to be major la. so, yest dah okay, mental aku yg tak okay. bende tuh effect kat aku sampaikan aku wat lawak kasar kat bryan which is i'm not suppose to be too much with the gurauan. sampaikan aku sendiri rase menyesal. ishk ishk, sorry bry for the stupid lawak bodoh :$

so, i guess i'm the most pathethic psycho loser. tak patut lepaskan to my sistahs n brotahs. cukup laa dgn aku nangis tiap2 malam sambil bermain scrabble sampai kol 2 pagi sorang2 (yes, aku main scrabble sorg2 sampai pagi!). nasib baik bantal busuk aku still ade utk comfort aku whole nite. agaknye nih la circle of my life. if not bcos of werk, jimmy, jimmy, werk. haih. i need to buy myself a new life...

mim alif raw ya alif *her dark mind speaks...*

RAMBO Kicks Ass!

2006-03-18T08:55:00.000+08:00

Uwarghhhh! after all the pain that i've gone thru, i finally recovering from the 'illness' of being miss no-perfect, miss pls-give-the-very-muthafuckin-best-of-yours. akekekeke. to all who dunno me, i'm the most pathethic psychologicallly psycho (o.O?) . tapi biarla, aku malas nak amik port pasal bende2 nih remeh nih. sorry geng, teremo sikit minggu nih, emo ini akan datang lagi di minggu2 akan dtg, so jangan risau. kawan korang tetap psycho mcm dulu. hek hek hek.

last thursday i met Rambo at bangi. it was a last min planning from jimmy. like i said, this week have been a critical mag week. jim called me like 430 5pm on that thurs n said "nak pi bangi tgk rambo!?" n i'm like "omg! nak nak nak!" masa tuh aku tak pikir pun pasal mag dah siap ke ape ke. akekekekekek, sorry sebab terpakse menjadi kejam untuk memuaskan hati sendiri. dah lame tak puaskan hati sendiri weh! so, mom picked me up from ofc around 815pm, went for dinner, 930 jim picked me up from a dinner place then we hit the road to bangi. the journey took up 1/2 hr (altho my mom said its gonna take 45 to 1 hr drive to get there) n we arrived at Metalizer Studio. was havin my very 1st day of period cramps n it felt bullshitty but i dun give a damn. we got in, the band performing dat time was The Act We Act (Japanese bands), sigh we miss the 1st band.

Bull(L) & Andy in their custom-made boxer shorts

then i saw Rambos. hehehe. .::happy happy joy joy::. Andy & Dave was taking a sweet nap opposite the main door, Tony read books about Asia at 1 corner n Bull was hanging around. Bull saw me we had a lil chat bout life. he is still working as a cook back in Philadelphia. Mike is not in the Asia Tour list as he was busy with work :( . saw them performed around 1230 - 1am. the studio was jammed pack with kids moshing, n seriously i tell u how happy i was to be there, n not trapped in the HELL (people's park). after the gig, we hanged around downstairs n i intro myself to the new drummer dave (*drool!* nice ass covered in hot pants with RAMBO written on it *drool!*). Andy saw me n he gave me the surprised look on his face, had a lil chat with him as well. Jim n him are planning about sumthin.

hmm, i was thinking if i wanna quit cinema online, n unemployed, i guess i can fully run Lompat Records. hmm, orders are still coming in n surprisingly ppl still looking for plea for peace vcd. Isolamento n Mr Murrungio are planning to haf an Asian Tour sumwer around summer this yr. sigh! alot to plan, so lil munny to use. this is wat i'm gonna plan, if i'm getting more n more very psycho feedbacks from big head in my ofc, i'm gonna send my resignation letter. no turning back.

Ma-wee-yar *her dark mind speaks...*

mati?

2006-03-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

hmm

apa akan terjadi kalu bende di atas tuh berlaku???

1. tak payah datang keje
2. tak payah kene torture
3. tak payah buat amendments berjuta kali
4. tak payah dengar complaint
5. tak payah nak menitiskan air mata sebab tekanan yang melampaui batas
6. tak payah ada feeling sakit hati yang teramat
7. tak payah nak puaskan hati sesiapa
8. tak payah tunggu review yang tertangguh
9. tak payah mintak increment
10. TAK PAYAH TENGOK MUKA YANG TORTURE LIFE AKU!!!!!!!!!

Maerya *Tortured mentally...pyshically...deep in her mind*

Thank You MISC!

2006-03-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

After delaying for some time, finally my paycheque is in yesterday! trimas MISC, trimas Kak Hani! woohooo! can jolly the molly!

so, the other day me went to Sofia Jane's interview. omg! she looks soooo elegant as a young mom. she also brought along her daughter, Soraya. the whole interview went blurrkhhzeerrkkk man. why? becos Soraya kept kacauing the mother. hehehe. but it was fun la. overall, Sofia Jane is a babe. then, me n the gang had early dinner at Coffee Bean. Sue wasnt feeling so good that day (diarrhea attacked her!), she makan salad only. Sharon had Scwned (scone, spelt with the pwned style, ngehngeh!)

oh, i remembered that after the MISC project, i haf to teach Hani on how to use photoshop & pagemaker, and also illustrator. haih, there goes my munny. after this, miskin balik :/

RAMBO is coming to town! sigh! they only play at JB. sigh! was looking forward to meet them, especially Mike Bukowski (Not Mike Wazowski yeh? :P). cute young matsaleh. sigh! oh, rambo is from the states, i think Lompat Recs with collabor of Propamedia (correct me if i'm wrong) released their tracks in a very cool hardboard cover. sold out siot. if u owned one, means ur one of the coolest ppl. hehehe.

Papakerma is bringing Jap bands this saturday at Artport. the gig is titled "Bercand Di Tepian Tasik". so, sesape yang nak order more Lompat Recs release, do come over or maybe u can send us msg in Lompat Records Myspace to bring more releases.

till then,
enjoy the pix!

Cinnamon, Soraya & Sofia Jane

Sofia Jane & Maerya

Sue Ching & Maerya

Ma-Wee-Yar *Dark mind speaks...*

Garasi Bagus Bangettt!

2006-03-04T07:56:00.000+08:00

whoaaa! a week full with laughter, joyful, emos, hatred and celebs!!!! omg! this cant be real. im gonna write in indonesian, ngehngehngeh. tengok gua nye skill bagus ke nggak bagus.

buat pengetahuan kalian, gue sama teman sekantor (Yew Jin) telah berjaya mengadakan one-on-three interbiu sama band & filem indonesia Garasi. Garasi yang terdiri daripada Fedi(24), Ayu(21) & Aries(23) masing2 telah melalui sessi ujibakat untuk memilih siapa yang boleh bermain musik dan berlakon dalam masa yang sama. Ayu adalah salah seorang finalis didalam top 60 dari rancangan Indonesian Idol. Fedi yang profession nya adalah model telah dipilih (drool banget gue kapan melihat cowok ini!) untuk menjadi keyboardist cum lead guitar, aries pula drummer band ini.

Garasi yang bermaksud Garage emangnya secocok dengan stail mereka bertiga.

.:: perghh, sulit bener untuk bicara dalam indonesia yak?! akekekeke ::.

okla, me n yew jin arrived at Sri Pentas around 11am (there was a massive jam on the flyover bridge after LRT KJ station. then, we went in n met Zurina (i think she's the PA for GBSB). then we saw theres a lady doin the 1-on-3 interview with cast n the director. so we waited for our turn to interview them n enjoy some refreshment provided by tv3 ppl. when i look at my watch, its already 1140am n we are like "Hey lady! our turn is at 1130am ya know!?!?!?".

then zurina told us she dun think we can make it to interview them, so she suggested dat we do the interview at planet hollywood instead. at sri pentas, i sempat took alot of pix of them, n yew jin also sempat interview them sikit. thanks to that Kakak photographer from the star cos ajak me to snap pix of them at the lobby. hehehe.

this guys are crazy ppl man. i had a good laugh taking their pix. especially Fedi (drool banget gue!) . i took alot of his zoom in pix. they look soooo happy together. oh, this band doesnt have bassist (gue dengan seneng nya meng-offer gue sendirik jadi lho punya bandmate, hehehe).

saw them perform at planet hollywood. perrghhh! energetic, awesome tune! but when u listen carefully, they sounds like evanescence n cranberries. hhmmm, but it was all good la. i won myself a t-shirt (XXL), notebook and a badge when the host were having a quiz session while we enjoyed our lite n represhment.

so, check out the pix.Garasi dalam bentuk gila(Left 2 Right) - Aries, Ayu, Fedi & MaeryaGarasi & Director

Garasi Live @ Planet Hollywood

Garasi Exclusive Glam Shot for Cinema Online

ma-wee-yar *darK minD speakS...*

Bad Week!

