Wakenabeb!

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Boleh tak tlg tanye kat ibu duit hantaran brape. tlg aa sy nak budget ni.takpun anggaran pun takpe
12:09am 26-MAR-06

pergh. biar betik. sebelum ape2, baik aku mengucap dulu. astaghfirullahalazim! suddenly all this came from jimmy. akekekekeke, ade jugak org nak kawin ngan aku. woo hooo! so, last nite we had a talk at my place outside kat garage. huhu. there were a few arrangements has been made between him n his mom. yikes! ape nih! tibe2 je ade org nak kat aku. warrrghhh! tak rock ar. akekekekeke. so, this morning i bravely dial my mom's ofc number n read the msg to her. hehehehe. she said "rumah banglo sejibik, kereta mercedes benz 1, jambatan gantung bertatahkan emas dari Subang ke Banting." waklu laaa ibu. ibu gua pun rock gak mcm gua. aduih. aku rase cam nak bunuh diri je skang nih. pastuh aku rase cam jgn laa cepat sangat pukul 6pm. aku takmo balik. malu ar. kenape ye malu? sbb aku dah bitau kat ibu pasal aku n jimmy. mak datok! pelik laa feeling aku ari nih. akekekekek

this is like an epidemic dah. bile dgr org nak kawin, kiter pun terjangkit. adeh. pelik la. nih belum adik aku bace blog aku nih. sah sah kene gelak. uwakekekekekee. okla, tak reti dah ngarut lagi nih.

owh, faisal, i just got a website wer we can download GIE OST! yee haawww!

mim alif raw ya alif *and her dark mind always speaks...*

Gie

I found one interesting lyric. this is a lyric from a song titled GIE (from GIE OST). hayatilah bersama.
By : Eross Feat Okta
sampaikanlah pada ibuku
aku pulang terlambat waktu
ku akan menaklukkan malam
dengan jalan pikiranku
sampaikanlah pada bapakku
aku mencari jalan atas
semua keresahan-keresahan ini
kegelisahan manusia

retaklah..malam yang dingin

tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki malam
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki
keadilan-Mu

berbagi waktu dengan alam
kau akan tahu
siapa dirimu yang sebenarnya
hakikat manusia
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki malam
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki
keadilan-Mu

akan aku telusuri jalan yg setapak inisemoga kutemukan jawaban..

i wanted to get my hands on the books, ost, movie so bad :( . please faisal, help me!!!

and below is a picture of me n dhani aka faisal owner of www.bilik.blogspot.com and also niesa at the fan. this was at bangi gig not long ago.

maria *dark mind speaks...*

lover's rhapsody

Mode: :'(
iTune: Emotional Love Song

Before i forgot, earlier i haf posted sumthin, but it didnt come out %$#$#@$% .
rase nye tak terlambat lagi kalu nak wish our lil biggie bro brian burffday! happy burffday bro! hope u like my prestzels... pressies. hehehehe. the whole ofc gave him a nice banana pie aka cake from Suchan Deli in Jln Datok Mahmud 11/4 (pergh, ingat siot address die!). hmm, rasenye dis is the most expensive cake we buy for ofc colleague. rm78.05 tak silap, tapi sedap gile, sampai lmf scrap off the base. akekekekeek. my boss lagi best, he jilat-ed the whole base. perghhh, nice short budday party for my lil bro bry.
Burfday Boy Sudah Tua, hehehe!
haih. things between me n jim dah macam cekodok basi menunggu mase untuk dicampak ke dalam trash bin. we had a lil ( little la konon) querrel (ape betul ke aku eja? hmm, bry pls check :P) on wednesday. memang aku doubt the little querrel goin to be major la. so, yest dah okay, mental aku yg tak okay. bende tuh effect kat aku sampaikan aku wat lawak kasar kat bryan which is i'm not suppose to be too much with the gurauan. sampaikan aku sendiri rase menyesal. ishk ishk, sorry bry for the stupid lawak bodoh :$

so, i guess i'm the most pathethic psycho loser. tak patut lepaskan to my sistahs n brotahs. cukup laa dgn aku nangis tiap2 malam sambil bermain scrabble sampai kol 2 pagi sorang2 (yes, aku main scrabble sorg2 sampai pagi!). nasib baik bantal busuk aku still ade utk comfort aku whole nite. agaknye nih la circle of my life. if not bcos of werk, jimmy, jimmy, werk. haih. i need to buy myself a new life...

mim alif raw ya alif *her dark mind speaks...*

RAMBO Kicks Ass!

