A Week Left. Yes, I Think I'm Ready To Get Engaged!

finally the mags now over (for jan issue). me n the rest of the team are in a holiday mood already. heheheh, sebab not much work to do, not many tix to print although we have already printed till mid jan's screening, hmm ape lagi. owh, the only fulltime editorial guy in my ofc (mr aaron yap yew jin, aaron is just a nick we gave him, hehehe) is going to step out from the company effective 12 jan. gonna miss u manny :) . yest we had a mag meeting to delegate works n task. n more people are coming in next week. urgh, begitu ramai sang dara dan amat pupus kehadiran jejaka dan teruna kat sini. its like a whole community of badan pembela wanita or persatuan kanser payudara plak kat dlm ofc aku ni. akekekeekek. okla enuff of the ofc talk.

now, i have a week left to the engagement ceremony. gabra, gubra, nervous, dunno wether i shud do it or not. all i wanted is just a makan2 for all my relatives n frens. when i say all, means ALL of them. i dun reallly want a big ass reception or having me in a nice dress n girlie shoes n waiting in the room for jim's representative to come after me. i just want an informal reception, just like a small negotiation between me side n jim's side, then no need ring pun takpe. sebab aku tak pakai gold, i'm okay with white gold la. paling busuk pun silver 925, busuk2 lagi is stainless steel. akakakaka. stainless steel pun busuk2 rm200bux plus plus. haih, aku rase aku tak grown up lagi la utk all this. i've been thinking, am i all ready, or i am just pretending to get myself ready...?

maweeyar *haih, her dark mins speaks again...*

2007, Here I Come...

argh. ok, wer shud i start? hmmm, oh first i would like to tell u guys that i'll be having an engagement ceremony at my auntie uncles place. hehehe, i'll be soon engaged to mohd azmi or as u all know the name jimmy. dunno wether i'm ready or not for getting engaged, but i guess this is the time. adeh, after getting the catering, canopies, stuff to wear during the reception, the stuff u call 'hantaran', i'm broke. ok, lets count. catering n canopies are rm1350, my clothes would be sumwer around rm150-rm300, n sumthin lil hantaran i made specially for jimmy would cost me about rm26.80 (hershey's, nice pink colored box, and sum paper-feel-tissue paper), oh and not forgetting the stuff we bought back in adidas factory outlet for our wedding hantaran is rm612. n yes, i'm broke. aku rase aku dah kene declare bankcruptcy. argh! pressurenye. haih, n now i need to find a way to get fast cash. anyone have suggestion pls tell me so i could plan stuff smoothly. owh yg paling best, my dad bought a dvd burner for our pc at home, which would cost me another bomb of rm50blardy bux. damn!

boleh tak kite buat majlis yg kecil?? i mean, i dunno bout my parents, but it seems like they wanna tell the whole world about me getting engage n stuff :/ . memang la boleh, tp i'm not dat rich tho, neither do them. huhu, weddings engagements memang akan membangkrapkan org. mase2 ni laa caterings canopies markup their prices.

haih ok la. i'll be getting my evaluation soon, wish me luck. hopefully by jan i can make more than rm2k, heheh else i'm outta here. oh, my celebrity fitness trial is going to end soon. today have to go gym. okla, nanie, azma and my fellow frens, pls try n make it on the 07.01.07 to my engagement ceremony ya? i'll sms u guys on the place. cheerios!

maghia *...and her dark mind speaks...*

a day out with jimmy

tak sangka, cam phone aku leh tangkap pix seclear ini. 6260 is only vga cam siot!