2006-03-02T10:38:00.000+08:00

Mode: Ups & Downs!
Blast Off: Live On - Dewa 19 (Laskar Cinta Album)

This week has been a lil stress. the starting of the week not so bad actually. on monday i start with layout (mag week dis n next week), then me n brian gone .::happy happy joy joy::. on tuesday cos of meeting/hanging out/chatting with hannah tan, until yesterday, it was bluekhhhh sejak pagi. i feel good again this morning. hhmmm. is there anymore sign? besides the birds chirping at my garage on monday? oh well.

ok, hannah tan is a great friend i can say. we walked into coffee bean @ around 11am on that tuesday. we waited n she came around 1120am. i can say this is the best interview besides adibah noor n daniel lee the msian idol dude. we hung out in coffee bean for like 115mins(according to brian's timer, ehehe) got pix taken with her, autograph signed by her, weeeee! she's an awesome chick. gile best. kalu tak tengok beruang afrika mengawan kat animal planet pun tak rugi ape2. akekekeke. we really had a good time, especially brian la. hehehe, he smiled from bangsar to ofc. owh, here's a few pix of us with bubbly hannah.
owh, yest got final destination 3 screening. Boy joined the contest n got himself n rashid (man suppose to be there, but sumthin came in last min he cuden make it) a ticket each. i give 3.5*, sebab the efx tak nampak like CG. it came out sooooo real. stuff like head chopped off by fan blades, all the isi inside otak semua nampak reall laaaa gilerodix. then later after the movie, we had late supper at Murni. pergh this place was jam packed with ppl. me n jim ordered carbonara n ribena special. both of us shared the food. rashid was really a funny guy. including cash (we picked him up after the movie). these 3 musketeers memang buat me n jim gelak muntah darah kambing. khuahuahuhauhahua. they never stop making stupid jokes, sum of it involves the Murni staff. adeh.

i guess thats about it la. thanks to faisal for the reference on GIE. i'm looking forward to the movie actually. siapa ade dvd/vcd/ infos on indon movies, lemme know ya!?

p/s: never try to jump into a puddle of mudd when u feel like u wanted to, because the stain will stuck forever...

maerya *Dark Mind Speaks...*
"Kamu Seperti Hantu, Terus Menghantuiku..."

Useless Piece `O Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

Aku memang admit aku nih lemah dalam friendship. nak marah, sakitkan aku go ahead. to all who dunno my attitude, once if i apologise on the mistakes dat i didnt do, i will be guilty for the rest of my life.....

maerya *her dark mind always speaks..*

Strandeddddd!

2006-02-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

Awwhhhh. i am now still at the ofc waiting for jimmy, alone! since i'm still in A Disaster After Valentine ii mood, i'm gonna review the whole(almost la) gig here. ok, actually we missed out a couple of bands cos of the weather (ujan gilerodix lebat mase the time we arrived). n then there's this band called Melastik Bintang. quite cun as far as i can remember.

The Mindless Show
then, if not mistaken later after dat we disajikan with The Mindless Show. OMG! this is like my kind of music. they played quite gilerodix which is i really loved it! then, they end it with a melodix kinda tune. this time the drummer sang along with the bassist while the lead is blasting the sound (drummer stop playing katenye, exhausted dah! hehehe).

QoQ (Quest Of Quasar)
suppose QoQ main before Mindless Show. tp sebab QoQ still not nuff bandmates, they had to play after Mindless Show. according to frens, they said this band (Mindless Show) was actually named Disgruntled. they tot if changing the name to another, they mite be a lil famous (nih statement bukan aku yg buat eh! bassist die yg ckp mase intro,heheh).

after Kidd has arrived, then only they perform. as we all know, drew was trying to finish his werk while the kids perform. mase nih, i was soooo impressed with how Kidd control the crowd. he was trying the very best to perform. but since the crowd is not into this kinda tune, everyone just stay put.
Can You Find Me In The Crowd Picture?
oh,jim's here already. i guess thats about it la. goin off soon, this is like 2 post in one day. what the heck man? so rajin to vlog!? akekekek. see ya ppls around! n keep on jumping!

*Pix Courtesy Of Ahmad Dhani (Papakerma)

maghia *Dark Mind Speaks...*

IE No Good!

2006-02-21T09:07:00.000+08:00

Aduihh. aku tak tau la ape kene ngan firefox n IE. i did some changes, updating this blog at home via firefox. it went well n the page turned out nicely. but then again, when i checked at my ofc(via IE), the blog turned out to be bluueekhhhh! ape hal nih????? its like, the 1st para of the latest post gone, invisible. when u scroll it down, the 1st para ade pulak. haih. anyone with blogspots blogs, please help. nanti gua bagi choclairs yang digubah menjadi sebouquet bunga utk sesape yang tolong gua (melampauuu!!!!!akekekeke)

ohh, for those of you who dunno, there will be a Mattel Warehouse Sale this weekend at Dumex Building sumwer in PJ industrial area. i saw the banner at the traffic light junction after Sek Sri Petaling in PJ. i'm sure they tolak all the old stocks with gilerodix cheap price. me n jim were soooo excited about it cos last 2 months warehouse he didnt get to go. so, told him early in the morning, n this saturday we gonna prepare our munny nuff nuff for the warehouse. yeehaaweee! i hope they have good stuff. ngeh ngeh ngeh

i'm taking off this friday. my dad is having function at Nikko Hotel whole day. mom is also taking leave on that day. me, jimmy, boy n few others tot of having a movie that nite. fun with dick n jane. oh, according to boy, they planned to go down to jb this weekend. they (quest of quasar) perform kat sane. so, me n jim wanted to tag along as some of their groupies (blekh). akekekekeke. i already asked my mom if i can go or not (dah besar pun ade curfew lagi,hehehe). so, my mom gave greenlight. tgh2 best nak bagitau jim, then, jim said tak jadik. uwaaa.... so probably will go spore end April nanti. all this still unconfirmed.

the yr 2006 aku nak buat tahun mengembara. sbb thn anjing nih la thn aku lahir. kalu nak diikotkan, duit mmg takde, tp nak release tension n pressure dr keje punye pasal, aku kene jayakan jugak. summore, aku dah makin tua. kene kumpul duit for future. oh, n also to rescue mrs. emma gua aka Makteh gua from Brisbane (already gotten her PR in OZ, she will be coming back to Msia to cuti2 msia). rescue mission nih pun kene jayakan jugak prolly end dec this yr. perrghhh, byknye plan.

okla, aku dah puas mencarut for this morning.

maghia *darK minD speakS*

Papakerma is ze best!

2006-02-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

whoaaaa! after feelin a lil bored at werk this morning, i filled my evening with a gig/party programme organized by Papakerma at arts gallery in shah alam. oh, before went off to shah alam, as usual me n jim went to Boy`s place to get the boys. hehehe. over there, i saw this guy doing the semburing (graffiti) on this plywood board, another guy doing dreads on Boy. n i was like thinking, his werk seems familiar. we didnt get a proper intro at Boy`s. so takpela kan.

poster cuntet

when we sampai at the gallery, i saw the big crowd. the place was packed with ppl. when we arrived, i think we missed a few bands. so, Andrew(the sembur dude) actually brought his plywood board for him to continue the semburan (the 1st part of the art already done at Boy`s) while Quest For Quasar perform (how stupid i didnt bring my old school digicam :@). it was cool, hilarious, nice, perfect kind of environment. i kept telling jim dat i feel like i knew this guy from sumwer. in the end, jim asked him, n then only i haf the guts. rupe2nye, he is the one who sembured at Cineleisure Orchard, Spore. i saw his werk when i was there for 1 nite 2 days (Cineleisure Media Tour). summore Ariel showed me his blog before n he is Ariel`s friends boyfriend (if not mistaken).excited dat i introduced myself to him, n not to forget Man (nice ehem, butt bro! :P).

so Andrew, all the best bro! keep in touch! lurrvve ur artwerk man!

oh, do check out his werk here at http://aeroghost.blogspot.com some stuff that i sempat grab at the gig, not to
forget Andrew`s namecard. hehehe

Thanks Papakerma & Food Not Bombs KL cos making this happen. ur party program cuntet to the max. oh n faisal, sorry i didnt bring my fren along :P

maweeyar *her dark mind speaks*

My Crime Partner @ College Is Back..!