Uwarghhhh! after all the pain that i've gone thru, i finally recovering from the 'illness' of being miss no-perfect, miss pls-give-the-very-muthafuckin-best-of-yours. akekekeke. to all who dunno me, i'm the most pathethic psychologicallly psycho (o.O?) . tapi biarla, aku malas nak amik port pasal bende2 nih remeh nih. sorry geng, teremo sikit minggu nih, emo ini akan datang lagi di minggu2 akan dtg, so jangan risau. kawan korang tetap psycho mcm dulu. hek hek hek.

last thursday i met Rambo at bangi. it was a last min planning from jimmy. like i said, this week have been a critical mag week. jim called me like 430 5pm on that thurs n said "nak pi bangi tgk rambo!?" n i'm like "omg! nak nak nak!" masa tuh aku tak pikir pun pasal mag dah siap ke ape ke. akekekekekek, sorry sebab terpakse menjadi kejam untuk memuaskan hati sendiri. dah lame tak puaskan hati sendiri weh! so, mom picked me up from ofc around 815pm, went for dinner, 930 jim picked me up from a dinner place then we hit the road to bangi. the journey took up 1/2 hr (altho my mom said its gonna take 45 to 1 hr drive to get there) n we arrived at Metalizer Studio. was havin my very 1st day of period cramps n it felt bullshitty but i dun give a damn. we got in, the band performing dat time was The Act We Act (Japanese bands), sigh we miss the 1st band.

Bull(L) & Andy in their custom-made boxer shorts

then i saw Rambos. hehehe. .::happy happy joy joy::. Andy & Dave was taking a sweet nap opposite the main door, Tony read books about Asia at 1 corner n Bull was hanging around. Bull saw me we had a lil chat bout life. he is still working as a cook back in Philadelphia. Mike is not in the Asia Tour list as he was busy with work :( . saw them performed around 1230 - 1am. the studio was jammed pack with kids moshing, n seriously i tell u how happy i was to be there, n not trapped in the HELL (people's park). after the gig, we hanged around downstairs n i intro myself to the new drummer dave (*drool!* nice ass covered in hot pants with RAMBO written on it *drool!*). Andy saw me n he gave me the surprised look on his face, had a lil chat with him as well. Jim n him are planning about sumthin.

hmm, i was thinking if i wanna quit cinema online, n unemployed, i guess i can fully run Lompat Records. hmm, orders are still coming in n surprisingly ppl still looking for plea for peace vcd. Isolamento n Mr Murrungio are planning to haf an Asian Tour sumwer around summer this yr. sigh! alot to plan, so lil munny to use. this is wat i'm gonna plan, if i'm getting more n more very psycho feedbacks from big head in my ofc, i'm gonna send my resignation letter. no turning back.

Ma-wee-yar *her dark mind speaks...*

mati?

hmm

apa akan terjadi kalu bende di atas tuh berlaku???

1. tak payah datang keje
2. tak payah kene torture
3. tak payah buat amendments berjuta kali
4. tak payah dengar complaint
5. tak payah nak menitiskan air mata sebab tekanan yang melampaui batas
6. tak payah ada feeling sakit hati yang teramat
7. tak payah nak puaskan hati sesiapa
8. tak payah tunggu review yang tertangguh
9. tak payah mintak increment
10. TAK PAYAH TENGOK MUKA YANG TORTURE LIFE AKU!!!!!!!!!

Maerya *Tortured mentally...pyshically...deep in her mind*

Thank You MISC!

After delaying for some time, finally my paycheque is in yesterday! trimas MISC, trimas Kak Hani! woohooo! can jolly the molly!

so, the other day me went to Sofia Jane's interview. omg! she looks soooo elegant as a young mom. she also brought along her daughter, Soraya. the whole interview went blurrkhhzeerrkkk man. why? becos Soraya kept kacauing the mother. hehehe. but it was fun la. overall, Sofia Jane is a babe. then, me n the gang had early dinner at Coffee Bean. Sue wasnt feeling so good that day (diarrhea attacked her!), she makan salad only. Sharon had Scwned (scone, spelt with the pwned style, ngehngeh!)

oh, i remembered that after the MISC project, i haf to teach Hani on how to use photoshop & pagemaker, and also illustrator. haih, there goes my munny. after this, miskin balik :/

RAMBO is coming to town! sigh! they only play at JB. sigh! was looking forward to meet them, especially Mike Bukowski (Not Mike Wazowski yeh? :P). cute young matsaleh. sigh! oh, rambo is from the states, i think Lompat Recs with collabor of Propamedia (correct me if i'm wrong) released their tracks in a very cool hardboard cover. sold out siot. if u owned one, means ur one of the coolest ppl. hehehe.

Papakerma is bringing Jap bands this saturday at Artport. the gig is titled "Bercand Di Tepian Tasik". so, sesape yang nak order more Lompat Recs release, do come over or maybe u can send us msg in Lompat Records Myspace to bring more releases.

till then,
enjoy the pix!