today is sunday. i had a full working day yesterday n i tot i must take a break today. suppose to go to work dis morning but i cancelled the plan as overwork would cause us a brain-stop-work desease. hek hek hek. anyway, i've planned to go to digital mall today la with jimmy since he is here in subang n not in banting. so, there we went, to digital mall at around 10.30 (after a light aka small breakfast at subang ria, yum yum). round menggila kat area seksyen 14 to look for the blardy parking, in the end, park inside jaya shopping center (which costs us the whole rm2.50 for the 1st 3 hrs, ended up had to pay rm3 bucks, darn!) and we saw the big adidas factory outlet bunting stretched outside of the mall "eh, jom kite masuk n see whats inside" deep in my heart i tot yerla, factory outlet for big sports brand sumtimes takdela cheap mane. so we went. then, i saw stan smith campus adicolor version of Tron. omg~! aku tot tis time jimmy would be crazy if he see it. tibe2 aku dgr "oh shit! its tron!!!" hahahahah. oklaa, next to tron ade betty boop version adicolor stan smith "omg, ade betty boop! cilaka!" so both of us went crazy looking at the shoes.

belek2 to look for the price, it is only rm200! wtf!?!?!?! bukan ke boutique stuff sume mahal? ehhh? dis cant be!?!? so i asked the fella how much is it. he said "owh its 200 n its not less 10% yet" haaaa??!?!??! ade less lagi? oh shit, dis i gotta buy. n we tot of this crazy idea of having them as our wedding hantaran. n jimmy agreed to it. he give me the betty boop n i gave him the tron shoes. perrghhh how cool is dat!?! hehehe. usually kan, hantaran utk perkahwinan muslim is always the branded stuff for old ppl. pierre cardin, dunhill, giorgio armani, hugo boss, ape lagi. all that la.so since we are not into those kinds of brands for oldies, why not use this sports brand as our hantaran rite?? hehehe, i was feeling so teruja tat time wondering how my dulang2 gonna like :P

ok, we got our sizes, n headed to the cashier. n suddenly the guy told us "kalu nak tgk jacket die pun ade" hoh!? ade jacket lagi?? wahhh, so we went to geledah for it. n got it, guess what? the size is S. and it fits jimmy. hehehehe, so dis fella was feeling sooo bengang n crazy on the jacket. u know how ppl try to choose "oh which wan shud i buy first?" "shud i or shuden i???" "nak beli ke tanak" akekekekek. so, since i'm paying using my electron, so i told him "just take it" he looked like he's gonna cry ady that time. hehehehe, so i took the jacket n brought it to the counter. yang kelakarnye, the cashier said this "aaahhh finally" i assumed that ppl look at it but end up dunt buy them. n jimmy is the lucky wan that fits nicely in that jacket. hehehe, spent for rm612 after 10% off. luckily i have my card. kalu tak, susah gak nak pi withdraw then come back. shit la why msia takde layby. kalu ade maka sume problem orang berhutang kat msia nih akan tersettle. so people, check out the pix of our stuff.

adidas originals adicolor tron stan smith bl4 pwned by jimmy.

chile y-3 adidas adicolor tron bl4 track top jacket pwned by jimmy jugak

adidas adicolor betty boop velcro trainers ladies pwned by mua. muahahahhha

after the big shopping at adidas factory outlet, we went to digital mall. suppose to look for death note 1st sebab jim still havent watched it yet. tapi tarak. then we headed to ikea the curve ikano side. owh, today is the last day of sci fi & fantasy festival setelah 3 hari bertapa di cathay cine dsara. not bad la, jalan2, we went to ikea beli tanah (soil ya, bukan property, hehehe), then i stopped at the flea market to get stuff for the xmas exchange gift programme for the ofc. hehehe, i got sumthin yang will make u feel cool when ur in the hot sun. hehehe, tekala korang. last yr i got a backpack from cvs. this yr tatau ape plak yg aku dpt. owh, veron promised to get me a spongebob panty. hehehe. she's on leave till next yr :'( and i'll be alone in the ofc. haih, life will never be the same starting tmoro at work.