2006-02-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

this week has been a lil bz. pastuh today i felt a lil relief la cos mag almost tutup. just tinggal 2 3 articles yg has been laid out using unproofed article. tmowo is a werking saturday for the design dept. haih, how i wish there's no werking saturday :/

haaaa.... ever since tuesday i've been trying to call roslan but cuden get thru. maybe theres a prob with his phone. so, i was like thinking. if i wanna call him, what will i be asking him. will i "aaaarrr" on the phone, m i going to ask him hows things going on, n the most important thing is, when to meet up? yikes! c1 . i dun think i haf the guts to meet him now. i dunno. ok. thats the whole part la. n then, at 450pm just now while staring at my monitor in the ofc, i bravely dial his no. i was like "omg omg omg! pls dunt answer!" n he answered. we talked about 15 to 30 mins. just like i tot. surely i "aaarrr" during the conversation. akekekeke. was glad the phone went thru. hehehe.

i miss him so bad. ever since i left the college, i tot i would never meet/contact him again. thanks to myspace. ahahahahah. haih, feel so lonely now. its like i dunt really haf alot of frens when i was in high school (well, most of them lost contact after spm habis 1 yr). i really appreciate coll. mates. they are like my brothers n sisters. i miss azma. before he went of for Hungary, we went to pizza to break fast (dat time was in ramadhan month). we talk alot of things. we miss alot of things from college times. now i'm expecting my very good sistahs nanie n royi to come from melaka. the plan was like more than 1 yr delayed. i hope 2006 will bring them to mua. heheheh

oh, roslan asked me bout bands. i knew he gonna ask me that. i just said that a few of my frens approach me to be their bassist, 2nd guitar. n bz with classes. this sentence attracts him, i think. hehehe. i know dat one day he will become a musician. suits him la. he got the style. summore the face can make me dvool. akekekekeke. haih. enuff of roslan la. what if he reads my blog. hhmm, one thing in my mind now is i cant wait to see him. yeee haaawww!

today is a chocs giving day. i brought home cadbury stuff. its like xmas in february. ahehehehe.

one of jimmy's contact from Italy asked if they could come down to Msia to play in a gig. jimmy is soooo excited bout the news. most prolly theyll be coming this summer or sept. i think jimmy needs to prepare loads of shits. since hes gonna be a lil bz, i guess i'll haf to find a way to make myself bz too. if not, surely bosan.

okla, nuthin much to crap. till we meet again

maweeyar *Dark Mind Speaks...*

Sabtu yang Amat Bagus!

2006-02-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

Yehaawwww!

Relief giler today. i never felt like this way before. yesterday, when i chaulo-ed from the ofc (im wearing all white btw), i gave my office a biggg screammm (it was "woo-hoo)! that time, brian was behind me, lhao (laugh his ass off) at me. after the pressured i've been taking the whole week, ini lah hari sabtu yang cukup menggembirakan aku walaupun aku pi kelas n was terrible playing my 2nd piece Bouree (memang teruk gile). it has been more than 2 weeks i didnt go for my class, n suddenly the nerves kept conquering my mind tadi. gire rah! but then, i was behaving very psychotix to my teacher. ngeh ngeh ngeh. i bet he knew dat i had a rough week.

omg! laksa is goin to be my dinner, again. n im blogging while looking at the laksa on the gas stove (my mom is doing her maghrib prayers upstairs). enuff of laksa stories. im sure nanti when geri balik, she vill dvool! akekekekekek.

ah-ha! my deary lil sis veron just started a blog. akekekekek. most of the post all short short. like her la. khuahauahua. the best part about her blog is, she exxegerated (betul ke spelling?) about her molesting my crime partner lmf. khuahuahauhauha. so funny. oh, geri is still in vietnam. next next week she'll be coming back to ofc.

oh, we gonna send lin to airport next week. haih, im terribly gonna miss lin. pas nih, takde calon terbaik untuk aku n veron nak kacau. hehehehe.

aku tau post before was wayyyyy to psycho. tp, dat friday morning i was very very psychologically pissed, geram, bengang, hatred. summore, i'm not the person yang suke dendam lame2. tried to calm myself down but failed. so, i haf to let it go sumwer. luckily ade brian, veron. n not to forget the troops. haih. how can i think of quitting when i haf the whole family kat situ. yang tak pressure aku. kalu pressure pun, die come n go. pressure from coll. tak sesakit pressure from boss. arrghhhhhh!!! terase goosebumps whole body bile sebut perkataan tuh.

so everyone, i'm gonna stop here. till then, selamat hari sabtu!

maerya *psycho-freak's dark mind ever speaks again...*

To Hell With Fascist!

2006-02-10T08:56:00.000+08:00

Mode : Depressed, Demotivated

Aku rasa sungguh tak bergune smalam. okla, this time punye post, aku akan campur adukkan english n malay. pade yg tak paham melayu aku,aku pedulik ape. nih blog aku, aku nye suke arrrr aku nak buat ape! akekekekekekek.

Smalam, when i was waiting for jimmy to fetch me at the ofc. running thru all emails, deleting unwanted emails, while the big guy is still around in the ofc. aku boleh recall memang aku takde ape2 pending email yg perlu aku untuk menjawab. so, nak dekat kol 7pm dah. then , that big guy suddenly came to me n ask if i haf anything to give to him. ruupenye die ckp, yg kononnye aku utang die sumthin, its like i didnt answer to his email by 4pm. aku dig punye dig, takde lak. rupenye nak suh aku detect mistakes kat issue baru yg kami terime. ape hall!!!!! kenape aku sorg yg kene buat bende nih!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!???!!? just because i haf to wait for jimmy to come, doesnt mean dat i am the sooo frakkin happy staying late at the ofc just to get my frakkin work done (walaupun time tuh mmg takde ape pun nak buat)

arrghhhh! aku tanak buat bende yg aku tak patut buat!!! kenape aku!?!?!?!? kenape every month pun akuuu!!?!?!!?!!??!?!?!! heyy! tau tak, disebabkan tekanan yg bertubi2 nih laaa yang membuatkan aku jadi gileeeee!!!!!?!?!?! ko tau tak aku ade penyakit gilee!?!?!!??! arrgghhhh!!!! bodoh ke ape?!?! aku tau aku kurang pandaii, tapi tindakan memfire bertubi2 nih laaaa yg unacceptable, paham tak!?!?! UNACCEPTABLE!!!!!!! macam maneee baikkkk punnn ko nak buatt ngan akuu, aku dah takleyy terimeeee, to helll u fascistt!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! fascist!!!!!!!!

maria *darker mind always speaks*

PD best!

2006-02-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

Urgh! after the CNY hols, finally i got my bump to werk again. today my boss is having a cny gath at his hse in palm spring. i asked brian n vk wether they are goin or not. seems like both of them are not interested to go. summore today very hot. haih.

oh, i did spend my cny hols at PD. it was fun plus hot. its like damn damn hot. n we also berendam at the pool n the beach. the hotel apartment was very cosy, feels like home. its a 1 room apartment. we did take pix tapi most of it gelap la.

yay! i finally powered by hotlink now. no more celcom. no more gaduh with jimmy about whose line is powderful. no more extra cost of calling jimmy n my fellow frens who is using 012. hehe. the main thing i wanna 'cekau' now is a new set of mobile phone (preferably cam phones). to those of u who has been keeping my no/ namecard, pls buzz me here to get my new state-of-the-art hotlink no. XD

dis morning after bfast, me n mom went to giant to get groceries. theres a 2nd hand car shop beside giant. we take a quick look. mangaii! the cars there quite cheap la, i mean affordable. Kembara EZ 1.3 monthly instal. rm355, 0% downpayment, loan 26,500, price = 24,000. Wow! gile murah. tp semput gak to baya every month. my kancil less than 300 per month oso susah nak baya :P . we'll see how. urgh kenapa la gua tak dpt increment nih!! lop

buli balik! i'll give 3.5 stars. altho i know theres a few ppl out there yg not a kipas susah mati ala beruang papua new guinea say dat its not a good movie n bla bla, i believe in afdlin's werk, n the tix stubs proofed it all! twin seat lagi. ehehe. owhh, talkin bout movie experience, this what happened when me n jim was watching buli balik. ---

there's this couple beside us werent laughing when the part that they suppose to LTAO(laugh their asses off). anyone of u who haf watched buli balik, the part when afdlin throw the kid's bicycle n swear to the kid while holding them up high (part ni mmg best gile, jimmy tahan beri dengan jayanya) they were very quiet. they were actually kissing, smooching dengan penuh passionate bagaikan biawak siam jantan tengah berhibernasi dan menggoda biawak betina dengan kuasa dewa dewi turun dari langit. akekekeke, means they smooched with voices la. siap ade bunyik2 sumbang. khuahuahauhau, ape la. if u wanna do wayang, i suggest to go into tamil movies. cos the indians wont suspect anything u wanna do. i think. ehehee

so, powder to the people!

maerya *...and her dark mind speaks again...*

::siapa kalah kena karan::

PD, Here I Come!