Cinnamon, Soraya & Sofia Jane

Sofia Jane & Maerya

Sue Ching & Maerya

Ma-Wee-Yar *Dark mind speaks...*

Garasi Bagus Bangettt!

whoaaa! a week full with laughter, joyful, emos, hatred and celebs!!!! omg! this cant be real. im gonna write in indonesian, ngehngehngeh. tengok gua nye skill bagus ke nggak bagus.

buat pengetahuan kalian, gue sama teman sekantor (Yew Jin) telah berjaya mengadakan one-on-three interbiu sama band & filem indonesia Garasi. Garasi yang terdiri daripada Fedi(24), Ayu(21) & Aries(23) masing2 telah melalui sessi ujibakat untuk memilih siapa yang boleh bermain musik dan berlakon dalam masa yang sama. Ayu adalah salah seorang finalis didalam top 60 dari rancangan Indonesian Idol. Fedi yang profession nya adalah model telah dipilih (drool banget gue kapan melihat cowok ini!) untuk menjadi keyboardist cum lead guitar, aries pula drummer band ini.

Garasi yang bermaksud Garage emangnya secocok dengan stail mereka bertiga.

.:: perghh, sulit bener untuk bicara dalam indonesia yak?! akekekeke ::.

okla, me n yew jin arrived at Sri Pentas around 11am (there was a massive jam on the flyover bridge after LRT KJ station. then, we went in n met Zurina (i think she's the PA for GBSB). then we saw theres a lady doin the 1-on-3 interview with cast n the director. so we waited for our turn to interview them n enjoy some refreshment provided by tv3 ppl. when i look at my watch, its already 1140am n we are like "Hey lady! our turn is at 1130am ya know!?!?!?".

then zurina told us she dun think we can make it to interview them, so she suggested dat we do the interview at planet hollywood instead. at sri pentas, i sempat took alot of pix of them, n yew jin also sempat interview them sikit. thanks to that Kakak photographer from the star cos ajak me to snap pix of them at the lobby. hehehe.

this guys are crazy ppl man. i had a good laugh taking their pix. especially Fedi (drool banget gue!) . i took alot of his zoom in pix. they look soooo happy together. oh, this band doesnt have bassist (gue dengan seneng nya meng-offer gue sendirik jadi lho punya bandmate, hehehe).

saw them perform at planet hollywood. perrghhh! energetic, awesome tune! but when u listen carefully, they sounds like evanescence n cranberries. hhmmm, but it was all good la. i won myself a t-shirt (XXL), notebook and a badge when the host were having a quiz session while we enjoyed our lite n represhment.

so, check out the pix.Garasi dalam bentuk gila(Left 2 Right) - Aries, Ayu, Fedi & MaeryaGarasi & Director

Garasi Live @ Planet Hollywood

Garasi Exclusive Glam Shot for Cinema Online

ma-wee-yar *darK minD speakS...*

Bad Week!

Mode: Ups & Downs!
Blast Off: Live On - Dewa 19 (Laskar Cinta Album)

This week has been a lil stress. the starting of the week not so bad actually. on monday i start with layout (mag week dis n next week), then me n brian gone .::happy happy joy joy::. on tuesday cos of meeting/hanging out/chatting with hannah tan, until yesterday, it was bluekhhhh sejak pagi. i feel good again this morning. hhmmm. is there anymore sign? besides the birds chirping at my garage on monday? oh well.

ok, hannah tan is a great friend i can say. we walked into coffee bean @ around 11am on that tuesday. we waited n she came around 1120am. i can say this is the best interview besides adibah noor n daniel lee the msian idol dude. we hung out in coffee bean for like 115mins(according to brian's timer, ehehe) got pix taken with her, autograph signed by her, weeeee! she's an awesome chick. gile best. kalu tak tengok beruang afrika mengawan kat animal planet pun tak rugi ape2. akekekeke. we really had a good time, especially brian la. hehehe, he smiled from bangsar to ofc. owh, here's a few pix of us with bubbly hannah.
owh, yest got final destination 3 screening. Boy joined the contest n got himself n rashid (man suppose to be there, but sumthin came in last min he cuden make it) a ticket each. i give 3.5*, sebab the efx tak nampak like CG. it came out sooooo real. stuff like head chopped off by fan blades, all the isi inside otak semua nampak reall laaaa gilerodix. then later after the movie, we had late supper at Murni. pergh this place was jam packed with ppl. me n jim ordered carbonara n ribena special. both of us shared the food. rashid was really a funny guy. including cash (we picked him up after the movie). these 3 musketeers memang buat me n jim gelak muntah darah kambing. khuahuahuhauhahua. they never stop making stupid jokes, sum of it involves the Murni staff. adeh.

i guess thats about it la. thanks to faisal for the reference on GIE. i'm looking forward to the movie actually. siapa ade dvd/vcd/ infos on indon movies, lemme know ya!?

p/s: never try to jump into a puddle of mudd when u feel like u wanted to, because the stain will stuck forever...

maerya *Dark Mind Speaks...*
"Kamu Seperti Hantu, Terus Menghantuiku..."

Useless Piece `O Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aku memang admit aku nih lemah dalam friendship. nak marah, sakitkan aku go ahead. to all who dunno my attitude, once if i apologise on the mistakes dat i didnt do, i will be guilty for the rest of my life.....

maerya *her dark mind always speaks..*