hmm, after all the trips, we finally got back at 3pm sebab jimmy wanna basuh baju. yg bestnye, my mom already washed for him. heheh, tenkiuk ibu, ur the best! n she nagged "yerlah, nak tunggu awak balik basuh tah bile²". we went out again to find food kat mydin. bought hershey's for the engagement hantaran at mydin. then we cabut balik. balik je jimmy tido, until la 8pm. owh, star wars marathon will start today i think, yeehawww! i think its showing now. urgh! okla geng, see ya again in the planet of the apes! hak hak!

maerya *her dark mind speaks*

me & my 'wonderful' life

the title seems abit psycho kan? heheheh. takpela, i have been psycho-ing myself this whole 2 blardy weeks. hehehehe. dats why no update here. how sad. when cum to think again rite, think i deserves to chill myself out from work. keje dah conquer mind aku. celaka betul. tapi takpe, as long as aku boleh psycho balik, insyaAllah aku psycho-selamat. owh, dis week only i went to gym. last week 1 day, dis week so far until today is 2 days dah. see laa 2moro how. i hope after work n lunch i can go again. owh, ya i went today after work at 715pm. now talking about gym, haf been trying new equipments, trying to play with the dumbells, as in 1 day amik 1kg extra, then another kg extra n so on. owh, ari ni tak buat dumbells, cos that dumbell area got people around. heheh, segan.

haa, as some of u ppl yang know me, i used to work at toysrus (2002-2004). so now, everytime when habis gym, i will haf a quick visit to check out transformers n bionicle stuff la. so, today lepas gym gua naik to toysrus. so, some of the guys there penah keje ngan aku dulu. ok la, went for a quick tour, look for gift for the ofc to do present exchange (still cuden find what i want, damn!), so i saw ezwan. now, ezwan ni dulu kire cam aku nye cinta monyet la kot. alaa, u know laa when ppl go to u n express their feelings to u but then u haf the feelin mcm hati gajah yang tengah nak siap pegi mandi kat zoo kan (boley tak imagine bende nih? sebab aku tau gajah kat zoo mmg susah nak mandi, akekekekek) so, i saw him i was like "eh, hi wan!" "hi maria!" "mane ur future soon-to-be?" "owh, he's not here la. today i'm alone" "oh ok" then he cont work. when i was still there, rathiga (sorang lagi pelakon pembantu merangkap workmate aku dulu la) she lalued in front of me while i was looking at the cataloque "oi, kalu nak tgk, depan ade lagi banyak laa yang free" "lor, aku nak tgk kat sini je la" "eh maria, u kenal budak ni?" *sambil pointing at ezwan* "kenal". pastuh ezwan ckp dis thing "eh, ape plak tak kenal, she's my ex" "haaa,tipu la" "eh betul la she is my ex"

"uikkkkkkkkkk" terkejut beruang aku. akekekekeke, so, i took dat as a compliment. ezwan is a very very nice guy. he helped me alot, including tying my shoelace, cheer me up, teman me to makan and all that. and the best part is, i tot he was joking la when he actually said that he had a crush on me. woo hoo, mase dulu mane laa nak paham soal2 cinta ni kan. akekekeke, so i ignored him, then ar, till one time, we didnt talk to each other n dun ask me the reason why. guess he was feeling pissed off. i was sad of loosing a fren, so its okla, ppl duwan to friend with u ady rite? so i just walked off. but then later after that only he talk to me. means memang he pissed off la, tapi tak lame, i dun blame him sebab aku rase kalu aku kat position die aku pun will haf the same idiot feeling too. until la today when he actually say it in front of me n i was trying not to be like elephant seal in happy feet tu la kan, looking blur n sad. ahahah. so to ezwan, glad we are frens again. thanks for the friendship bro. heheh

okla, nuthin much to update. actually got, but work control my freakin mind, cuden update anyshit last week. oh, latest update, i will be mohd azmi bin mohd ghouse aka jimmy of lompat records's fiancee very soon, the majlis will be on 07.01.07 which is sunday. yikes! scawyy!