2006-01-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

HoorEhhh! tomoro me n familia are goin up to PD(port dickson la babe)! cant wait for this vacation as i really in need a long holiday (bape kali tah nak holiday budak nih!). thanks CNY! well, oh... today me n jim got ourselves a hair cut (thanks jim for the haircut!).
.:: happy happy joy joy ::.

the results, walaaahhh! check out the pix. this was taken at my house garage. i dunno why i was so eager to take a pix of my own with my state-of-the-art so called rebonding aka blow straight hair. since the ahmoy said "oh, lu mau rebonding ka? ini hari tade sempat la. ", selamat duit gue. hehehehe. jim got his hair cut at the mamak in ss14. he wasnt satisfied with the cuttings. hehe.
later after that, we went to ikano power centre. got myself a new set of lingerie and a set of 5 ball pens, around 5pm, we went home. darn! i need to get my car fixed. the temperature asyik naik je. haih. the last time i service my car, the guy said dat i need to 'cuci' my radiator. the cuci may cost around rm100 to rm200! erkh! nanti la bile ade duit.

finally, jim's mom will balik from the Tanah Suci. yay! jim must haf missed her so much. yerla, after all the news dat we heard (hotel collapsed at madinah, the human stampede, etc), sape yg tak risau. summore the mom is sick. kene buat chemo every 2 weeks. sure banyak shopping.

haaaa! the other i receive n email from my boss, saying dat CO QC is goin down these day. then he call us for a meeting. i tot tis must be so bad la. takot. nervous. when we went into his room, he flipped the jan issue, n talk bout all the pages in it. then, overall, he gaves us a compliment la konon, saying dat the jan was ok, kurang boo boos, mistakes, n more attractive n easy to read (sum of the compliments gua tambah,hehehe) .:: happy happy joy joy ::.

so, dats all for this whole week. now kurang blogging, sbb dunno what to write :p will continue more later later. daaaa!

p/s: recommend to all indonesian artist fan to listen to RATU. One of the girl is Ahmad Dhani's wife!Drool Ppl!

Maerya *her dark mind speaks*

Seoul Bulgogi Rocks!

2006-01-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

Hoorah! after all donts n cancels, me n jimmy joined the team to Seoul Bulgogi. this place memang power gile. its a bbq steamboat buffet restaurant. at 1st, i tot of not goin to that steamboat, sbb a) duit takde, end of the month maaa b) nak save munny for exams stuff c)nak repair keta, kene save duit. later after dat, i promise myself dat dis is goin to be my last EX makan2. here's the moment caught on camewa! yehaww!

Ma-Wee-Yar *...and her dark mind speaks again*

Deadlines, Ghost in Highway & Reliv!

2006-01-23T09:07:00.001+08:00

Huarghhhh. It's been like 2 weeks ++ i din blogging. okay, alot of things happened few days back. interesting topix ya? akekekeke. first of all, our mag deadlines just ended. most prolly the mag will be out by 8 or 10 january. dun ever blame the layout dept cos of the late hit to stores. if tak ada carpet installation on 16(monday), we surely can send the mags early. woo hoo! then during the mag rush i had to ran down to penang for hotlink geisha screening. at 1st i wanted to tolak, but since i'm in need of cash really bad, kene la berkorban. i stayed back, came to ofc (as early as 6.58am), so theres alot of effort i putted in finishing the mags. akekekekeke

when i was in penang on thursday 19th, i dun feel good bout it. bout goin to penang la. cos mag not yet finish, then what i know the next morning i surely kene kaw kaw from the bosses. tapi takpela, at least i did show konon2 the so called 'responsibilities' to the company. kalu show pun takde org nampak no point :/

okay, mase on the way back to kl, i drove from penang to tapah. when i was driving, dat time was around 11++pm, memang gile sleepy la, but haf to tahan really bad. so got one time both me n brian were very quiet, then i saw sumthin behind the arena thru the side mirror. tried to look again, nuthin. summore there was no car 2 km behind us. i tot nuthin la. continue drive. when i look in front, i saw sumthin behind us again thru the ekor of my eyes. i was really freaked out mase tuh, dunno what to do, its like the malay kind of ghost called 'pelesit' trying to chase us from behind. i know dat time i was feeling very sleepy. so, i folded in the side mirror, trying not to see things again for 5 10 sec. but memang dat time i totally freak out. then, i told brian dat there was sumthin bothering me. i dunt think he know wat was really happening to me. susah kalu u haf the gift of seeing shits dat u dunt like to see. haih, so dats it lor.

oh, last saturday rose msged jim, askin if we can meet her up at amcorp mall. so, since i need a break from the mag rush, so i said why not. jim did mention bout sum bussiness start up by rose. when she came, she brought us to this direct selling company. erkh! trapped! after listening to the speaker for like 1/2 hr, we told rose that we haf to get back home cos i haf class 1/2 hr later. when we walked out from the place, we laughed gile2 cos dis is like the 2nd time kene approach from direct selling multi level thingy after omega trend. oh,the company's name is reliv. memang i felt a lil relief after mag rush, but that doesnt mean i haf to take a product name "reliv" kan? akekekeke. sorry rose, due to financial prob, we let go Reliv. urgh reliefnyee!

Maghia *her dark mind speaks*

Grade 5 Really Is ScarY!

2006-01-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

Today is sunday. as usual, 1030am i haf class. went to class dis morning and i got my 2nd piece. the song is very nice. soothing. not like the 1st piece, sebab the 1st piece haf to use alot of fingerings. unlike dis wan, its lesser n easier to play. i cant wait for my exam. addam is playing really good now. perhaps he can be qualified to go in to berklee. haih. berklee is a never ending dream for me. i've always wanted to study abroad. duwan to simply study things dat i dunt like. i wanna do sumthin dat is enjoying to do. arts n graphics is a joy but music is much more joyful.
arts n graphics haf deadlines, musics n guitars dunt haf deadlines (i think). they haf la, but everytime u play guitar, no pressure n stress. why? hmm...

oh, yest Yong Mona n family came over. my mom made laksa yest (not again!?). so, everyone had that hot-and-spicy laksa. talked bout lot of things. then apart from the conversation, i heard yong mona is sending Hakim to a golf lesson. golf class??!?!? omg! Hakim is only 4 yrs old n he is attending a golf class every week. pergh, Yong Mona is a really an aggresive parents. of course parents want their kids to haf the best huh!? if i were to haf a kids, i'll give them a guitar or piano lesson so that they can be like me. akekekekek. i've always wanted a Maerya Jr. nanti la, mimpi jadi kenyataan.

last friday, i gave my family n jim a movie treat. we chose Cheaper By The Dozen 2 (CBTD2). the movie was okay. but the experience was bluekkhh! okay, we use to see the ads before the movie starts rite? if u guys can remember not long ago theres this Nokia phone ads showing all the donts in the cinema, n theres also the chair-grilling part, every time when i see the ads, i lol inside. so, the thing happened to us when we watch CBTD2. theres dis guy who was sitting behind jimmy was enjoying his movie n at the same time grilling jimmy's chair. he also grilled the whole row until i can feel the constant vibrates from him. urgh! after like 20 to 30 mins of the movie, i cant stand it n look back to him n said "will u please stop shaking the chair???" but he didnt noticed me. okay, so i tot dis guy so malu to look at me when i'm talking to him. after that he continue with his grilling n then jimmy loook at him n shouted "will u please stop kicking the chair!?!?!?!" omg! dat was loud. n so, we did enjoy the movie. hehehe.

