after all the penat of the long journey from ipoh, finally i'm back today noon. it was a very short short trip. so, ar 1 ke 2 tak ingat tengah hari td, i logged myself in n opened my ofc mail (i usually dun do dis at home) to check the shitty work i did. memang turned out to be shitty. sebab yesterday was tryin to finish the amendments. after sudah follow every single thing the boss wan, suddenly pulak my work cannot save. siol!!!!! then, okla. i tot maybe if save in jpg then can send str8 to the boss to see. nak dijadikan cerita kambing makan durian belanda tepi jalan, pc aku lak hanged gile babas. masuk pulak bab berus gigi beruang kat zoo negara sambil diperhatikan oleh ikan paus tengah mengawan, aku tokley ZIPkan file jpg tuh and nak citer suspender, aku tokley anta mail yg bersama2 dengan attachment ke3 3 file tersebut (ade 3 file yg perlu di amend). pundek nye outlooks versus adobe illustrator wrestle pc aku! aarrghhhh. tension. sebab mind aku dah setting nak balik ipoh, best2 nak pikir jln kat town ipoh ni, macam2 hal jadi.
aku pun call la crime partner aku lmf yang sedang dalam perjalanan dari jalan-jalan cari pasal sama boss(jalan-jalan cari makan la!), dengan rasa cemas, aku try nak cemaskan die tapi tak jadi. uwakekekekeek, aku tgk budak nih tak penah cemas. ishk! everytime pun cool je. aku layan lagi cemas ade la. akekekeek. pastuh aku think, kenapa laaa aku nih asyik gabra jerk. bak kater brian, ASTAGUH. so, aku pi ipoh dengan hati yg penuh berdebar2 tanpa rasa enjoy sebab esok yakni arinih cuti. pikir2 balik, i need a break siol. when comes to familia, they conquer the very 1st row from the screen of my circle of life. means, the nearer they look, the nearer they will feel how i'm feeling. my life is my parents biggest television. mak mak kita memang ade kuasa nuklear ala saikik yg kuat kat kite. kite tak ckp kite stress, tapi, once they look rite in ur eyes, they will know.
lmf ade tanye aku mase lunch ari tuh. "Maria, stress tak?" hahahah, mase nih aku ckp, "takdela.. mane de stress. challenging ape.. :P " waklu la maria. challenging kunun. tetibe i can feel that ppl around me is very saikik like my momma. uikk!? takkan sume org dah bertukar jadi bonda gue!? akekekekeke. aku dah lame tak rase kuasa mencarut yang sebegini. ishk, lame la. nak berak mase working pun dah takde feel. apetah lagi nak kench. kencing pun berterabur sebab nak kejar deadline. tp aku tau, sume nih akan berakhir tak lame lagi. muahaaha.
untuk overcome stress aku, i did some clean ups in my room. not to say some, i went down with 3 L size garbage bags. pergh, memang got alot of unwanted stuff to buang, tapi sebab delay delay, sayang, tak sampai hati nak buang, bende tuh jadi kulat dalam bilik aku. akekekeek. nih cam citer tv series yg kat astro tuh la, pimp my ride, tapi ini versi gue, namenye jadi Pimp My Room. pastuh bile dah sukses dgn series nih, aku nak come up dengan another series called Pimp My Jamban. Pastuh Pimp My Office, nanti berkembang ngan keluarnye Pimp My Bus, Kedai Runcit, Computer, Restoran Saji kat kelana jaya, Wallet, Ofc Mates Handbags, Handphones, Ofc Clothes, Shoes, Bed, TV, Basikal, Peti Ais, dan macam2 la yang boleh dipimp . uwakeekekekekeke. dah melampau dah tahap mencarut aku nih. so, tgk la picture. who wanna buy my room?
kemas punye kemas, tak sedar bahawa aku ade banyak gambar. so, paste la onto the styrofoam piece kat study table tuh. banyak2 memories yg ade, memory kat kym la yang filled up the space. haih. pix of me n my band when we won 3rd place in Battle Of The Band. the piala aka trophy kecik pun ade. skang nih digicam takes control. memory ofc sume kat desktop pc ofc aku. akekekeke. tp ade la gambor raye. naniu n royi also has booked their place at the table kat moto akira. mike wazowski yg teman aku tiap2 mlm has chosen to be at the table too. asyik kene campak je every nite. muahahahaha. oh well, i'm getting queen size bed real soon. n this table will go off somewer. uwaaaa!
p/s: Makteh aku dah pregnant 2 ke 3 months. i hope she n the baby is okay. risau nye, kalu laa australia tuh cam kat melaka or semban je, senang la aku ulang alik tgk die. haih.
Ma-Wee-Yar *darK minD speakS...*