p/s: my grandma is in tanah suci now to perform haji. to all my muslims frens, let us all pray for the future hajahs n hajis all the best in doing their haji n hope they will be returning home safely next month. *i miss her so much*amin....

maweeyar *and her dark mind speaks...*

gifa gila!

oh my goodness! itu je la ayat yg menggambarkan betapa teruknya aku diharuk oleh sekumpulan photographers tak kire local n foreign. i was at the GIFA PC @ the palace of the golden horses. waited for almost 2 hrs, still no show of the hindi stars. then, baru sampai at 5.45pm. talk talk, trailers, then out of the blue the photographers from india nakkan privilege yg lebih utk diorg. i pity the rtm guy who were there at the conference room as early as 3pm just to book a place to put their tripod. n this india photographers tiba2 dtg lambat boleh pulak nak suh alihkan tripod brader. wtf!?!? u are already late n u expect ppl to relocate themselves????? first come first serve la dude. u come to our country n u cannot just bombard ppl like dat wan.....

lautan photographers dari pelbagai negera were trying to get a nice shot, i said trying....

so, ok lagi. then when everything over, we had to rush to tgv klcc for their world premiere of the latest movie called "Baabul". from the trailer, i saw it will be a big hit hindi movie n its a wrap up for the yr 2006. so, same thing, scheduled at 7pm for the red carpet, the stars only arrived at 9pm. oh my gosh! just imagine how hurt is my knee mase tuh nak kene tunggu. aku pity sgt kat mai sebab she is 7 months pregnant n i made her come to this events. i'm so sorry mai, i was given a choice. and kind malaysian were sooo nice that they offered her to go in n sit instead of waiting with me there, i tried to shoo her away but since its our work, so guess we haf to be ready all the time. she wasnt just waiting, she was with my notebook i gave her so she cud write whatever infos we get from the events. very very helpful sebab no editorial, n nak harapkan kitorg je yg wat both taking pix n covering the events.

so when the stars came, the photographers were so mengamok cos some penyambut tetamu girls n RELA ppl blocking the red carpet. mase nih mmg massive dah sebab sume photographer pegi serbu to the stars. n mase nih, aku pun lari sama ngan diorg,then bila sampai dekat, aku dihimpit oleh 2 org bonzers kat tgh. mase nih aku laungkan apa2 yg patut aku bace, aku mengucap dulu kalu apa2 jadi sebab aku memang takley nak bernafas. then suddeenly i felt theres a force from my hand, feels like theres a hand grabbing my arm n pull me out. alhamdullillah. thank god for protecting me in the lautan manusia. thank god for giving me another chance/lives. thank god for being there with me, n finally thank god for giving me this job.....the most awaited stars, john abraham n erm i think she's bipasha basu (sorry, knowledge bollywood aku sucks, heheh)

maghia *her dark mind speaks...*

Happy December

woo hoo. december datang lagi...

aaaahhhh, n here goes the ending of the yr 2006. aku ade byk sgt ups n downs in this yr. oh, yest went for alvey's interview (channel V new vj), n last week, hmmm. nuthin much la. actually there is, but i forgot. n summore havent updated this crap blog for ages. haha. for those ppl out there yg menunggu latest post from mua, here u go. oh, last weekend gua balik kampung. my lovely kampung. we had so much fun. oh reason why balik kampung is my grandma is going to perform haji. n she will be in tanah suci for 1 month plus, till next yr jan 27 i think. all the best grams, may Allah take a good care of u there. salute kat die sebab die dah kire nak cecah 80 but still can do alotttttt of works.

okla, i'm not really in a mood to update ze blog. nanti bile i haf kelapangan will update. oh met nanie for breakfast last week also. n dis saturday going to geri's place for brunch. hmmm, got her little pressies ady, me shared with veron. hehe, okla. see ya peoplez awound! tata!

maweeyar *...and her dark mind speaks...*