so there goes the whole week punye stories. nuthin much, nuthin interesting, dis 2 weeks is our mag rush week. the ofc kinda bz with the packings, scrapings n stuff sebab the carpet guy gonna come n install the carpet next monday. haih. i guess dat'll be a 3 days mag delay. luckily we laid out all the proofed article, almost all article. we'll see how 2moro lor.

so, here's another artistic pix of me n addam's strat guitar.

ma-wee-yar *...and her dark mind speaks*

My past has just begun

2006-01-14T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hoho! today is the bestest gilerest day ever cos my long lost crime partner in college contacted me via myspace.

today is a werking sabtuday. so, early in the morning got sounded with jimmy cos wake him up a lil late. i woke up late too. after bfast then okay already. so, he sent me to werk. on the pc, masuk myspace as usual n saw this guy askin to add him in to my friend list. i was like "what on earth!?!?!?" it was roslan!!! omg! it has been like more than 3 yrs after college life we lost contact.

after all the hows life, wat u doin, missing u n stuff, i continued my werk n never stop checking myspace to see if there's any msgs come from him. so here i am waiting for more kym-rians to buzz me off. haih, miss college life. i miss my good ol frens nanie n royi. i really need to go back to malacca n meet them up. its kinda sucks to haf the when-can-i-see-them feeling. so far i just met azma b4 he went off for Hungary. recently i terbumped into boy at the petrol station in subang, the other day not long ago i met fifie by accident in mid valley. omg!!!! kym-rians, we seriously need a re-union!

so lan, if u happen to open my blog, remember this busuk picture of ours? akekekekeke. mase zaman mude2 dulu at college. this time was the battle of the band comp n we won 3rd place. its an un-sangka-rable tots cos we just play mase comp tuh. jam pun brape kali je. akekekeke. miss ya in-betweeners alot man!
maghia *the dark mind speaks*

The Forgotten

2006-01-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hula! muahahahahaa. last nite i couldnt sleep. golek here n there. around 1am only can sleep. haih. yesterday was a great day. hari raya haji. mom cooked rendang. me cooked pasta (again!?). at least dis time not so bad okay. i didn't use the prego ke dolmio sause. i invented my own pasta sauce. khuahuahuahuahuah. geli dengar. okay. the story goes like dis ...

mom : eh, we still have meat.
me : hmm, ya. so?
mom : don't you wanna make pasta?
me : hoh? tot u hated it when i cook pasta everytime raya!?
mom : but we still have meat. urm, up to u if u wanna use the meat for yr pasta.

1/2 hr later

mom : u can cook pasta w/o the prego sause u know. just use the cherry tomato. blend it and pour it into the pot together with the meat.
me : err, okay. as u wish...

so, went inside the kitchen. chopped unions, blend cherry tomatoes, masak the spaghetti together with potato. then, walaaaa! my own creation of Prego! muahahaha, too bad i didnt capture it on camera. i think this is the only pasta dat i make with the most ingredients. sampai rase salty pun ade. akekekeke. there's capsicum, potatoes, carrots n of course chilli. ehehehe

eh, as promised, here's the pix of the Mag Dinner @ TGI Fridays. took me awhile jugakla to compile the pix :p . mag dah start dis week. the dinner was okay. everyone was happy. oh, we met joanne (Faces contributor,err, i guess now she's ex-Faces.ahehe) after the dinner. she was at bangkok. i mean, good evening in bangkok. gawd! what a name. in the end, ppl just say bangkok, "eh, come lets go eat at bangkok?" akekekekeke. the whole gang was happy. they ordered alot of fewd. i ordered ribs. sigh! luckily habis. there goes my diet.

oh, we gonna haf lin's farewell n lmf's budday at seoul bulgogi next week. when i read the email they sent, was thinking wether i shud or shuden go :S . this month seriously giler on tight budget. my bluebaby's roadtax gonna expire next month on addam's budday. need to buy exam books. uwaaaa! addam's budday on 6 feb. gosh! addam went to az samad's workshop on sunday. man i tell the son of a samad said is really good. he is now studying in US, at Berklee College of music. the only college yang i really really wanna go. if only i can afford to go there, man i would be playing for malaysian philharmonic orchestra in malaysia now. or maybe werkin at opera house in sydney. Ya Allah, please make my dream come true! huhu. arwah mak dulu always say, if u berangan, make sure its not an angan2 kosong. hehehe. thanks mak!

maghia *...and her dark mind speaks again*

What A Success!

2006-01-09T14:57:00.001+08:00

I dunno whats with everyone and laksa this 2 3 days. the other day was suppose to get laksa for geri's potluck. but then, makcik laksa didnt open the stall on dat saturday. so, ended up making potato salad for them. this morning i made a trip to the market (pj oldtown market) , then mom's getting stuff to do laksa!? akekekeke. cos dat saturday i went to the market n we bought extra mee laksa in addition to the laksa dat i was planning to buy from the makcik.

so, when we got into the market, mom said "jom try buat laksa" . and i'm feeling .::happy happy joy joy::. cos this is the 1st time my mom is making laksa. of course we are so jahil to make laksa cos we never done it b4. but then mom kept saying "alaaa, senang je, campak2 je awaih2 die" akekekeke. awaih2 means the ingredients we put in the gravy(bunga kantan, daun kesom, unions, asam keping). its the term dat perakian use i guess. i helped with the fishes. boil it, blend it, n throw it into the pot. n the results, check out the pix. sejibik like the makcik laksa at my
housing area here.

everyone was happy. i was happy too. now i can teach geri how to cook laksa. all she needs is a blender. hhmm, maybe for her budday i shud get her a small blender/chopper. hehehe. couldnt wait for jimmy to return home from werk. oh btw, i didnt go to work today. on leave. mom is gonna cook rendang for tmoro's raya haji. so, i haf to 'help' her cook rendang. yest suppose to haf a small gathering. my uncle kene admitted at ward cos of dengue, auntie's car masuk air cos of heavy rain last saturday(batu 3 area flooded gile!). mom call it off.

mom told me to learn how to cook rendang. she said "u haf to learn how to cook rendang, next time easy, takkan everytime raya u wanna make pasta?!?!" :S dats the hardest thing i've ever kena from her man. akekekekeke. i felt like myself tied into the meriam buluh n shoot it out to the sky. weeeeee! ok la. rendang punya pasal, anakanda sanggup belajar ibundaku yang tersayang!

ma-wee-yar *heR darK minD speakS*

Bye Bye Garfield!

2006-01-07T13:43:00.000+08:00

Today : Sad

This morning me n family went bfast at "Restoran Man Selera". then after dat me n mom wanted to get stuff to masak for today. why am i feeling sad? me n addam just buried our pet fish Garfield. she has been with us for like more than 2 yrs now. haih, maybe aging is the factor kot. dah tua. i helped my bro digged out the soil. we buried her in front of our hse. i hope we tanam her dalam enuff la. takot nanti kucing try nak gali balik pulak.

oh, later 6pm i'm goin to suasana sentral. geri nak buat potluck kat sane. i'm gonna get asam laksa from the makcik stall at the shoplots. memang sedap la. since everyone is craving for the asam laksa kan. bryan mite not join us. konon health concious. haih. woops. gonna sambung later with pix of mag dinner @ fridays.

chalozzzz

maghia *..and her dark mind speaks*

Awesome Vacation!!!

2006-01-03T11:38:00.000+08:00

Yeehhhaawwww!
after all the hassle we gone thru (transport,ppl),finally the trip was a success! thanks to everybody who make it to CH (cameron highlands) n also thanks to the ppl who didnt make it, the supporters, petrol pump assistant, tollgate girl. ok, so, dat 31st nite, i din go watch any fireworks as i haf to drive the next morning to ch.

1 jan 06
woke up at 410am, wake jim up, mandi, pack, we hit the road to vk's place at 5am. waited at vk's place till 6am n we head to mohsin (not in CH yet, dis is in TTDI). had bfast n at 7am we hit the highway!

sampai at around 1045am, cannot check in yet, so we went to the bank, had a slow walk up to the hotel, jalan2, then only can masuk to the room. tapi, the problem belum mula lagi. problem? did i say problem? akekekeke, yeah, petrol n toll problem. pastuh, after all the calculation,allocation, we headed to our rooms. yeahh!

at around 230pm, me n jimmy went down to get sumthin to eat. while watching the gang (vk, kelvin, kah seng, pei pei) play cards, we had pancakes for lunch. then after that to the tea plantation. we really had fun at the plantation. walked all the way down to the man made river aka drain. took a few silly milly pictures, watching the view from the plantation, breathing the fresh air then we went for a tea n cakes (brownies with ice cream + carrot cake)

after that, we went str8 to hotel. lepak2, take a nap, lepas tuh we went to brinchang to get dinner pulak n jalan2 at the nite market. since the gang wants to eat steamboat (god! cold weather is the best time to makan steamboat!), me n jim went to secret recipe. me had lasagne n jim had grilled chicken sumthin sumthin :P yummeyyy! then we balik to hotel.

2 jan 06
that morning suppose to go see sunrise at gunung brinchang. after all the adventure of getting up there, we saw there's a sign saying road to gunung brinchang closed. sigh! then we went to bala's chalet to get bfast (except me n jimmy, we didnt bring enuff cash n still mengantok to eat bfast, we just jalan2 around the chalet). they had scwned! (pronouns like pwned with the scone added to the front part,ngehngehngeh!) n tea, then we chow to the hotel n wake the others up (vk n gang who didnt join us to the morning outtings).

when reached the hotel, the gunung brinchang gang took a nap. i woke up at 930am, shower,wake jim up to get bfast at the hotel. joined vk n gang for bfast, they play cards sampai gaduh2 (akekeke), then we packed stuff to check out (uwaaaaa!). all of them nak pegi beli sayur. ashraf dunno wer to get fresh veges, they asked me how to get there. i'm like "err, i dunt really recall the road le" . tapi sebab dah banyak kali pegi cameron, i just lead them to the morning market. hehe. sukses!

1st stop is the multicorpse (actually multicrops). some of them bought cactis n jim bought pettunia for boy's mom (buah tangan for them cos bagi jimmy allowance sebab tolong pindah rumah the other day! hoho!). 2nd stop is the morning market. sebab dah tak morning dat time (3pm),banyak stalls dah tutup tapi still ade fresh stuff. jim bought veges gile banyak for ibu n boy's mom, strawberries, mangoes, strawberry chocs, lepas tuh balik.

haih. wish it cud be more than 2 days trip. tapi me n jimmy really had alot of fun. minus all the bruises n lebams n lenguhs n penats. hehehehe. thanxs to all the ppl who made the trip a success!

here some pix during the stay kat sane. enjoyerss!

Maerya *Dark Mind Speaks*

D Very Last Saturday In 2005

2005-12-31T10:19:00.000+08:00

Huhu. say goodbye to 2005! ok, yesterday tak sempat nak update brog. cos banyak sangat chats, werks(bluekk), teas sampai rase cam takde idea what to write. today boss declared offday. weeeee! was trying to put a flash banner in myspace (http://www.myspace.com/lompatrecords), dunno how la. i did ask azma bout it. he helped but the thing seems like not werking. biarla. i'll get jimmy to do it. muahahaha. chat dengan azma. die ckp die nak balik bulan 6 nanti. cepatnye. his contract only finish by nov. dats what he said last time when he was offered the hosting shit. n i was like asking him la what is the best thing to buy in Hungary. hehehehe. cos, he asked me to buy flowers for crystal (his gf). in return, i ask him to buy me good stuff from there. weeee! from the pix i saw, he look so kurus. hhmmm, pastuh ramai gile gamba ngan pompuan.

ok, yesterday we solved our transportation prob at ofc. b4, we shot of 1 car. so, they tot dat i can drive arena up. aiyerrkkk. nak tanak kene gak la drive dat big wheely. haih. had a chit chat with the girls (geri,veron,fei tseh, bailah) n the boy (brian) during lunch. but the boy chow rite after afew hits kene to him.akekekekeek. he's just so cuddly to kacau. oh well, at 1st i dunt feel like going after all the hassle of getting another vehicle. but then, bile dah dpt, rase cam tak sabar pulak. then, end of jan (CNY) i'll be gone to PD with familia. another vacation. bestnye! i really need a soft cold vacation. thanks to fellow brotahs n sistahs n dad n mom!

tak banyak story la nak letak. oh, last nite we fetch mom from werk. gord! she look so tired. pity her had to work overtime due to the closing of 2005 (if ur into life insurance, u know la). oh, today jimmy help boy to pindah. boy is gonna stay nearer to us now. usj3. he just got back from Indonesia. brought back a few demos, tee for jimmy, none for me :( akekekeke. well, suddenly can smell stinks here. oh, my shoes. ahaahah. terlalu bosan until i took a pix of em n post it in here. nuthin much la. every1 askin wer m i gonna do the countdown. since esok gonna haf a long journey, dunt think i haf the mood to countdown. hehehe. maybe i'll just countdown in bed. yesterday i had diarrhea in the morning n gastric in the evening. sigh. sakit gile until cannot bangun mase kene gastric.

okla. need to tapau some rest.

cheerios

Mariyak *anD heR darK minD speakS agaiN*

New Year's Resolution!

2005-12-29T10:28:00.000+08:00

Today
Mood : Happy Happy Joy Joy

ahahaha. Hari nih gua jadi budak jahat. aircond man coming in the evening. i didnt go to werk. stay at home, doing some cleaning, updating cv, sending cvs. suppose to go ofc dinner tonite. but i tot i dunt want to. mmg the dinner on them, but, transport la, toll la, ape la, petrol la. so, dis morning my boss sms-ed me asking bout the dinner. like why duwan to come and all. i didnt reply. dunno what to reply.

last nite me n jimmy went to summit. i wanted to buy conditioner. so we went in to watsons (Me n Him's fav shop). grabbed boxers, conditioner and a bandage (for futsol). so we made our way out to the exit. but, of course la need to lalu at the front stage, then ter-looked at this promo they haf in the middle of the court. they r selling cheap branded(lauya made) shoes ie. nike, dcshoecousa, diesel, adidas, es, converse, emerica. there's a shoes that really attracts me so much. the nike shoes. n jimmy wanted to buy new ofc shoes for himself. so, i tot if jim doesnt wanna buy, then i also duwan. but then, i didnt know jim got money to buy (keke).

after a few tries, catwalks, dogwalks, he decided to buy lar. its a nice pvc aka leather shoes tho. its just look big when he wears it (ronald mcd). so i grabbed the nike shoes, after the bargains, brainwashings, querellings to the tauke, we paid rm130 for both shoes. giler cheap! akekekeke. for me, lantak la, original ke, genuine imitation ke, ppl not gonna check ma. hehehe. dat'll make 4 shoes in a total i haf now. 1 adidas, 2 reeboks, 1 nike.

yesterday was so bored dekat dalam ofc. was like thinking, "shud i print all tix today? but i wont haf anything to do 2moro?" hhmmm. in the end, i just print. then, walked in n out of the pantry. drink alot of water so dat i can visit the toilet regularly. then its the tea time. me n geri didnt makan during lunch. so, we tot of eating masa tea time lar. tapi, before nak reach to the tea time tuh, perghhh! i can feel my tummy growling giler kuat. then we had tuna and toast masa tea time. yesterday mr goh sent my application for exams 5th grade. luckily he was very kind to pay the exams 1st. when come to think of it, i'm not fully prepared :S grade 5 is alot tougher than i tot. wanted to get another distinction :(

ok la ppl. continuing the crap later

Maghia *Her Dark Mind Speaks...Again*

Tuesday???

2005-12-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

Haih. I was so happy when coming to werk dis morning. until i realised that our bash brotah n sistahs is onleave today (sue, brian, veron). n the clock seems like dead, not moving. aduihh. ok ok, work must go on. even if u dunt feel like doin werk, just act like ur doin werk, act busy, be stupid. akekekekekeke. had fried rice mom cooked earrrrllyyy in the morning, and a pizza taken away from last nite's dinner punye leftover.

oh, me n him went jalan2 at carrefour yest evenin. well, actually i wanted to go carrefour to get my Khurta altered. after measuring here n there, the lady charged me RM48! omg! what the hell, Royi bought it for me. she got it from Kerrala(betulke spelling?), India. actually, i ask her to get me a Khurta from India, later i'll pay la. tapi, she said no need. so, after i paid the lady at "this and that" alteration, i felt like sumthin not right. kene cheated. but then i said,nvm la. so, we hung out at subang parade. went to ToysRus (Maerya's 2nd home), checked out a few toys, they haf latest version of Bionicle! gr8! i'm so broke now i just looked at it and imagine if its on my table now. only haf bionicle black color at home.

so, after taking a tour in TRU, he decided to haf pizza for dinner. makan makan, minum minum, tummy bloated, ade leftovers of the moroccan pizza, tapau-ed, we headed home. n i told my mom dat i had to pay rm48 for the alteration. she was like "HAH?!?!?!??!" eheheheh, pretty mad cow isnt she? dis morning i passed her the receipt, she said she gonna call the shop n ask them not to start the alteration, kononnye my mom said "owh, suppose to give u the other shirt, wrong already" :P

so, the moral of the story is, dunt go to the shops yang got nice nice name, This & That Alteration. akekekeke. last nite, i also got Addam to burned a few albums (Padi, My Chemical Romance, Jason Lo, Mawi) into cd-rw, was hoping dat i cud give to brian so dat he can play it in the ofc. tapi he on leave pulak.

okla, m gonna update again, goin to play chase with zorgons in pluto

Ma-Wee-Yar *darK minD speakS*

~Ipoh I'm In Love~

2005-12-26T08:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday me n my family had a 1 day trip to perak. yang aina's babyboy is having a cukur jambul ceremony. omg! he is sooo cute. then after we had the lunch at their place (ayah chor's place) which is rendang kambing (giler sedappp!) & nasi hujan panas, we made our way down to teluk intan. got somebody's wedding la which i dunno who. the sesats n lost took us 1 1/2 hr to reach the victim's place. hehehehehe.

dis morning i woke up giler early. just realised dat i didnt do my ST yesterday. haf to do today b4 1pm. haih. later nak pegi ikano. ayah wanted to change the shirt he bought last saturday. today doesnt feel like monday. cos today for me is like a working day. oh. talk bout work, kak ani gave me this work to do for her. finally got freelance shit to do. erm. she wants it tomoro. dah la today wanna go jalan2 and rileks2. haih. dunno if i can do or not. jimmy wanna do his work too here. maybe later in the evening.

i'm still in a 'lazy' mode. lazy to go to werk. lazy to do werk. lazy to drive to werk. lazy to hear ppl give me werk. what else? hmm. okla. enuff of the mengaruts. later haf to finish bewitched. just watched lavagirl n sharkboy. the 3d was fantastic! looks real la. no need to go to imax n watch 3d.hehehe

ok. signing off to neptune

mariyak *Dark Mind Speaks*

Muh Humps?!

2005-12-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

Huarhahaahahahaha. bestnye today ofc offday. after all the pujuk memujuk session with the boss yest by our very own orang kuat of the ofc, finally he made himself useful. whoever read dis, know whola is the 'he'. hhmmm, me n brian really bengang nak mati until we felt like mati is a great idea than being as bengang as now. urgh! why is this happening to my sistahs, brotahs, babehs! i mean, tah ape2 punye rule the so called 'ruler' put in the allowance thingy, works, interests, hobbies. haih, really need to get my botttoms off from the hell man.

me now listening to 'mari berpesta' by eliza feat yogi b. ahahaahaha, wanna know sumthin funny? bry got me dl all the weird weird malay songs which i sendiri also dunno the songs. actually , me got me brotah dl all the songs which includes ruffedge membebel, adam jatuh. ade la banyak lagi. ehehehe.

today i'm feeling very happy. last nite suppose to go see sueching caroling at her place. we didnt go cos we (me n him) need to go sumwer to haf a lil chill la konon. until jimmy received a text from alind. got futsol. haih, we just parked at bistro and i totally fergot bout him having to go futsol. so we ended up 'chillin`' at home. ahaks. slept at about 1230am,after finish settling a few contests from hype! mags. and, jimmy is looking at me typing the blog now. :$

okla, hafta go now. its raining since noon. see u again brog!

maeryA *..anD heR darK minD speakS...*

Is The Day Today?

2005-12-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

after the 1st post for today, i feel like posting another post. well, today i finished my part in the magazine. so, roughly the jan mag will be out on the 4th of jan. after all the penat lelah of staying back n skipping lunches, we did it! i pity myself, ariel n mei fong. pity mei fong cos she had to do sum stupid werk she's not suppose to do during the mag rush. very hard to fulfill all orders at a time. pity ariel cos after she returned from melbourne, she had to face the mag rush,staying back & feeling tired. pity myself bcos still stuck in this company!

i've made a promise to myself. i'll send out resumes to a few companies. go for interviews. wanted to make myself bz with interviews n trying some luck in contests. hoho! the xmas spirit is getting nearer n nearer. memang we all never celebr8, but after the xmas present exchange, it really touches my heart. haha. felt very teruja, welcome, so close. haih, dunt feel like chowing pulak :P

okla. wanna go watch tv. will continue 2moro. see u again brog!

maeryer *thE darK minD speakS*

Phheewww! Azab magazine habis

2005-12-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

huaarghhhhhh! finally, dpt breathe. cant wait for the cameron trip. countdown to 10 more days to next sunday. weeeee. bailah returned to werk today after she mc for 3 days. she just got my xmas pressie. n the cowhead slipper goes to bailah!!! haf to get one later at watson. hehehe. so, kan smalam tak jadi pegi melaka sbb kene berkurung kat ofc to settle the mags, received few calls,sms from the melaka dudes lar. they were like "hoh?y u not coming? :( so sad. was looking forward to see u babe" . and i'm like "whuh". sadlar. then, they thanked me cos of the free mobies n the maggies. akekekekekeke. ony gonna come to kl to work. dunno when. yay! more melaka frens gathering in KL. haih. guess dats it lar for today. wanna go 'meng-normal-kan' myself. b4 this the mode was 'abnormal'. b4 b4 that was 'paranormal'.

maerya *..and her dark mind speaks*

Xmas!

2005-12-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

Today
Mood : Depressed

Hmm. I was happy though in the morning. during the present exchange giving. oh, i got anLG (not louis Guitton ya! :P) bag from my boss n a set of colored pencils (Powerpuff Girls!) from Sharon. Thanks guys. this is my first ever xmas gifts. i bought a pair of cow-shaped slipper for the exchange programme. it was cute i wanted it so bad. gonna grab one at watson later. well, heres the pix of the happy faces n the depressed face. enjoy!

What A Day!

2005-12-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

Pheww!

Today is a really ridiculous day. u see, jimmy met with an accident. his sister's inlaws place got crashed in (pencuri masuk). haih, all the bad news came one shot. another 2 more days, jimmy's mom is goin to perform umrah. may Allah protect all the about-to-be hajahs n hajis. huhu. i'm so worried of jimmy now. die sembunyikan segala ketakutan, kebimbangan die dibelakang muke yg penuh pretend gile tuh. takpela. as long as die tak melenting ,sudah.

ari nih bukan hari yg memenatkan. maybe sbb seksa neraka aku blom tibe. tunggu la sampai esok. bile sume dah kelam kabut nak setelkan. rabu nih aku pi melaka. mengharap sgt dpt jumpe budak kym, n not to forget my beloved lecturers such as taka, mr ad, mr nawi. ari sabtu nih kakyus kawin. pergh. advance gile. i'm so freaked out when i look at her wedding card which i received couple of days ago, n i'm like "whuh?"

din do much today. ariel came in to ofc. oh, i brought my sweet lovely slippers wrapped in TRU wrappers to ofc. its for the "xmas gifts exchange programme " looks like only me n ariel sent it over today as the "DEADLINE" is today :P

Ari nih aku pening gile. tah apesal tah. td pegi ofc bawak bowties pasta. nyum nyum. couldn't finish it, so i gave to my 2 loving brother n sister brian n veron. i dunno why i made it so spicy n hot. but they managed to finished the leftovers!!! Weeee! *Happy happy Joy Joy*

okla. my head is slanting down already. its time for me to go to bed. still early. but, who cares? i just sent jimmy back. he was tired whole day. pity him. n me. i dun pity myself cos i dun feel like i need a sympathy. what a bullshit piece of crap! dunt be so action la maerya. u think u so independent? cant wait for cameron trip. oh b4 i forgot, i got an aboriginal keychain n a "Chomp" caramel bar from ariel. *Lovely*

ya ya, i'm signing off now. 2moro nite got replacement class. *Happy Happy*

Maerya ^Dark Mind Speaks^

Urrghh!

2005-12-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hhhmmm, i'm so totally bored now. dunno what to do. sunday noon is pathethically ridiculous to me now as most of my sundays, i will fill it with joy n laughter by hangin out in my house, malls, cinemas, and even frens place. but heck! i cant do all that by myself. well, haf to wait for my east wing to come back from hometown then only we r back in business. akekekekeke. ever wonder why i'm so rajiin to post alot today? cos i wanna make my blog look old. akekekeke. another crappy blog id say. haih. 2moro is another blardy monday. and i still haf to go to werk to pay bills, guitar classes, exam fees. pergh. if only my late granny was around. i cud haf owned a cool wheels, maybe werkin in a gr8 company, using latest model of nokia phones, and best thing is, can pay alot of shit while i still haf a spending money for my own. weeee! livin in a dream la lu....

It's been more than a yr now since i met my crime partners naniu n royi in malacca. nanie's mom is recovering from stroke. i heard she's getting better. was hoping to meet her next week if she's in malacca. told me she's in bentong werking. not long ago, she said she's quitting her job in bentong. but now, the story has changed. i guess everyone of us haf to suffer from werk to feed ourselves. hhmm, dah 3 minggu sejak spore trip to happened. still fresh in my memories. although its a very short trip, i bet sue really had fun, including mua. mane taknye, free trip ma. lodging, meals all were well prepared for us. the best thing is, i've met alot of super duper cool frens like joanne, diyanah, cindy n not to forget gempak starz dudez ezli, fariz n another dude which i forgot the names (sowie, we didnt do alot of talking. so i tak ingat ur name lar)

well, here's the pix of the trip. enjoy!

Maerya *Dark Mind Speaks*

Ishk,tak paham

2005-12-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

aduh, i'm still dungu in this whole blog n photobucket :S
i wanted to put pix in the profile. but then the image has exceeded to more than 50kb.urgh! addam told me another way to put it. thanks addamport! XD

Banshee Scent of Tuber Rose II

2005-12-18T08:21:00.001+08:00

Huhu. quite early la i woke up dis morning. dunno why. maybe cos already fixed the time to wake up every morning to go to werk. haih. yest me, dad, mom, brother, sister went to pyramid to watch Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam II. Pergh. I'd gave 3.5 starts. But towards the ending the movie is kinda draggy. until i can't count how many times i've yawned. but its ok lar. for a malay movie. our malay movie. next malay movie to watch is Baik Punya Cilok & Rock.

So like i said. went to ofc yest to complete a few more mags. yikes! looks scary cos its already 18th today n still haf alot more to complete. takpe takpe. may the force be with me. muahahahahah. satgi ade kelas. jimmy is in banting now. The best friend's sister is getting married. shud b back by today la. huhu. my crime partner isnt here. felt abit bored yesterday cos usually if i give my family a movie treat, i'll drag him along. tapi,die takde. maybe next time.

eh, 1 thing i dunt when watching malay movie in cinema is, the hall is filled with malay,of course. bukan aku tak suke. but, sumtimes they gets pretty annoying when the movie is rolling. arrghhh. theres a few girls who was sitting behind us was playing the ringtone or checking sms ke. i dunno cos i dun give a damn. but respect others la babe. lu bukan tgk wayang dengan tenuk brazil atau gajah afrika selatan. urrghhh. nih tgk ngan org la. tak reti dok diam ke?!?!?! goblok!

bile pikir balik, english translation is better than malay punye translation. u see, they translated PHSM2 to Pontianak Scent of Tuber Rose II. so not bad la kan. cuber kalau eng to malay. hancusss. akekekekkk.

so far, aku tak bagitau pun sesape pasal blog nih. biar they find out sendiri la. segan la. blog nih dah berabuk siap ngan sawang2 for more than a yr :P

ok la, gua nak pegi mandi kolam kat pluto. Daa

Mariyer *Dark Mind Speaks*

I'm So Excited to Blog!WeEeEeE

2005-12-17T10:26:00.000+08:00

Hoho. yesterday was my first day ever since i started berblogging. i'm so surprised that my blog still can use after 0ct 2004!yikes! dah brape lame dah. tapi takpe. Me n my fellow colleagues is planning to for a holiday in Cameron dis Jan 1st n 2nd. The best thing is, Jimmy is followin us. WeEeEeE! Jimmy tak penah join aku on holiday. even when my mom ask him. all he said was "hehe,takpela. malu la. segan la" so,maybe with my coll. he hides away the segan n malu feelings la.

I'm at the ofc now. dont ask. trying to complete the mags yang tak sudah2 nih. huhu. susahnye kalu ade only 4 hands. tapi takpe. akan aku usahakan untuk abiskan sume nih b4 i chow to malacca for screeenings. A Chinese Tall Story. perghh. citer cino. dunno la if its gonna b a flop or n overhype movie kan. tp tak sehype narnia. a few of my friends watched it. some of them likes it. and some of them yucks it. tp takpe. nanti bile dah movie tuh ade * kat cinema, then only can go watch.

Yest. jimmy asked me if i haf a blog. i told him i haf la. then he asked whats the url. n i said "oh,erm, it's my personal blog." woops. i think i offended him. well, u cant just use my stuff just bcos u are so lazy to create one kan. and then, i told him la that its easy to create a blog (chewahhhh). yeah, rite! i've been playing around yest and askin my bro's help on the blog. hey, check out his blog. giler meroyan la die punye blog tak agak2. www.grizzlyaddam.blogspot.com

oh well, i haf to continue werk. ptg nih tot of bringing my whole family watch pontianak at pyramid. now we haf a movie a month. ehehehe. can wait to watch Kong on IMAX end of this month. another super-duper-hype-must-watch mobie...!

Till then, chow ppl on earth, visiting zorgons in Neptune, daaaa!

Ma-weE-Yar *the dark mind speaks*

1st Time

2005-12-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

Ok Ok, so blog ya?hhmm, puas gak la tanye adik aku camne nak buat blog bengong nih,akekekekeke, alot of things happen in the werld today, mcm lagu jason lo plak. I'm so the penat and depressed, feeling angry about myself, why? ahaha, sbb werk la,what else. anyway, i've been blogging using the 'manual' ancient way, hehehehe, maybe some of you still have a notebook, autograph book, diary. So am i, i use my beloved diary to write bout what happen to me everyday. actually not everyday lar, almost everyday. ehehehe. the time when i got really pissed, cried to myself, in my bedroom with my beloved stinky pillow which i've been keeping them for yrsss (jim threaten me to throw it away la, burn the cover out la, even flush it in the toilet)

So, there goes my story bout the day today. hhmmm, i was feeling so bad bout my body,health condition. ya lar, when u r havin cramps, what else can u do? the best cure is ur bed. after sedas due penidoran, baru la rase okay, well, its gonna be a long weekend. cos i haf to finish mags. noooo! tapi takpe. ape yg aku buat nih is ape yg aku suke. die pressure come n go. skalik dtg, will go off very fast fast one. huarrghhhh, ngantok plak. but anyway, ariel is out of town, she'll be coming back next week. dunt think we can close the mags by end of the week. but we will try laa. Harder babeh harder!

2005 is gonna end soon. tinggal beberapa minggu je lagi. i haf to haf a new azam. hmmm, what will it be? tgh carik punye carik on the way back home td, suddenly terpopped out this pieces of shit. aku nak tukar angin. uh-huh. tukar angin. nak try apply kat a few places. tp tuh la. nak gi interview la, nak buat kawan baru la. and the most important thing is, nak being myself! Crap! hell no i'm gonna pretend as somebody just to fit in. me goin to malacca next week with brian. another outstation trip. weee! they had to cancel their hotlink outstation trip 2moro cos hotlink is givin out the passes via post. actually good la cos tak nyusahkan org. nak bg org kertas pun kene berabis rm250. akekekekekek, padehal bukan sume org akan dtg kolek menatang tuh. haih, if i'm the winner, mmg gua pi amik nye. barang free! sape tanak? sape tanak die anak kambing kacukan biawak sesumpah amerika utara. akekekekke

okla,i guess thats it for today. today is the hari history bcos i've jussstt started my blog(the E wan),again....

chow ppl on earth,flying to mars now!

Maerya*Dark Mind Speaks*